Monday, August 15, 2005

perfect....

more tears.. anger... wasted... on HIM AGAIN....just a week.. and ive cried 3 times... sweet isnt it... sacrifice.. apparently... i dont? n all i do is take.. isnt this weird.. if i gave nothing.. why does he keep coming back.. the thing is.. izzit bcuz im just a source of entertainment.. if i really give nothing.. that's the only logical explanation right?

the real reason he keeps coming back..is because i give him EVERYTHING he really needs.... but thats not enough..he wants more.. and i want that back in return.. but he cant give it to me either.. and im the one to blame... for not working hard for this relationship... i'll elaborate more on this later.. too bushed from crying.. my eyes can barely open.. haha.. back to depressing post.. havent seen this in a while huh people?

-BabyGinz-