Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Monday, February 28, 2005

hmm

i stole this from lie peh peh..n i support this statement...even if i tend to say otherwise at times...this mainly directed at ian... T_T

IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A BIG WORD THROWN AROUND BY SMALL MEN WHO FIND IT EASIER TO LIVE IN THE WORL THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE TO CHANGE IT. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT. IT'S AN OPINION. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A DECLARATION. IT'S A DARE. IMOPSSIBLE IS POTENTIAL. IMPOSSIBLE IS TEMPORARY. and finally.. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!

....today was not a good day..it started out a good day... until lunch... T_T ....in fact it started as an amazing day... my baby gave me something i tot he would never get..n i was even more shocked to learn how much it cost n he got it anyways...althought i scrwed up my mathes monthly cuz i wanted to c my baby...i didnt really mind.. T_T .... it was okay....lunch fucked up everything... i dunno if it was my stupidity or his stupidity or both our stupidity...

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, February 27, 2005

hmm..sat sunday

hmmm...sat went to MV wid sze ye n sab..watch the jap show Quill abt a labrador..very touching er..wuwuwuw..u cry so many times.. u guys should watch it..if u like dogs lar..walk here walk there..bought sze ye her present..couldnt resist bought the disco ball thing from rooms interior 4 ian ;P tot i lost 50 bucks but sze ye found it in my bag later at her hse...haha..so i borrow money 4 nth..aihhh..

after that suppose to go kah ming's hse..but last minute change of plans..due to err..some complications >.< dont ask..cuz i myself have no idea about it..at night...hmmmm..somebody.. *u noe hu u r..bad girl* pissed ian n taxi driver off..haha..luckily i got no feel..if not she died liao...nth particularly interesting happened...today oso siens... but quite bad mood.. haih..i should b doing my geography project but totally no mood to do.. i think im the onli person who hasnt done yet.. beeps..

-BabyGinz-

Friday, February 25, 2005

suicide

piggy..the femaly hamster commited suicide..the night of my ***** **.....she drowned herself....she's now buried in my garden..below a really pretty lily plant.....

neway...we're ok now..i skipped school AGAIN... hur hur.. ard 4.30 went over mun yee's hse wid melissa swimming... mun yee so teruk.. T_T... she gave a way the white puppy that looked like a lamb n bought a pug juz cuz the white puppy had skin infection n she malas to take care.. mmm..i love her mum's cooking..damn nice..she cooks n bakes ^-^ wahahahhaaa... today sumtin interesting happened but can't tell in fear the school might read it... neway after swimming..went leisure mall ate dinner wid ian..mel n piao ching.. walk walk pasar malam a while..den now home eidi

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, February 24, 2005

hear ache...the end

8 months 4 days...........................my memories will always remain...=') .........ive learnt a lot in the past 8 months n 4 days...i've felt all sort of jumbled up emotions as well.... but yet without a doubt... i had never been happier.. true neither had i been so hurt n sad.. but yet.. nothing.. NOTHING can ever replace it....n it'll stay in my heart.. now and forever.... baby...if u dont mind me calling u baby... thanks 4 everything..n i love u...sorry if ive hurt n dissapointed u....but juz wanted u to know..i really really love u...whether u believe it or not it doesnt matter..n i still meant what i said last time..n i still remember those promises...J****** & J****.... hahaha.... i guess we'll never know....but thank u..n love u... *muacks*

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

tuesday wed

hmmm...wad happen yesterday arh?? cant really remember..lol..i dont think anything interesting happened

today...sports..im sick sick dei..so..ugh..damn...bleahhh!!..nothing else particularly interesting..watched constantine today..ok ok onli..not that nice.. btw..all smokers..watch that show..c the end..where satan sticks his hand in n tkaes out that black thing..its tar..discarded in when u smoke!!! huhuhuhuhh

-BabyGinz-

Monday, February 21, 2005

bball match

i skipped school today...hahaha..didnt mean to..wanted to go school wan..then saw all the basketball players at the basketball court..den decided to go to the guys under 15 match lor.. how i noe end so late..wanted go back school b4 lunch but like after lunch only finish..so go home la.....

quite nice wor the school..alam shah..the bandar tun razak wan..a lot of greenery.. ^-^ i like..but its a boys school..surprisingly..quite clean wo...i wish ssg had more trees and grass... sigh...

