Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Eat, Be Fat And Be Jolly

you know... it didnt even occur to me until we went through this whole facebook omg i got fat arms thing that i realised HOLY SHIT they're right!! in the spam of 6 hours i ate at 4 different places. wtf. talk about diet gone whacked.

how can a vegetarian dickhead like me find so many things to eat @_@ maybe i should really consider going vegan like sam said. that'll teach me to stuff my face that way again

so this is what happened.

miss Natalie Chai decides OH WOW IMMA GONNA HAVE A PRIMARY SCHOOL REUNION!! so we end up at TGIF.. me representing the smart apparently lan c class(if only i was smart and nerdy again so i can stop procrasinating and get good results..wtf).. wtf.... yah "=_= i was the freaking oddball at the place because everyone else was from a different class (labelled the naughty class) EH IM NOT STEREOTYPING OKAY THEY SAID SO THEMSELVES...

they were going through this conversation where they aimed nat and went why u never invite this that this taht suddenly someone says EH WHY NO SMART PPL HERE WAN (the smart class ppl) then all fingers come zooming at me neh one representative. wtf.not that im really smart la. i just did well at exams for some unfathomable reason considering the history of shit i had in the past and was in the class. OH YA I REMEMBER. i think it was because i was bribed with stuff like the PS to get good results. hence. end of bribe=end of good results. wtf. im such a shithead.

and really my classmates were my closest friends until form 4 where i just totally became the black sheep and got along with the other classes better instead =/ ...

er yah so ANYWAY.. after TGIF we stoned at Wong Kok.. and then after that Tien Tien Lai @ Pudu AND THEN CAKE AT ALEXIS!!

so if u do that in a labelled diagram as so

IN THE SPAM OF 6 hours (TGIF > Wong Kok > Tien Tien Lai > Alexis) ........... that really is a lot of food isnt it @_@ and among the mini entourage of 4 i brought along with me to Tien Tien Lai and Alexis for dinner and dessert with le fatso TJ.. i was the only one who continued eating and had cake. OMGWTFBBQ

but cake and chamomile tea is good for the sick soul U_U not that im any better today but that's besides the point

AND BECAUSE I DID NOT GET TO STUDY YESTERDAY %&$^$%&$^%*&$^# i am camping out at Fitness First Damansara today from 12pm-5pm to alternate between studying and working out (sweat them icky flu germs out baybeh) .. jeezus.. im crazy hyper right now arent i @_@

U SEE MR CHAN AND STUPID TJ I AM SO CAPABLE OF SAYING NO TO OUTINGS AND STUDYING!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh shit.. its only 11am.. im getting sleepy @_@.....

Labels: asian, confessions, cravings, desserts, drinks, food, gym, happy, personal, random, study, western, wordy

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Birth Year

wow! i just noticed my previous post was my 1990 post which therefore means my birth year post.

err...okay whatever.

so i was lying on the bed just now and started probing my disgustingly cellulitey elephant thighs and by jove! it's been almost a month of gyming and there is significantly NO difference with me. pfft. i am such a weakling "=_= i cant even run on the treadmill for more than 3 minutes. omgwtfbbq. yah. so i spend about 20-30 minutes just walking HAHAHHAHA. so pathethic right

so yesterday the house of desk tutted at me and insisted he sign me up for body combat *___* which i said i would die in, due to the lack of stamina thus causing him to insist even more insistently that i go for body combat class and actually make use of the ridiculous price im paying for the gym "=_=

miehh... i need my trainer back *whimpers*

oh! but the boy says im very updated now because i suddenly have time to watch mtv and those reality game shows like beaty and the geek. KAKAKKA. see. gym isnt all that bad =p

Labels: gym, personal, random, wordy

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Fuzzy Eyes - An Attempt at Redemption

spent the past ALMOST 2 hours studying while being distracted by the bfs playing of movies on the comp and now my eyes are all fuzzy and hazy *_* im not tired, im not sleepy and i want to continue on my road to redemption. pfft but my eyes just wont focus T___T mieh..

nike warehouse sale tomorow baybeh! although cash shortage is at extremities T___T my pays are all still going through tendering. sigh. when i have jobs i complain, when im jobless i feel sad and pathethic T___T no money income woi. i think as much as i hate working i'm starting to become quite the workaholic. not good not good. STUDY HOLIC GINNY THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO BE!

i finally broke a sweat at the gym today, oh so rare. Yahla. im damn lazy wan exercise but always take big breaks in between... U_U so my ex-trainer saw and went WOW YOURE FINALLY SWEATING!! and decided okay la im gonna give u some extra free training for 15 minutes. I think his intention was just to laugh at how pathethically weak i am U_U

brought one of my rabbits out with me to Jaya One. It's quite fun carrying a bunny in a basket out and then putting her in the trolley while you shop for groceries =D imma gonna do it more often. hohohoh. although this will probably give rediculously muscular arms due to the weight @_@ it's amazing how heavy a rabbit in a basket can be. hur hur.

oh! i havent had meat except seafood in over 3 weeks and a few days ago i had chicken at nandos. it was weird. yesterday i had steak and cheese at subway which is usually my favourite and it felt hell weird as well @_@ was pretty sick after that. hmmm..

hahah..wtf..this post got damn a lot of tags. actually my tags all pretty random. eh but i like la so how.

