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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p
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..The Princess..
I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social
anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will
eventually see or hope to see.
I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo
girl" for short.
But who am i really?
That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.
What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.
Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably
be existant.
..She Supports..
..Talk..
..Credits..
I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask). The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?
IM AWESOME. Nuff said.
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
went for the seventeen photo shoot thing.. DEAR GOD!! I NEVVVVEERR NEVVVEERRR want to be a model in seventeen again!!! jesus... the smilessssss they made me do hurt so badly..i nearly cried.. can u bloody imagine..smiling 4 3 bloody hours!! and its not my usual smiles.. they said it wasnt enough..it had to be huuuggggeeeeee lauggghingg smile.. but..haha..i get 2 pages on the mags XD.. hahaha..nah..no cover girl..u have to b registered in some agency to be a cover girl.. and i discovered.. the bauty editor of seventeen or was it female.. is.. WHOA..she's like 30 yrs old..and when i 1st met her..i taught she was 15-18!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT!! i was like soooo shocked when sarah saw told me she's already 30!! @_@
well..im doing the hair do's thingie..u noe seventeen mag there's this erm.. section called hair do's then there's diff hair styles n like steps.. yeah..that .. no make over thingie.. luckily ;p ;p but still..i want a fashion spread.. T_T *detemined* i shall get into a proper agency..as soon as.... i get off my lazy ass...... bleagh
but sarah saw says i have potentia.. hohoohh.. here comes the perasan-ness~! XD XD.. told me to try getting in wid some companies...lol..and she ask me to join the clean and clear competition thing..she reckons i have good skin... but seriously.. i don't think i do.. @_@... it's gone really screwy lately.. sigh...
bwhahahahaa..ian got firing from my mother yesterday..i insisted that i shuld send him to his grandma's hse straigh away and he insisted he wanted to go home..and we were already late for sum function thing..bu sent him to his hse!! NOBODY WAS HOME!! and he had no keys..haha..wah..my mother... was like all... pissy n stuff..but i noe she wuvs him XD
=( ...i nearly got a new free hair cut at grace salon wid colours... haha..u noe the female magazine thing..where they send random ppl to try out the stylist from top saloons..n stuff.. but it's this thursday and they cant change the date and stuff..so.. oh well ... there's always next time.. hohoho
btw..i think i look quite slutty n bitchy in the seventeen thingie.. they trimmed and erm..altered my eyebrow.which gives me this really bitchy look...hahaha... but let's see shall we...hahaha.. DECEMBER ;p well..late november since that's when it usually comes out..a week before the new month..
oh well..time to go study... i said i wuld since 12 ...and its alrady 4.... FUCKS..how do u read form 1-3 sej n kh in a few hours.. oh yes ;p i seriously do not noe a shit thing in sej.. no joke
Monday, August 29, 2005
feel exhausted..been really tired lately.. btw..haha..i saw 2 new baby hamsters yesterday n today they have sadly been devoured.... WUWUWUWUUWUWUW...........
i want to freeze time... LIKE RIGHT NOW............... T_T
Sunday, August 28, 2005
it's depressing...i don't know what to do.. but then it's my problem so what else can i do but figure it out? sadly..the more i think about it..the more i choose to run away ... but by running..i get hurt in the end... lol..im probably not making much sense... really tensed up and moody right now.. what's worst..my trials are tomorrow..and i havent touched my books.. so...hahah... i don't really know...
time passes so fast lately...if i could have any super power i wanted.. (people always ask me this but i can never answer anything except talk to animals) i want to be able to freeze time for as long as i like....why?
so i can stay in that special moment for as long as i want... no problems no nothing... just me and him....
i feel like crying.......................
(2.oo p.m edit : it's bcuz...i'm already in it...without realising...i gave u my heart entirely again...........................hahaha..........................................................)
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
that poor puppy.... CURSE U WRETCHED PEOPLE!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!! *runs around screaming* i amm justt soooo uppseet at this.... SO SOOO UPSET........the pain the poor baby had to go through......... WHY DONT U TRY IT !! U DUMBASSES!!!
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
n he came my hse after that wid ian.. HAHAHAHA..i learnt the funniest thing abt him!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA..i gave him some gummy worm thingie which was suppose to be sour~! he can't take it..and the funny weird part is.. HE SWEATS!!! when he eats sour stuff!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHa..
BWHAHAHAHAHAA
went to sri suria.. oooooo...hahahha...nothing intersting lar..but teacher fetch me home XD kakakaka..so good so good
nothing much to blog about?? my life has been pretty boring i think?? but pimples are breaking out all over my forehead.. TT..
Monday, August 15, 2005
the real reason he keeps coming back..is because i give him EVERYTHING he really needs.... but thats not enough..he wants more.. and i want that back in return.. but he cant give it to me either.. and im the one to blame... for not working hard for this relationship... i'll elaborate more on this later.. too bushed from crying.. my eyes can barely open.. haha.. back to depressing post.. havent seen this in a while huh people?