the guys won the 1st game but lost the 2nd..but i dont blame them ler..so hot the weather..i sitting in the shade oso feel like dying eidi...hopefully they'll do okay ^-^

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, February 20, 2005

friday.sat.sun

hur hur hur!! friday the japs came to school lor...the school program boring like hell..hur hur..but i wasnt in the hall most of the time..i was usually at the 3rd floor of the new wing..hahaha...slapping make up on ppl's faces n tying their hair and just lazing about...can't really remember much of what happened in school ler..this yr not that much leng chai's..last yr a loooottt more!! >.<

my japs students r called... Yuki n Shohei...haha..okay..yea i dont remember their surname..so sue me ;P ..don't know why..this yr i like didn't really care much ler...hahaha..like damn bad host only....in school also i like not excited at all...oh well... it was my birthday on friday! kekekeke

so had a supposdely small party...but end up abt 40-50 ppl...haihyor.. >.< i also didnt notice..like not enought food and stuff..all these ppl keep going into my room!!! then throw my dolls ard n stuff..im missing my laughing bean bag from room interior products!! arghh!!i am sooo going to kill these ppl...this yr the par..no caterer's n stuff..just bbq onli..haha..but i think this yr better then last... damn hate last yr's party...don't even ask why..sigh...

a lot of weird things happen during my party ler..but wayyyy tooo much stuff to blog abt ler >.< but it was quite fun lar...didnt take pics thou... onli like a few...no idea why..oh well...

sat..took the japs to sungei wang..klcc..kl tower..n petaling street... aiyorh..tired like hell!!! hahaha..in kl tower..me..ian n sze ye...keep looking through those telescope thingies..haha..hunting for our houses trying to look into hotel rooms.. but we only managed to find ssg ..bam villa..n pandan villa >.< damn funny... went KLCC a while only...went back to sungei wang..went arcade..they played..ian taught them how to play pool..ugh..damn stupid..i playing 1 game..story mode..winning eidi..den stupid guy go n join my game and i have to fight against him..and my game gone!! and i lost to him summore...hmph...a bit more nearly win..but he killed me with a blardy football!! how stoopid is that!!! ..ate lunch at exquire kitchen..and dinner at chopstick noodle house ... petaling street..damn suck la..so long didnt go there eidi..now damn..ughh!! the roads narrow like heck..and...haihyar..maybe cleaner but i still prefer the old petaling street....

today went back to school..tot late eidi but not.. hahaha..more fun today..got games and stuff..very funny watch the japs play basketball..so cute ler they all..play long rope jump...the jap school's principal oso played..quite terror orh!!! better than the students!!! had some cultural shows and stuff..then to 1 jap dance..they ask us to join..then i got dragged in..and 1 guy game me his robe thingie..hahaha..after the dance..i gave it back to him..but he refused to take it and said present-to..he gave it to me ^-^... hahahaa..got the jap paper fan as well...can't remember much ler...don't think anything particularly interesting happened today...play batu seremban/5 stones...whahahahaa..i win ..n 2 ViV... i where got cheat ;P u lousy ...hahahaha.... jkg jkg...

went to mun yee's hse (chin weng's sis) ...haha..damn big..got swimming pool... er...karaoked..danced..lol... me..mel..n mun yee even danced on the speakers..hahaha..got disco ball..lasers n stuff..damn fun..but tired like hell also.. came back not long ago... should be doing my hw now.. but..aihya..i havent on9 so long eidi... a lot of things to write about ler..

oh..n my kai kor ah7 (daniel) gave me hamster's 4 my bday!! dwarf hamsters..a pair!! damn cute errrrr..he said wanted to gimme 4 de.. budden 2 eyes got problem so 2 onli..he purposely drop by my hse just to gimme the hamsters.. ^-^.. btw..who izzit that msged him abt my bday party ah???he said a girl..my age wan.. *_*

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, February 17, 2005

blah blah

ehh..cant remember much..hahah..went the the crematiorium... >.<>.< kucky he n his frens came n walk wid me..if not..aicks..haha..became baby sitter..lotsa cute adorable kids ^-^ benjamin my fav...but his hair cut eidi!! no more mushroom liao!!! wuwuuwuwuwu...malas to blog liao...hur hur

today..in school..whole day ulang alik from the hall n the studip er..room place..where they practice performances n stuff..i missed my dance class today..huhuhuhu... im not suppose to be doing the hall decorations but i did it anyways..shit..dat reminds me..i havent done my hw >.<...n im suppose to make more butterfliess..gahhhhH!!! aicks..morrow morning go school only do.. morrow the japs will b coming... hmmmm..i have ermm...geeks?? lol.. but pretty gewd looking geeks..but still geeks >.<>.< that expensive cake shop in bangsar village...hopefully wont rain today..

