Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Fuzzy Eyes - An Attempt at Redemption

spent the past ALMOST 2 hours studying while being distracted by the bfs playing of movies on the comp and now my eyes are all fuzzy and hazy *_* im not tired, im not sleepy and i want to continue on my road to redemption. pfft but my eyes just wont focus T___T mieh..

nike warehouse sale tomorow baybeh! although cash shortage is at extremities T___T my pays are all still going through tendering. sigh. when i have jobs i complain, when im jobless i feel sad and pathethic T___T no money income woi. i think as much as i hate working i'm starting to become quite the workaholic. not good not good. STUDY HOLIC GINNY THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO BE!

i finally broke a sweat at the gym today, oh so rare. Yahla. im damn lazy wan exercise but always take big breaks in between... U_U so my ex-trainer saw and went WOW YOURE FINALLY SWEATING!! and decided okay la im gonna give u some extra free training for 15 minutes. I think his intention was just to laugh at how pathethically weak i am U_U

brought one of my rabbits out with me to Jaya One. It's quite fun carrying a bunny in a basket out and then putting her in the trolley while you shop for groceries =D imma gonna do it more often. hohohoh. although this will probably give rediculously muscular arms due to the weight @_@ it's amazing how heavy a rabbit in a basket can be. hur hur.

oh! i havent had meat except seafood in over 3 weeks and a few days ago i had chicken at nandos. it was weird. yesterday i had steak and cheese at subway which is usually my favourite and it felt hell weird as well @_@ was pretty sick after that. hmmm..

hahah..wtf..this post got damn a lot of tags. actually my tags all pretty random. eh but i like la so how.

Labels: animals, food, gym, rabbits, random, study, wordy, work

-BabyGinz-

17th December 08 @ Swimming, Xind's Clubhouse

oi!! lim sze ye and natalie chai im missing pictures. why liddis!! who never send >=( faster send.

er... to the readers this post is full of rather unflattering pictures so u have been warned @_@ dunno why we all look fat and bloaty like we absorbed the swimming pools water or something @_@

dunno who take wan. some part of my room. lol

oo..sepia

damn nice lo the lighting that day. cnanot resist camwhoring. wtf. JESS CHONG THE BIKINI! HEHEHE.

i think thats us under the waterfall @_@

they tried synchronised swimming "=_=

the girl who refused to go in the water >=(

babi nat why ure legs so small here. dulan

damn cold can die ah

this pic is super cute! enlarge!

it's a bird, its a plane.. its ...??

failed.com

i am a blubbering whale. *_*

see the water absorption

HAHAHHA. im sorry nat but i couldnt resist. HAHAHHAa

can u see eyes! hehe

her and her tea. if anyone has seen that tea video you would know what im talking about *o*

and we end with her being weird as usual. la la la

Labels: camwhore, gif, pics

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Facebook Invites?

as we all already know way tooooo well about ginny and her facebook love hate relationship, i've found something thats been bugging me more often lately.

them facebook invites!! RARW!!

can't people actually just send an sms or a call!!! maybe if its for a big event then yea but what about those smaller scale stuff. later we ignore it also kena. dont come also kena. say attending but last minute cannot come also kena. it's like everyday also have to check that thingie to see if there's anything important like a friends bday party or something.

when we dont check and dont show up then kena something like i invited you what!! you ask where?! i never receive any invite also! then we hear this again. i sent on facebook lor!! wahlao. damn annoying can die wei. facebook=email meh.

then dahlah like that sometimes we send invites to some ppl and we dont send to others then people open the page and start to merajuk pulak den fwah.. too many invites. pfft. good job then!

sigh. dunno la. this facebook business is getting out of hand "=_= maybe im just too stuck with the past then. technology and all that shit has its limits with me =S

Labels: musings, random, rants

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Dusty the Cat

to abuse an animal in anger or frustration is one thing, but to do it in laughter and amusement is another thing entirely.

sometimes humanity makes me sick.

contrary to the title this is not directed at Glen who had abused his cat and posted it on youtube, it was just a random thought that crossed my mind.

to those looking for the video, i'm sorry i dont have it. try somewhere else but while you're at it take your time to watch other more disturbing videos and fight for the bigger picture instead.