Labels: animals, food, gym, rabbits, random, study, wordy, work

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, April 16, 2009

it's darn annoying because i finally have time to sit down and finish watermarking my jamiroquai concert pics. HAHAHA AND YOU THOUGHT THAT PHASE WAS OVER ;p IN YOUR FACE PEOPLE. wtf im such a loser. BUUUUTT there's either something wrong with blogger or my internet connection because i can't upload pictures '=_=

which is pretty annoying because there's this blind cocker spaniel up for adoption and the poor thing!! blind di wei end up in spca or paws is like damn sad case.. i would love to take her in but my parents would kill me and my other dogs would probably kill her.

i think the gym is making me a happier person.

today while doing stretching exercises my trainer turned to the lady next to me and said WATCH WATCH now her face is serious but watch when i do this!! (proceeds to push my leg straight up and not let it slack and its crazy painful i burst into fits of laughter. wtf) and then he tells her im the happiest person he has ever trained because i laugh and smile at everything! YOU SEE! i have a bit of optimism in me after all!! im not all dark emo and gloomy. =D

and after coming back from the gym for my next class my girls said EH U LOOK HAPPIER AND MORE ALIVE THAN JUST NOW!! i have also started to make full use of their steam rooms by leaivng conditioners and hair masks in my hair *O* my hairs nice and soft now. wheee!

exams are like 3 weeks away and.. i am.. far far away. wtf..

(edit: im not so happy anymore. first this post took forever to publish. second my trip to melbourn in august might not be happening anymore. all the flight prices have almost doubled which means instead of forking out abt 2.5k-3 k for a pair of ticket i need to fork out 4-5k which i obviously cannot save in time... sigh..and thats just air ticket.. what abt spending money and what not.. fuck this shit... i hate changing ticket prices.)

[edit edit: oh..snatch the movie made me happy again. i love. brad pitt is the shnizit =O]

Labels: adoption, dogs, gym, happy, random, rants, wordy

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

tsk, the bf's room has bad study mojo. all i feel like doing is being lazy and wormlike whatever that is. i just realised i forgot to label the previous post. oh well.. it was a rather short one anyway. don't any of you find this label thingie just a wee bit tedious.

todays gym session was with a trainer! and i am either retarded or my body's just way fucked. we did a lot of different types of exercise and eveyrtime he asked if a certain body part of mine was feeling the strain and most of them were normal.. BUT EVERYTIME he asked if my thighs were feeling it i said no *____* only my knees felt it which is mucho weird. he gave me weird looks like i was an alien or something but i love my trainer =D he's nice. and then i also apparently cannot feel strain on my back? which is also tres weird. i think its's because i've accumulated too much fats over the past years. i swear my back is soooo meaty you would think i should be rolly polly all round but i'm not @_@

my hamsters died =( so i got new ones! this is the first time i got non syrian hamsters because little hamsters scare me but they were staring at me through the glass =( and they bite!! RARW.. but they're so small it feels more like they're scratching me.. so one of them was nibbling my fingers and the boy asked if i was going to teach them to continue nibbling my fingers. i didnt even notice how dumb that move was "=_= i am so sad.

one of them is all white but she kinda resembles the joker because she has this really deep cut on one side of her mouth like the joker so she looks little weird. like her face is all twisty and senget or something but i love my hamsters. i have this tendency to bring home weird animals *O* usually the sick ones. sigh. can't help it. they just look so sad and strangely lovable.

on another note. <=== i use that a lot. er.. right anyway.. it's really annoying when the study mood decides to run off when i have time to study. everytime i feel all gung ho about studying i have to run off to work or some appointment or something and now when i'm all relaxed with nothing in particular to do (except physics which i used to adore but now hate. dont ask) but i dont have my physics book with me right now anyway.

i want asam fish.... and pasta....and ikan bakar....and pizza from pizza bravia...

oh gawd i am such a pig.

Labels: animals, cravings, gym, hamsters, study, wordy

-BabyGinz-