just now went bangsar village...buy stuff for morrow..well mroe liike mu mum buy..i go into some coffee shop/bakery place n drink tea...hahahaha...fat liao..before that ate super rich cake.. fattening like hell..den drink hot chocolate!!! gahhhh!!..dilemma..need to lose weight...

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

emily

note to emily... : yes sweetheart..u id leave a scar on my face...remember u used to come sit in uncle tang's car.. have u forgotten i used to go nat's hse every friday =) ... hahaa..in the car u would call me all sorts of rude things and when i ignored u u would scratch my face..pull my hair n hit me..got 1 time u scratch my face damn deep..n there is a small scar of it on my face.. hahaha..if u 4got..u kept helo..answer la..fucker...dorno how to talk arh..blah blah...den u hit me..den i got really irritated and they i told u to fuck off..then nat got really nervous already..then she said..er..emily arh..i think u better stop..later is u cry not she cry...n u still want to kacau n we fight behind the car..n uncle tang scolded us..ask sean.uncle tang 4 proff ^_^ ...hahaha..oh... and ure blog abt me arh... very nice ..love it ^_^ ...hahahahahaha

-BabyGinz-

kicked out

ARHHH!! i juz bloody got kicked out of SMK tmn connought!!! stuupiiidd asss biatches!!! well..there's a basketball match today...so i went to support sri garden.. i didnt know supporters weren't allowed..but for the 1st half..it was okay...they let me in.. except for this 2 bictches..students of smk tmn connought.. really ugly..tom boyish bitches 4 that fact.. they looked at me..n went.. yerh..slut... hmmmm..RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE..but its okie..den suddenly the 2nd half.. sum teacher advisor person came n said sorry i have to go... then he went..really really sorry..it's not that we want..but there was A...A complaint from a few students and we're just doing our job..really sorry.. so nvm lar..i go out lor.. then i went back in again to tell them that im going first..den i heard...eh..she's back..i tot we kicked her out..i turned to look..it was the saaammmeee two bitch ass girls.. and they were at the judging table or wadever table thaT was... hellooo...look at ureself n think wad u all did before talk abt others n do stupid ass things lar... bitch..

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

zhi ni in mv

ermm..btw guys.. could any1 tell me.. which of u.. *girls... saw zhi ni in mv n literally freaked her out XS .. hur hur hurr ;P

-BabyGinz-

valentines was a sad...stressful..yet happy day >.<>.<>.< ...sudden ... sigh...oh well... i hope he's happy now ^-^..he was a really sweet guy..n yea..i miss him ...

happy..well it was like valentines...we were suppose to have dinner at hartamas..reserve liao...at Alberto's... but since his grandpa passed away...he didnt want to go so far..and we nearly didnt go for dinner at all.. BUT..in the end we went to KLCC...Shrooms.. woooo...even more expensive den hartamas..lol.. quite nice the food.. will post them pics later..ehehehe...the food there was GOOD...but not THAT good..i was kinda expecting more seeing all the certificated and awards they've receive.. but oh well..it was still good..i took pics of all the dishes we had... BUT the soup!! i completely forgot!! arghhhh!!! and i got a pretty rose!! ehehehe..mine was blooming n really red..and it looked like those photograph roses... everybody else was whispering :P hahaha.. cuz they onli got little pinkish white ones.. and most of them weren't even blooming.. ahahha.. *perasan* but yea..it pays to be polite to the waiter.. hahahahahahhaaaa

went into the 2 ringgit premium toilet at KLCC.. hur hur..i'll post pics of it..haha..nothing special lar actually..just CLEANER...smells nicer..gave free expensive looking wet tissues ..they supply proper tissue..the scotts wan..wid the teddy bear ;P ahahhahaa... erm..toilet seat cleaner fluid.. and an array of lotions and stuff from body shop... woot woot..man..i spent quite long inside..then i came out..IAN STILL NOT OUT!! i call him..he's like..hahaha..im enjoying the toilet..and when he came out..i know why liao... he was using all the bodyshop stuff!!! hahahahahaha...could smell the oceanus ! cuz i used to use that body lotion and Ian likes the present i gave him!!! phew!!! so hard to choose!!! haappppyyyyy

didnt go to school today...eheheheh..yes..i am fat n lazy..hahahahhahahaa...havent done yesterdays hw even..dont feel like going to school morrow.. buuuuttt.. i dorno leee

(ps...umm..is it just mine..or does blogger eat up like randome parts of ure post??)

