Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Untitled Reality

4 days of almost no sleep i crashed at approximately 3.30 AM this morning. you would think by this point i would be able to sleep the day away and wake up feeling somewhat refreshed or at least in a state of peace.

reality check 123, 4 random jumps in my sleep and my final wake up call had my heart thumping in its attempt to hammer itself out of my chest. i am still stuck in limbo i think. everythings bright and clear but my body feels pretty much detached from myself, i am lost in my own delirium of confusion.

ironic.

tonight i will undo my defenses and drink till i cant see straight.

Labels: , , ,

-BabyGinz-