Tuesday, January 25, 2005

sigh

hmm...had the strangest dream just now but wont talk about it..kind of personal..but it seemed so unlikely...unreal...totally not possible..but yet felt so real..i don't know why...it's rare for me to have such dreams...like its so totally not possible on earth..like fishes swimming in the car and weird stuff like that...but woke up..wid this odd sensation...strangeness..then had no appetire to eat..no idea why..kinda of woke up sad or something..or disturbed...so took a bathe..and here i am now...

had a fight with my dad on sunday..a really really serious one....sigh..personal as well..so i wont tell about it.. but i honestly don't feel like staying here anymore..it's like when im alive..i cause so much trouble for people..nothing good ever comes from me...=/ n im sooooo sorry lie peh..i really am.. honest..i didn't mean for things to end up like that...

anyway enough of all the sadness n moodyness...=/ ....today..nothing particularly interesting happened i guess....got scolded by 1 of the kindergarden taekwando teachers..well not exactly scold la.. but sort of..cuz i went n played wid them..and then logan and aloysius attached themselves to me...and they wouldnt let go and kept ignoring the teacher..so the teacher came up to me and told me to stop disrupting the class...lol..gosh..but they were soooo cute!! i think there was some kinda fight in the badminton hall today but i dunno abt it..eventhought i was in the badminton hall..at least not until after lunch..huhuhu

monday....also not much stuff happen la... but i think visiting the kindergardeners at lunch has been a daily routine now...lol...well ;P nth better to do...but pn alina has been absent for 2 days!! Yes! *fist in air* ..played basketball for PJ...properly..althought a lot of weird stuff happened..like my own teammate snatching the ball from me when it's in my hands.. *_* lol...we play weird basketball >.< ...n most of them don't pay attention to their team mates and usually just hog the ball...haih....but i had fun ^-^ ekkeke...i'm starting to get back that i like sports feeling i used to have in primary again...maybe i'll take up something like last time ^-^...any suggestions?

oh...mrs tan is soo freaking freaky!!!i was like observing her at assembly cuz she was sort of next to me..and i noticed she looks not onli like a toad..but she has really freaky features.. the part below her eyes..like where the eyebags are..continuously throbes..LIKE NON STOP...n its like damn obvious...n it was so gross but i couldnt tear my eyes away..haha...and if that wasnt bad enough..her cheeks were like continuously throbbing as well..and the way she breathes..looks like she's wheezing or something >.< arghh!! scary!!

on sunday..before the thing wid my dad.. *giant sigh* went to hartamas to buy new yr clothes..actually went to 1u 1st..not that jam..but my dad hates 1u..n went..u c..n blahblah..den got irritated n drove to mid valley..which was like a million times worst..so he got more pissed..so i finally said..hartamas..so went there lo.. ate at alberto..kekee..not bad wo the food..n gosh..i love their gelate!! damn good!! bought a skirt from trend...a korean boutique..then 3 tops from cat's whiskers..tried a lot but most of them not nice de.. saw Chloe *Ian's cousin* kekee..she's wroking there.. 1st time i talked talked to her.. she's nice =)..i think so far...althought i've only seen her like 2-3 times...this 1 time i talked to her is more than the amount i talk to his other cousins...not counting Han Zhen n Han Chung but they don't count..lol..later went to Blook..bought 4 tops from there...oso tried a lot but end up wid 4 onli...wuwuuww...gawd! and there was this group of girls..damn freaking annoying.. this 1 girl..was trying on a dress..and she was hogging the whole freaking mirror..i took in like 10+ tops to try on..and when i was finished..she was still there..like posing like that..and her two friends by her side helping her hog the mirror..i was like standing there looking at them..wanting to c the mirror..and they completely ignored me.. so i got fed up and went in front of them and she sort of gave me this really dirty look..hmph.. but i tried on some really tight stuff..and that girl in the dress...doesnt really have a nice body and not to say thin or pretty oso..so she kept staring at me ;P ahahahhaaa....being thin..well..not very thin but still thin is good for something... mwahahhaa..stoopid biatches...and on top of that..she kept going on..i love this dress!! omg...this dress looks so good on me.. ARGHH!! the dress ugly like heck!! aunty like hell!!! and her two friends were going omg..yea!!! you look so good!!! this dress damn nice!! u have to get it.. hello..for like 15-half an hour...jeez..how sad is that

-BabyGinz-