Thursday, September 08, 2005

friends

i hadnt notice but i've discovered i really truly have given up a lot of my friends for him.. not literally give up friends but my so called good friends.. i used to have 7 of them... in seperate gangs but i was always a part of either 1... outings discussions.. everything i was always with either group always included... but lately..things have started to change... im just an outsider.. my friends are still my friends but they arent what they used to be

outings without me..a lot of plannings excluding me.. and something happened a few days back that kinda shocked me but not nice to talk about it =/ i dunno... just going through my mind... but it's ok..i dont really mind.. cause either way.. it's better to be free den stuck .. i have friends all around some most people would never expect... and that's ok.. im happy..so heck ;p dunno what im yapping about...

just a little moody atm.. thanks to a certain someone and his pig headedness...thinking he's king of the world and stuff.. bleah.. you guys probally noe who im talking about..LOL...

finally got around to reading a proper story book again after like what 8-9 months? LOL..yes..that is how long i have not read a story book.. gosh..i miss it.. the chick lits..the mushyness of the love stories~ <3 sigh... im reading marrying buddha now.. really sexual and atm it's pretty good.. but they have damn weird names that's all i can say.. but as usualy.. a chic lit love story... LOL... makes ya feel like being the heroin of the book at some point... =S

i might not be going to japan after all... sad sad... and im really fedup of baking..so.. haih..i also dunno wad now... see how ler... =/

-BabyGinz-