Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

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..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

changed template

arhhh..i finally changed templates... *grumbles* lots of editing work to do now.... sigh..well..i chose this template becuz of dat girl...

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haha....notice the expression on her face..lost..with a faraway look... exactly how i've been feeling for the past month.... will update you guys abt it some other time..need to concetrate on editing my blog first ;p

-BabyGinz-

Monday, May 09, 2005

closing blog

i'm closing down this blog.............temporarily..will reopen with a whole new look ...not sure when thou....

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, May 08, 2005

bbqqqqq

juz came back from dinner.. had korean BBQ in hartamas.. FULLLLLL.... den had gelare ;P hohohohohoohohohh... i am sooo fattt

right..my sis was soo random in the car... @_@... my bro was observing his stomach and he said... my stomach is really hairy...n i went..oookkkayyy..i really didnt need to know that.. and my sis... went.. u know..everytime ben shit's and its really smelly..he'll say..something crawled up my ass and died..maybe something crawled up your ass and planted itself... and she stopped..cuz me n my bro were like @_@??!?!?!?!! WTF!?!?! hahaha...and we burst out laughing..den my sis still... @_@ so i asked...whats that got to do with hairy stomach!? so she went...well..it planted itself in his stomach..n i @_@ again..so i preoceded with..and then...he grows hair outside?!?!/ @_@..so my bro was like.. yeah..whats that got to do with hair man? haha...den my sis... hair?? wad hair...u all just now not talking about his stomach heavy meh!??! hahahahahahhahahaaa

i should b doing my bm essay now... but im too lazy... i shall do it in school... u_u... or maybe im not going to school morrow.. hmmmmmmm..but ive never completed a single month of school..and this month got 1 week hol and exam summoh.. @_@....want continue my record of not completed month's... or..break it with a complete month of attendance?!?!?!!

-BabyGinz-

GAhAHhhhh

came back from the dentist not too long ago.. farking pain orh!!! >.< but dentist said my teeth quite clean.. considered in the white range.. hohoho...although i feels it's quite yellow.. @_@

hmmm....miss him a lot.. today on the way to the dentist...drove down the taman segar hill...even driving out of bukit segar..i started crying..i suddenly like saw an image of us walking down to leisure mall hand in hand... and that night..leon's hse...where we aimlessly wondered around bukit segar..just the both of us..sigh...miss those days so much~!! then that time we went movie wid lp n leon then we walk back up to my hse..and me n ian raced... but he kept complaining he was tired and let me win...i knew he did it on purpose...haha..cuz at my hse...he suddenly so energetic liao.. tsk tsk tsk.....

and then on the road..i kept thinking of all our taxi rides and stuff..where i'd just close my eyes and lie against his shoulder...him holding my hands....or him lying on me....with his saliva dropping..lol.... that sweet innocent face...i love watching sleep...

and then at the dentist..i suddenly stood at the spot..i hid at to call him before my root canal last time...where he talked to me..and said things that made me laugh n calmed me down.. and i started crying in the dentist..again....

i miss him.... a lot......

(6.30 edit : ...2 days.... 2 nights.. so far...this is the longest i've ever been without listening to his voice.....fuck...another 2 weeks to go......)

-BabyGinz-

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mmmmmmmmm...woke up like juz 20 mins ago...i think.... u_u...den had my breakfast... and now....sadly waiting to go to the dentist... BEEP BEEP..my breath smells like nasi lemak ;P hehehhe

had a lot of random dreams last night.. really really random ones... @_@ ...like 1 moment im doing this...another moment im somewhere else doing something else... but most of em had him in it... u_u...dreamt we went for korean BBQ somewhere..unknown.. but...it's not the 1st time i had that dream..lol... korean BBQ.... i shall suggest that 4 dinner tonight... wahahhahahhaa...

it's mother's day today.....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........so HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

miss him... u_u

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, May 07, 2005

hugss

hmmm...i don't know why...but my com area..feels really windy...cooling....

i suddenly feel like..lying on my bed...wid my lights off...except for a faint glow coming from a light sumwhere in my cupboard...the room...dark..but lit with a glowing orangy red light...wid the temperature im feeling now...and a pair of strong arms around me... a warm body...hugging me... some1...who makes me feel happy secure....who's smell i love so much....just breathing in his scent....with his arm wrap around me...feeling his chest...beat slowly...*thump thump thump* and me..smiling....drifting off to sleep.......

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i feel...so alone......small and fragile....