Saturday, August 13, 2005
well..was talking to SOMEONE today about the haze thing... and the mentality of most malaysians these days really pisses me off..he was like..hahahaha..today in the newspaper.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH INDONESIA... n so i went...wah... so mean... its not like its their fault.. and he replyys curtly with OF COURSE IT IS!! THEY STARTED IT... wtf is that about.. its not like itsss all their fault..n HELLO..a fire did like happen in putrajaya as well.. or was it cyberjaya... not that it matters.. ITS STILL BLOODY KL ..and its not their blardy fault they cant afford artificial rain..and u know what??!? the malaysian goverment said they wanted to help as well.. butt diiid theyy?? diiiddd they??? JEEEZZ... this topic really pisses me off... stop condemming stuff like that.. its not fair...barbarians... (''¬_¬)
on the brighter note of things... i had an itnersting day.. hahaha..and theres a skirt i seriously want!! from topshop..black croquet!! ITS GORRGEOUUUS!! muz scratch out money.. sigh.. at the rate im going..i doubt im gonna have enough money saved up 4 tokyo TT... WAD OH WAD SHALL I DO?! DAMMIT... muz think muz think.. anyone got ideas?
btw.try this... its cutez
http://www.neave.com/lab/imagination/
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Sunday, August 07, 2005
friday i went over to the LOY MANSION .. it was farking huge... it's like 4-6 times the size of my house~!!! BWAahhhh...about 20 ppl live in that house..if it's even considered a house XS ... but i love her doggies~!! kekekekeke..so handsome !!! KAKAKAKKAKA...but her pool is slimy... LOL.. according to her..its ABSOLUTELY NORMAL... *raises eyebrow* well..the loy mansion looks exactly like those really expensive houses u would see in the movies..like pond in house..chairs..eating next to the pool.. glass everywhere.. kinda thing
after the LOY mansion i went to the Yap's..lol.. Li tien's hse..alsoooo friggin big..but of course not as big as the Loy Mansion ler..but stil HUGGGEEE...i love it there XD hahhahaa.. why? cuz i get to play wid expensive lotions and stuff..and when i say expensive..i MEAN EXPENSIVE.. haha..and she has the cutest doggie ever...
at night i look my babies out to Telawi street.. sadly...the grandmother told li tien's mum... so..i dunno how..cuz she cant even go out in the afternoon with friends.. not less at night.. WITH A CAB ..but it was ok.. i made LIY GUANG EE drink tap water!! MWhAHHAhAhHAA.. well..mamak lar..but everyone knows most mamak uses tap water ;p so haahaha..wad..i had no money left ok.. this ppl all leeches wan..kekkeke...
it was a fun night ler..i had fun ^_^.. but i nearly died in the process.. I AM SURE LI TIEN"S ROOM HAS A GHOST!!! it was sooo fucking freaky..me..rach..guang ee n andrea were on the verge of breaking down and crying!! JEESUS... i mean like..it was sooo freaky.. 1st like.. when we open her room door..the toilet door swung open..and she claims it always does that..so we tried again..BUT IT DIDNT..even after a few times it DINT..den some1 went into the toilet..and when open the toilet..the blardy room door swung open!! and then her room door keeps like edging open .. it's just farking scary.. WHATS WORST..later we were all huddled on the bed about to break down..andrea goes... WTH WAS THAT?? so we were all like waD?? she said there was a knock knock sound..so we all listen..but none of us could hear it..she was honestly about to cry.. cuz she was the onli one who could hear the blardy sound!! XO WTF WAS THAT ABOUT MAN?!
next day went to mid valley.. watched stealth..not bad lor i guess..but ok ok onli lar..i bought the most adorable pink moneky key chain..i think its baby milo..haha..the body can retract into its head wan XD damn cute.. bought giant packet of gum balls as well!! and I BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF ROXY SHORTS~~ AT 50% OFF AGAIN!!!! last piece AND JUST MY SIZE! HOW GREAT IS THAT?!?! first AX..NOW ROXY!! MWhHAHAhAhHAHAAAAaaA...
later went to ikea and ikano...mmmm..luv ikea..kekekee..bought useless stuff again ;p as usual....me being me..lol..nothing particularly interesting.. but i was freaking exhausted...well..time to eat lunch ;p BYEE PPL
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
yesterday went to seventeen magazine's casting..LOL.. i have no idea how was t..but took so many pics.. haha..keep changing the lighting den complain i blink or i dun smile ..aihyo...i also dunno.., but considering that... i doubt i got it.. but still ... praying i did..cuz i reallllyy wanna get paid.. if they pay... blinks.. TT...cuz thats why i tried in the 1st place.... herm... met one of the cover girl..kekeke..shes a sweetie.. and small world..she's a friend of a friend as well!!
then went over to sungei wang and lot 10..hohohoho..i bought a pretty pinnnkk dress from redrummurder and an AX top at 50% off!! MWhAhahHAHAhaHAHHAA..last piece and just my size!! how lucky is that!!! XD den my mum came and i continued to leech off by getting a new bra~!! KAKAKAKKAKAKA.. took sticker pics.. so many problems lar the sticker picture machines lately..
after that went to dinner with my mum's friends and then ikano ..to see her shop..wah..she just sell swarovski crystal stuff on those stalls..but most ppl wont noe so wont steal kua?.. im helping her to sell them.. to get money to go tokyo ;p so ppl..u wan u wan?? swarovski earrings...very cute wan XD she also said i can open a stall elsewhere if i want..huhuhu..but..got school ler..so i hsall msot probabaly b at bangsar morning market on saturday or mt kiara on sunday ;p
just finised baking not long ago 4 piao's bday pressie..n sun bin to sell oso.. HUAHUAHUAHUAHAA... today nothing interesting..slept in class..long time didnt liao... i got last in class.. because.. my geo was 0?!?! WTF? mrs andrew must hate me TT .... hahaha.. but pn siti is re checking.. so bleahh
Monday, August 01, 2005
go fuck them ;p im sure u would enoy ureself.. lol .. have fun~! ciaooozz.. muax