Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Realisation

and i am currently pretty much contented.

tears heartaches and confused head, i think things are slowly starting to piece themselves more clearly together. All those mish mashed psychedelicly mind fucking emotions are nothing more but coloured strokes drawing a picture of mine.

chilling session with friends newly met, or more like old acquaintainces that rarely talk was heartwarming in a sense. 3 girls browsing the aisles of borders and tesco, gigglings at random things and cooing over pretty covered paperbacks was such a delightfully refreshing event. thank you chingy and wendy ( sorry was it wendy?? i think it was wendy. lol ) for teman-ing me even though you guys could have gone =)

car rides, smooth shisha and random catching up with my 2 boys (self proclaimed bf and self proclaimed open relationship baby bf. you guys know who you are) made my day today. Light FM playing songs that would make anyone smile and that familiar highway i used to pass by so often holding his hand brought back memories and feelings once thought forgotten.

hey you, i really do miss you.just took me a little time to realise just how much.

hello down under! see you people soon! rarw

Labels: confessions, happy, him, personal

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Letter To Him

you know, i hate being ignored. this was one thing that really annoyed and pissed me off in the past because it was something you would so often do when you were cranky or with your friends and working. you paid almost zero attention to me.

there were time i sat on the bed while you happily used the computer and tears would be falling down my cheeks yet you wouldnt even flinch or realise at all. this happened a lot in the car. Many a times i tried talking to you and you would keep quiet and ignore me, and then i would pretend to sleep while my eyes were brimming in tears. Never noticed did you?

i wonder why you said those things you did because they were such short lived explanations and answers. You change your mind pretty quick don't you.

I wonder if you even realised how our relationship dwindled down the drain as i apparently became more of a troublesome chore to you than a partner. i wonder if you noticed how cold you started being over the past final months of what was left of us. i wonder a lot of things and i wonder if you noticed a lot of more important things rather than that trivial matter of my apparent cheating on you.

well just for the record, i never did and never have.

and yes i am angry that you are wasting my air tickets and visa that i worked so fucking hard for.

Labels: angry, confessions, him, personal, rants, upset, wordy

-BabyGinz-

Friday, July 17, 2009

The Inevitable

has happened. on how the course of action took place, im not entirely sure but i guess it doesnt really matter. please stop asking if im okay because really, i'm fine. i've become numbed at the whole situation of it all.

so for a few days or so, this blog will be on hiatus until the air has settled.

don't worry. im not abandoning it.

Labels: confessions, him, personal, reminders

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

27 Jan 09 @ Putrajaya

err..you know how my post always almost either NEVER have camwhore pics and then there are times where its so overloaded with them you just want to click on the X button or puke... yeah well..

this one happens to be the latter... XS

the boy preparing for some cover shoot for Shifty

actually if u look closely look like a very fierce reindeer wan...hurhurhur

angsty much

pop on the bear hat!

and then the sun comes up. la la la

focus back

pretty spot aint it =)

the sun rays were just so pretty! <3

focus front

hello. whos that!

sorry la T___T pretty mar the place

the bench

WA SEE. got malaysia flag wan!

peekaboo

i see you.

not too happy with my hat attempt.. hurhurhr

but my beanie so cute la!! aiyoooo

and then it starts.. hurhurhur

he fell..

and i played with stones. wtf

obs3ssionsz meets shifty in putrajaya

Labels: camwhore, gif, happy, him, pics, random, toys

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Soft Tired Tears

Rachael Yamagata - Sunday Afternoon

It's a choice
to stay
It's a dream
& I wanna wake

You have blood on your hands
and I'm feeling faint
And honey
You can't decide

I'm a drug
Ya don't wanna give up
Smoke your cigarettes
Make your love

You poured blood in my heart
and I can't get enough
I'm drowning, drowning
and you can't decide

It's not about geography, or happenstance
you need to fly, & take a chance
You don't need to soar to emptiness
Float on high, & forever dance alone

Your scared, scared, scared
cuz I feel like home

Hear your voice
Knew right away
If you were here
your eyes would say

There is blood on my feet
as I'm walking away
Rivers are red
Its starting to rain

I'm not gonna live for you
or die for you
Won't do anything anymore for you
Cuz you leave me here on the other side
You leave me here on the other side

Not gonna shed one more tear for you
shed one more tear for you
I'm not gonna shed one more tear for you

At least not til Sunday Afternoon
Sunday Afternoon

Leave or Stay
Leave or Stay

Rachael Yamagata - What if I Leave

Oh why don't you call
When you say you will my dear
Is it because I don't belong to you
Anymore

And why don't you come
When you say you will my dear
Do you really think it will work out wrong

Oh and you've been lost
And I've been saved
Is that what comes from giving away

Maybe in time you will come back along
To greet me

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

Why don't you call?
Don't you miss me at all?
Left a long long time ago
To where the weather was better
For his kind

Why won't you play?
You've gone and left your face
I may be a fool all along
But I never understood these rules

Oh and every street calls your name
A whispering ghost of neighborhood flame
Maybe in time you will wake up to find you're free

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

So I grow up longing for another
With the windy city left behind to my lover
Will you ever know the way I cry
You were gone that day, so you may have missed
My goodbye

Oh, and sometimes in my dreams I hear you say
"If you really care you won't go away"

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

Labels: confessions, emo, him, lyrics, personal, sad

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, May 23, 2009

4th Jan 09 @ Bubbles, Taman Tasik Permaisuri

okay originally we went there for badminton which lasted pretty well until the boy's already hurt leg took a massive hit. lol. so off we went to fed tortoises and play with bubbles! one of my fav past times when i still lived walking distance to the place =3

be warned. it's a pretty picture heavy post. redundant too but i LOVEEEEEEEEE bubbles so boo!!