(edit)on top..the missing part is...cuz had to do the stuff for kiwanis..wrap wrap..super a lot to wrap..very tired..n ppl kept dissapearing..some loser stole a box of our chocolates...so we were like lacking 100-200 of them!!!!

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, February 13, 2005

vday soon!!

vday is coming v day is coming!! hahahahaa

today...went to KLCC wid sis....bro n sis bf..bought ian's vday present ^-^ hope he likes it ler.. my bro n sis bf help me choose de... didnt do much lar..today was quite a sienz day..but damn bz..hahaha..last minute hw..n finishing all the present stuff 4 morrow..actually im not done wid either my hw or the present..but tulan wid hw liao..morrow go school only do ler!!

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, February 12, 2005

moral

arghh!! i should seriously be doing my moral assignment right now.. but noooo...here i am online!!! jeez...can't help it.. i get distracted easily..n feeling kinda down atm ...but juz a lil... came back from my uncle's place abt half an hour ago... nth particularly interesting..hahaha..but i learned how to play mahjong?? well..sort of i guess >.<>.<

today..went to melissa's hse..hehe..her parents are nice ^-^ ..and she danced for me ..mwahahahahhahahahaha!! watched her baby videos ;P kekekekeke.. hahaa..nth much lar.. today was... an okay day..with sum really bad twist but an okay day overall..i think...shoot...go do moral first..later kenot hand up in time >.<

-BabyGinz-

ju koons!

^-^...today...was a not very special day?? lol...went to my sister's best friends hse..as usual every year..and played with POTTY..the dog..and my father was unusually attached to her..no idea why.. and her mum is an amzainngg cook!!! yummm.. ate kuey teow soup..penang style..and u add this garlic thing..and the whole thing taste AMAZING!!! especially if ure a garlic fan like me..hehehehehe ;P

just came back from Ju Koon's n Ju Piao's place...didnt really do much there..took pics... played with an adorable baby!!! >.< ... oh..and Ian and gang..made the poor lil bugger cry!!! hahahaa... so cham.. haih...played fireworks..well..more like watched fireworks ;P hahaa..and got ashes dropping all over..now my throat got that ashy feeling >.< ..aicks aicks... nothing particularly interesting happened ler...at least none that i can remember ;P

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, February 10, 2005

boredom

hmm...another boring day... went to grandm'a hse 4 lunch..stayed until 3..went home to sleep....den wake up..on9 liao... eat dinner..on9 again..until now... UGHHH!!!! why my new yr like thattt waannnn!!

yesterday night..at ard 11.40pm.. ian..melvin..ju koon n piao ching came n pai lin *_* hahaa..at 1st my dad irritated cuz so late but they..fuyoh.. talk so much rubbish...my dad like them liao,,then instead of getting 1 ang pao.. they got 2.. 1 from my mum n 1 from my dad...hahahaha..luckyness ;P

-BabyGinz-

ARGHHH!!

ARGHHHH!! omg..oh my blardy gawd!! I AMM SOO NOT TALKING TO MY FATHER!!! he had my blardy VVIP tickets to the jay chou concert n stuff n he didnt gif it 2 me bcuz he 4got abt it!! u know whats worst???????? HE BLARDY ATE BAK KU TEH WID JAY CHOU OR SOMETHING!! n he had no idea who he was... T_T..... *screams n runs all over the place* i want tooo stranggllleee hiim.. first linkin park..now jay chou!! arghhhhhh!!!! *screaming on top of lungs* .....apparently.. er..blah blah.. sorry..cant tell..not good >.< sooorrryyyyy!!! but arghhH!! can u imagine the frustration!!!.....

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

lonely

my cousins n uncles r outside playing wid big big fireworks..im here sitting in front of the com....listening to sad songs..wanting to cry... i feel so alone..so lonely... i want him by my side... but i cant have him...?? at least not all the time.....

