Thursday, October 08, 2009

Masked Uncertainty

its always easy to pretend to be someone else in the face of another. so easy that it becomes more than just a mask. yet inside we know, once the whole facade is over and done with, so does the mask. it crumbles in our own hands, soiling all that was once there.

it haunts and breaks you.

i know how i feel. i know what is happening. i know i should walk away now before i hurt myself again. i know all the answers, every fact every truth yet as always i let my defences slip right in front of my own eyes.

i never learn do i?

i did not choose or vouch for it to happen. it just did.

and im sorry i couldnt live up to your expectations, but i know you saw it coming.

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-BabyGinz-