-BabyGinz-

boredom

righto....becuz im so darn bored i shall aimlessly post ..posts in here..lol... HOW SAD IS THAT...ahh.my exam is in 1 week's time..and i noe like onli 50% of what we've learnt..oh no wait..i noe like 25% oh KH... hAHhAHAHA..how fucked am i ?

what oh what shall i blog about...right..my school's having this mulan musicla thing..AND I SOOOO WANTED TO B MUSHU!! but the fella in charge refuse to even let me try for that part..cuz he said i wasnt small sized enuff..!!! blardy hell..it's just a freaking play... not a movie or wadever... hmph~!!! rubbiiiishhh~!!! i think i'd make a pretty good mushu... dontcha reckon?

i am soo bored bored bored..i don't even know what to blog about!! jeez~!!!..but today was a pretty productive day..lol..heard a lot of interesting stories..okay..so it wasnt that productive.. BUT HEY :P better than my usual sleep all day right.. mwahahhahahahahaa

i have a toffee apple craving...but KL doesnt sell them anymore.... HOW HOW HOW??!?!?!?!?!??!

oh..n my skin is damn chan ....dunno wad happen..my face..super rough liao...so sad.....wuwuwuuww.....i think i shall go continue playboy mansion..since there's nothing to do here.. but......dunno why...wanna wait 4 him... 2 c if he will online..................T_T........... stupid? crazy? pathetic? i also dunno?

-BabyGinz-

hmm...a lot of things happening around... break up's and stuff like that ;P hahahaa..including me.. YESSSS... AGAIN..but it's only temporary unless i want to make it permanant..but we'll c how it goes

annyyyways..went to HUKM wid my school's youthacters 2day to paint the walls..of the childrens play area...hahaha...was fun at the satrt..but got tired n sleepy...>.< i went back earlier..cuz i was suppose to have a dentist appointment..but in the end..CANCLE AGAIN..means 1 month liao cancle

after that..went lunch wid ah 7..den suddenlt POP...aaron appear liao. :P lol..den lie peh..n others lar...all suddenly come di..den went home n sleep sleep.. kekekekee....sleeping so nice~!! hahaa..honestly..my life nothing much to talk about wan

-BabyGinz-

Friday, May 06, 2005

huhuhu

erm..let's see..i dont remmeber anything interesting that's happened lately..?? right...i'm starting to lose interest in my latin class...hahaha... AGAIN...damn...curse my short attention span-iness! lol..maybe morrow i'll b going to HUKM wid youthact 2 help wid the mural :p kakaka.. depends if i can actually wake up or not...honestly...there is nothing much to type about..but im sleeping.. AGAIN...

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

tiredness

i am so tired...>.< n sleepy..n i am so very lazy... too lazy to blooooogggg...i am i am..yes i am... omg..wtf is wrong wid me lately...feeling deaaadddd..im off to bed now.... @_@

-BabyGinz-

Monday, May 02, 2005

sad sad

u know...u always hope something turnes out the way u want...full of hope and stuff..but most of the time u juz end up being hurt and dissapointed?? dont know why..but u juz do...like me for example...i do something hoping for something else to happen..its abt to happen when suddenly i backfires bcuz of sumtin itty witty...u guys muz b wondering once moe what im rabbiting about again..i am no frigin idea...im juz moody now...i guess i should just go back to bed..and pretend nothing ever happened...wake up and continue like what happened was just a dream....

and also another thing about trust...it's like i want to trust that some1 so badly but i cant because lil things keep appearing..from the past..make it hard to do so...and that feeling of being taken for granted reappears over and over..and the feeling of betrayal... fuck...i dont noe wtf im going on about...

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, May 01, 2005

hd card

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!! love u lots..muackkkksssss

YAAAAAAYYYYY...finally got my haagan dazs carrdd!! mwehheheheeeee...but im sick of haagan dazs atm..so.. T_T

my uncles doggy...the labrador n my old dalmation...have 6 puppies!! hehehehehee... LP...mebbe 1 of them is ures ;P but mebbe onli arh..i didnt make ne promises..i try onli >.< ..hopefully all 6 will survive...hahaha..they r all black..i was kinda expecting..spotter labardors..?? lol....stupid i know.. but hey...isnt that what you would think when i said labrador+dalmation???

friday was ian n lps bday party..i let ah 7 dera...wuwuwuwuwuww...make me drink his hoorrbllee whisky coke thing..sooo strong man...den ian make me teng 4 him..n he accidentally poured so much...so eurghhh...didnt do much that night??? happy le...hahaha...but i super dun give face..lol..i made sum1 drive to connought to buy me ramli burger..n b4 that..i ate ice cream also when buying ice 4 ian.. lol..

sat....didnt do much went shangri la 4 buffet!! hehee..so ngam..loons they all oso there...i could decide what to eat..so after soup..i went straight to my precious chocolate fountain!!! MwhAhAHhAhAHHAHAHAhHAHA ..didnt eat much ler..but i kena con!! i ordered mango juice... 22 bucks!!!!!! %^#*&^%*&$^*W^ n it wasnt even a very big glass or cup....it was quite small!! blardy hell...oh well...nvm lar...shangri la...wad was i expecting... @_@...

after that..took andrea go n try shisha..haha..she damn funny..can get high on it wan..1st time i c...but it was a pretty entertaining night..lol...den countdown ians bday at home.. ^_^ ..sigh.. missing my baby so much now..

2day..also nothing much..teman ian...den go home sleep...go out dinner juz now..now home..on9... my life..actually quite sienz....hahahaha...and my english...damn chinaman... i notice i only actually write in normal english when im sad n moody n stuff..i wonder y...im sleepy....

-BabyGinz-