-BabyGinz-

sadest cny

...today has to be one of the saddest chinese new yr's i've ever had.....due to various reasons... blinks... i didnt even go visiting today...i was woken up in the morning..exhausted..made to eat gross cny morning food... then dragged... i tot to my grandma's hse... but nooo... to some lady person who reads fortunes or something... i don't really know what she does..but every one calls her see mou.. so?? or is see mou her husband..i have no idea.. i sat there for like more than an hour listening to her go on and on about god's clasing n stuff and i had no idea what she was talking abt.. me dad seemed so absorbed..me..my bro n sis were like T_T?? what?? what?? uh?? huh???eerrrr..?? n apparently i have to go there next week to hear about my fortune for this year... dear god... why me?? >.< but apparently these guys are real.. cuz they saved my dad from some guy who had been conning his money for a few years already *_* aicks.. dorno la.. dun care le...

then went home....nothing to do...went to sleep.. tot ask ian go watch movie de.... budden... he went out liao.... sigh...so just slept.. watched tv...get into another fight...sometimes...i dont really get it...i honestly don't..how i can seem so important yet unimportant to him...i was reading eric's blog just now..and then there was this post...and i gave a comment....i honestly don't know whether that comment was a smart thing...or is eric's words true?? should i fight a losing battle??

me : loves complicated...n u gotta b strong to get through it...even i may not b able to keep my relationship going on strong.. but i still believe i can.. i hopefully i will... ^-^ cuz i love him..n i'll fight ! no matter how hard!!so stay strong yea!

him : but fighting a losing battle?

me again : u juz never know the outcome...mine seems like a losing battle as well.. .>.< most of his friends hate me(this part... er...im just assuming.. pay no attention to it..n yea..i assume tooooo..but not like some people...who act like they know everything when they dont)... it doesnt seem like he really needs me...i give so much n get so little in return.... but i juz keep fighting.. cuz he IS that important to me

so people..i really need ure advice right now as well....do i fight a losing battle for the one i love even if i onli haf a 10% success rate?? im just so confused nowadays.. i cant tell whats what anymore....

-BabyGinz-

fireworks

whooaa...the ppl around my housing area..buy fire works like dun need money de.. they spend like 10-50 k or even more on them...hahaha..just now there was like this match or something..the houses like..1 house stop..another house like oput out even more n on n on it goes..it was amazing...even more chun then KLCC all that on new yr's eve..then this 1 house in particular won..lol..not sure which.. super nice the fireworks.. really look like those in KLCC all those.. it lasted like 10- 15 mins each.. n he let out like 4-5 .... which was like whooooaaa *_* ...pweeettyyy... but loud.. *cringe* ... hahaa...my new house area.. a lot of empty houses still..i wonder what i'll b like next yr!! eheheheh ;P ppl..rememebr to look at bukit segar next time!! or any celebration for that fact.. won't regret..n confirm can see.. well most places can c lar.. since bukit segar is like a bukit.. LOL.... but really spectacular... especially when a few houses lets it go all at the same time!! sigh... it would b perfect if he was here with me watching it.. =/ oh well... ^-^ ... valentines is near!! teehheee...we'll b together on that special day..so yeah.. im looking forward to it.. hehehee..

and happy new yr everyone!!! even if im abt half an hour too late..lolz

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

dinnerrrr

oooo..finished my dinner liao... okie wor this year.. then again..same onli lar the food..except the duck become goose..but the goose taste like duck anyway.. so no diff... ("-_____-) same type of prawns.. but this is the 1st time i've actually had A FAMILY dinner thingie..usualy its just my immediate family..no cousins no grandma no uncles.. this yr its the 1st....at my hse summoh..dorno y so weird wan.. >.< ...nothing much to blog abt ler..me jzu dammnnn boreddd.. dorno wad to do...ekekekkekeee

im really bored right now..im actually going to start on my moral project,, but funny thing is... i have no idea what the contents are suppose to be.... EhehEhHEHEHEHehehHEHEhEhHehHEHEe...maybe i'll start writing the kiwanis msgs instead..huhuhuuhuh >.<

-BabyGinz-

translation

caannn anybooodyy help me translate the lyrics of this two songs!!!