Labels: musings, random, upset

-BabyGinz-

Realisation Hits - He's Gone

it's been almost 12 hours seen i picked up his cold solid body. at that time there was no feeling of remorse or a need to cry; just a quiet sadness that was easily overcomed.

i thought i had finally gotten over the whole pet dying issue considering how many i have had to live through; turns out i was wrong.

11 hours later it all starts again and it hits me like a snowball right in my face and i realise Chillie the teddy is gone. In an instant my mood falls a few notches and that familiar stream of liquid flows down my cheeks. Flashbacks of the time i first held him in my arms and all the moments ive had him next to me came crashing like a ton of boulders after an explosion hits.

the same familiar loneliness begins and despite the music playing all around me i feel like im alone in this neverending silence and guilt starts to eat me up. all the same questions begin and i wonder what if i had paid more attention to him? what if i had noticed he was sick just that few hours earlier.

it sucks when a pet dies because we can never tell if they were really happy being with us. but no matter what it is i know i loved him as a parent would love a child and just watching him play would make me smile.

i miss you baby boy, and im sorry i wasnt next to you when you were almost gone.

Labels: confessions, emo, guinea pigs, personal, pics, sad

-BabyGinz-

A String of Bad Luck

So it looks like my claim to bad luck ending did not end at all. the guinea pig has died =( ervin! its the one u like. wuwuwuuw..i think it was the one u like.

and for some unfathomable reason, my eyeliner is leaving really bad stains on my eyelids @_@ oh! and i left my only pot of eyeshadow which was a mac (ie.expensive for my standards) at the studio that day "=_= miehh

while shaving my legs i kept nicking them cuz i couldnt find new shavers and usually I HATE SHAVING and prefer to wax but lo and behold stupid me woke up late and had no time so now i have to put up with constantly shaving and adding more nicks to my leg.. wtf.

what else is going to happen. HMMMMMMMM

Labels: random, sad, stupidity

-BabyGinz-

Get Well Chillie

my favourite guinea pig is sick =( he refuses to eat and drink and can barely walk. from the fattest guinea pig he is now skin bones and fur. no more tummy =( im worried about my poor baby. he refuses to be force fed as well. sigh sigh.

get well soon my not so little big monster! mummy loves you long time.

Labels: animals, guinea pigs, sad, upset

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Heatwave

the heat is killing me T______T my head is going to explode. no freaking mood to do anything. pfft. and no i rarely switch the air conditioning on in my house especially NOT in my room because it will just kill me to sit in an enclosed room with the amount of fur and dust that actually makes up my room.

garrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Labels: random, rants

-BabyGinz-

12-16 December 08 @ Random Everywheres

bored much?

one of me favvie pics of us =D

yeah thats sunway pyramids mascot

peace out

wtf witch nose

wtf.. weirdo retarded nose

bunny aaron =D

no eyes

hainanese chicken chop @ Zang Toi cafe. good stuff

ooo curly fries

chocolate banana cake. Zang Toi sets are awesomely worth it

hungry much?

pancakes @ Waffle World

i love powdered sugar =D

and my fav caramel banana waffles

Bonjuk @ Desa Sri Hartamas

beef porridge. everyone's favourite. er..but not mine

about 10 bucks i think the food at this place is really worth it cuz of the amounf ot stuff in your porridge

my fav! ginseng chicken i think @_@

contrary to the name of the dish, there is lots of gineng but it taste NOTHING like ginseng hence awesomeness all the way

everybodys favourite hyperactive girl. XIND baybeh

susan low @_@ my only pic of u. please email me at my gmail our camwhore pics yo! if we even have any "=_=

alvin(emo boy) and unidentified person

haha..goldfish

why so many pics of aaron also i dunno '=_=

eh fark off la i know i look weird "=_=

shes like that 24/7 @_@

Labels: asian, desserts, food, pics, work

-BabyGinz-