Monday, May 02, 2005

sad sad

u know...u always hope something turnes out the way u want...full of hope and stuff..but most of the time u juz end up being hurt and dissapointed?? dont know why..but u juz do...like me for example...i do something hoping for something else to happen..its abt to happen when suddenly i backfires bcuz of sumtin itty witty...u guys muz b wondering once moe what im rabbiting about again..i am no frigin idea...im juz moody now...i guess i should just go back to bed..and pretend nothing ever happened...wake up and continue like what happened was just a dream....

and also another thing about trust...it's like i want to trust that some1 so badly but i cant because lil things keep appearing..from the past..make it hard to do so...and that feeling of being taken for granted reappears over and over..and the feeling of betrayal... fuck...i dont noe wtf im going on about...

-BabyGinz-