beyond - hoi fut tin hung
karen mok - cloudy day

thhhaankkkk uuuu

-BabyGinz-

ugly fringe

i've got ugly fringe 4 cny..lol... wanted to trim..but all close liao..oh well..my bad with all the procrasination i do >.< ...blo9gger is getting on my nerves..it keeps cutting part of my post out!! arghh!!!

btw peeps.. could u tell me all the nice love songs u guys know..cantonese included.. those really sweet mushy mushy ones... much appreciated ^-^v

-BabyGinz-

stupid friends 2

*c...example..of assumptions.. points to chatterbox at side*

-BabyGinz-

Monday, February 07, 2005

hmm

herm.. i missed the photoshoot.. n sam says its fun!! arghh!!!how can de... where can de... oh well .............but i got them picys.. ehehehe..sponsered by sam ^-^.. will b posting them here .... slowly lar budden..so ..hahaa.better if ya go check it out later

today..went 1u again..cuz my mum wanted to change my father's top..hehehehe..i bought my skirt n the shoes i wanted! mwahahahahahahahah!!! today..was an okay okay day ler.. juz now went dinner.. leisure mall... vietnam kitchen.. not bad lar the food... can tahan... not that expensive also ;P nothing much to blog abt ler today >.<

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, February 06, 2005

depression cant even begin

depression cant even begin to describe how im feeling..we're together again..but like...it doesnt feel like we are...more like a forced thing... ugh..don't even ask... didnt really sleep much last night...really tired..and still really depressed now...i want to see him so badly... talk to him..hear his voice.. but when i call..he sounds distant n cold...unloving ...un..him...im so confused...im stuck..i don't know whats what anymore...he doesnt really need me.. so why do i make him stay with me?? why?? if i love him.. shouldnt i let him go??why cant i??

...i dont know..no mood today..so didnt get to go to the gothic thingie....went to old folks homes to give ang pao....wid dad n bro..den got dragged around... feeling really...dead....hurt....depression really is my life...

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, February 05, 2005

hmmm

my eye is itchy...i meann reaaally itchy!!!urghhh....went to 1u wid ian today ^-^.. help him buy new yr clothes.. ahaha...we ate DAMN A LOT of ice cream man today..urgh..super fat!bought andrea her birthday present... 130 bucks man!!! larky kah chong pay 60...hahaha...well..den my mum came n fetch den end up go parkson..den ian end up her maid...i dorno why...carry her stuff..ish!! den i saw this really hot pink girly bedsheet...damn cute..haha..den i jokingly ask ian buy..den he at 1st like T_T.. den i laff laff..den he went..this is 4 queen size la..den i yameh..so i turned..then it was his bed's size!! hahaha..den he really go n buy!! havent seen wad it looks like on his bed yet.. but for some reason..his bed...a lot of pink dolls... hahahahahaha..all oso i buy..now bed sheet.. PINK... my gawd

i saw a preetttyy skirt in sommerset bay's kids department today!! i want.. but didnt bring enough money!! argh arghh..let's see..who going anywhere wid sommerset bay..ask them buy 4 me 1st..ekekekeke.. ooo..saw 1 shoe in reebok.. SUPER LIKE LOR!!! but damn expensive arhhh... wondering if my conning plan 2 dad n mum will work.. but i really want that shoe >.< ...took sticker pic n card pic..hahaha..spend like 1 hour + inside man..we keep redecorating the sticker pic..no time limit.. MwahHAHAhahHAHAhAHHA.. but the card pic..very cacat ler >.<

yesterday..haih...damn super pissed at ian..he leave me to starve at his hse..i honestly like fainted... serious *_* but onli 4 awhile..luckily...had dinner at leisure mall..n watched... the..uh.. damn..wad show.. the 1..indian mix cantonese wan.. the..got cecilia cheung...dorno wad singh wan la.. suck like hell man..don't watch..its so stupid until not funny anymore...damn.. UGH!!! waste my money onli!!!

(10.10 edit : BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED...i am sooo dying)

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, February 03, 2005

hurting

im hurting inside...so much....i want it to stop....>.< .... but how can i?? when only the one who caused the pain can stop it?

(edit 10pm : ...i can feel myself giving up....it hurts so much....my determination..my stubborness...is giving in.. to this pain.....help me....)

-BabyGinz-

pure stupidity

ahhh!!! praiseee meee peoplee!! i did the most stupid thing in the world just now!! hahahahahaha... me..being fat n lazy me.. decided to bake 4 batches of brownies..cuz i owe a lot of ppl brownies.. >.< ...what do stupid about baking 4 batches of brownies u may ask... ah well.... i did it ALL AT ONCE... mmmmmmm.. one again the thought... huh?? how does baking 4 batches of brownies at once mean stupidity??? ah well....i was using a miniture mixer.. AhahAHHAHAhHAHAhAH.. yes.. a MINITURE CAKE MIXER!!! so....my batter couldnt exactly fit into it...ah yes well....i was blur...n idiotic.... SO PRAISE ME PPL!! MwhaHAhAHHAHAhHAHAhA... well..i made a hugeeeeeee mess just not.. but everything turned out okay..i think.....''-___- .... hopefully ler... but that's not the only thing.. to further stress of my stupidity... i was scooping my batter into my tins... when i suddenly remembered... i 4GOT 1 OF THE MOST IMPORTANT INGREDIENTS!!!dum dum dummmmm.... so i had to rescoop it back into the mixer thingie.. put the last ingredient n mix it by hand..which hopefully it got distributed properly..no idea ;P ahahhaa.. my brownies are now baking..so let's see what happenes shall we.. whines... and i used the most expensive cocoa poweder u can find tooooo!!! whiness even more... i shall now got sit in the corner with a paper cone hat that says dumbass.. Thank u everybody ;P

in case you're all wondering why im at home baking brownies when i should b at school.. it really isn't my fault... c... i was on my way to school.. at my usual time..but it was realllyy jammed... no idea y... so went went.. suddenly heard on the radio.. some pipe burst... and then when i reach the round about part... the police blocked it off..so i couldn't go..and it was already 8.. which is my mother's time for work..so i followed her to work ;P she offered to send me to school after that..but aiya..already late..so sleepy summoh.. might as well go home la :P summoh my bro at his gf's hse... on the way home..so come pick me up ler.. ekekekekkekeke... on the way back i passed the burst pipe.. wow... ahaha.. IT WAS A LOT OF WATER... u could throw a whole lotta fish into the area and they would definitely survive... well maybe not because it's so dirty..but u get my point >.<

(3.58 edit : ...my brownies failed... they r reallllyyy bitter >.< .... maybe too much cocoa poweder..or it could also be my toungue.. cuz my apple juice taset bitter too.. but i think its them brownies..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........I WILL NEVER EVER make 4 BATCHES AS ONCE AGAIN!! sigh..1st time i failed making brownies.. this is a sad sad day )

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

hmmm

ahh..school was normal...had kiwanis meeting..where to girls in particular pissed me off...buuuuuttt...i did not kill them..at least not yet.... >=D got a lot of worrkk arhh.. cruds...im suppose to finish my art's olahan by today...well by tomorrow.. but..i dun feel like it larr..damn lazzyy!! i dorno y pn najah wanna pick of me..hmph..she say I have to do 8 different olahan... giler...how many ways can u put a geisha...ahaha

wad else wad else..seriously nth particularly interesting happened today..i Think.. >.< ... but my dad's car got stolen today..so he damn bad mood.. aicks.... kesian me..no money!! HOWWWWWWWWWWW!!????!!!???!?!?!?!?!? he just screwed me..going on about if i eat too much salt n vinegar flavour stuff..i'll destroy my kidney.. sigh....

OHHHH!! hehee..my friend is hosting some weird photoshoot party thingie at her house morrow.. an the theme is gothic.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR!`!! gimme some ideas people!!

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

hmmmm

heyz..sorry everyone if i made u guys worry...i'll update u on the current situation now... er..... somehow...we're back together again...as....most of u expected..n no..i do not want to hear your.. i told u so comments..so shuttup...but its a really complicated thing..don't ask.kinda private.... anyway...for the time being..we're both pretending that nth happened..well..sort of pretending nothing happened... so for the moment everything i okay... for the moment....but we're broken ups o many times.....this isnt really a good thing is it?

for those hu noe nth abt this..as i already deletd the previous post... pretend nth happen ;p

-BabyGinz-

your words...mean nothing

i gave u everything..it meant nothing to u.. your promises..u gave me all...but all just words that meant nothing....i thought u changed...i believed in your sincerity....what lies and deception...why do u do this to me?? am i really just something so..worthless in your life?? so...meaningless...so...not special..? U never will change will u..? NEVER ......not even if ure actions killed me would u change...

-BabyGinz-