Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

i swear...

online boutiques will be the death of me...

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

*o* im reading some water detox thingie ebook that i stole off rapidshare..

and i stumbled upon this interesting part called water has a memory.

apparently in clean streams of water and clean water lar in general, the water molecules would form harmonious shapes while in dirty or stagnant water the shapes were irregular and chaotic.

so this scientest called Dr.Emoto did an experiment. he typed words on a piece of paper and then proceeded to take the paper to the base of a water filled glass. he then froze it and took photographs of the water patterns on the ice.

on words like i love you and peaceful messages, the patterms were beautifully harmonious structures while on words like i hate u and i want to kill you the shapes appeared erratic and chaotic *O*..

imma gonna try this out out of curiosity!

and a lot more interesting things..i wanna copy n paste here but the file has been copyrighted T__T i cannot do anything and wayyy too much to type..

like water transferring things such as energy and blah blah la... like the concept of holy water and what nots..

there was this well in Tlacote that apparently healted 600 soldiers *O* the ware was discovered by a sick dog that miraculously got better after drinking from a puddle next to the well and the land owner saw it.. he told it to the priest and the priest sent the water to a nearby hospital.. *O*

and then and then theres this shower thingie called the blood-washing shower that were commonly practiced by the ancient greek. it was a shower lasting for 8 hours. a man who was very fond of this shower prescribed it to Dr Alfred Warsaw who was a singer that weighed 200 pounds and had a cronchial problem which prevented him from singing properly. after the 8 hour shower, Warsaw lost 14 pounds and his waist went 2 inches smaller *O* he also claimed he felt 25 yrs younger. he was 75 at that time @_@

-BabyGinz-

i had a letter all written in my head,
to tell you my thoughts,
and why i was sad.

but fear i did,
the words no longer flowed.

nothing at all like how i had planned,
for fear you would leave,
not abandon,
i know you would not.

but leave like u did,
whenever your thoughts went amock,
silent and swift,
you would dissapear in a shot.

i wish i could tell you,
but i know i would choke,
but i really do love you,
i hope that you know.

yet often i wonder,
where did he go,
in person he's here.

strange,
feels like im alone.

could it be,
that i have lost my boy,
the boy i first saw,
the one who made my heart flutter.

no more surprises,
no more everyday wishes,
why am i always the cause,
of all your sadness.

i wish i could dissapear,
maybe then your smile would be softer,
and maybe your laughter louder,
eyes i once loved to stare at,
would hopefully finally be back.

strings of attachment once so short,
an hour apart,
and sing songs of misses,
would then depart.

where did they go?
it feels like it's gone.

along with those strings,
i'm struggling to find,
i know you're tired,
but so am i.

but all i want,
is for us to be one,
happy and delighted,
like how we were once.

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

27-29 May 08

my dog sleeps everywhere "=_=

cutest fat cats ever in SPCA

okay so they were in ikano for the pet fair thing

i wanted them T___T

can u see him?

hmmm

pretty

lights

pouty duck

halo light

blur but nice

clearer

dinner at the boat house, TTDI

brighter view

looks like a kid

the pink cigs

pretty is it not?

snort

chains at the stairs

spaghetti

my tuna. good stuff

cleared both our plates.

way too many things on the menu.

wish we had more cash to try

gorgeous choc dessert. not amazing but still good.

-BabyGinz-

Monday, July 28, 2008

the past few days were spent in the company of friends new and old alike, though in many different occasions and even more seperate of times; company of good friends will never loose its touch.

friends whom have always been the closest though not neccesarily the best but definitely not those capable of betrayal, at least not to such an extent. people i would openly tell everything to yet not always there, at least physically no but yet still always available in times of much needed smiles and cheers.

=)

on a totally unrelated note.. WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP THINKING THAT MY TATTOO IS FAKE???!?!! wtf!! VERY FUN AH..take marker or pen go n draw my back is it @_@.. crazy ah.. so free is it.."=_= beh tah han betul

-BabyGinz-

my rabbit just gave birth *O* the babies have the cutest ears ever. eh sorry lar.. my other rabbit when she gave birth none of us even realised until the babies were furry and runing around "=_= wtf

i was actually awake n cursing my rabbit when she was in labour( i thought she was just being annoying as usual lar)..hahah.a.thank god i didnt get up and stare at her or i think i would be scarred for life @_@

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, July 27, 2008

these sinful temptations they tempt; like a drop of poison left in a pool of crystal clear liquid it spreads. unintentional, unwanted even. i am but like a rat left to drown in those dark liquid pools of desire; unwanted desires, unexpected desires, spiteful desires, they all float innocently about like a dark mist on the forest edge.

save me, i cry and reach out. but who will hear the pleas of this now tainted child.

yet innocent i be, with that i leave no doubt. so why does this guilt haunt me, like a ghost of my silent self. little diamonds they fall. fall, fall hard like crystals chandeliers my dear. now, pray do tell, why do these diamonds of guilt even appear.

trahison. it means betrayal. an ugly word it is, yet strangely enough rolls around ones tongue like the scent of an exotic flower or the melody of a perfect summer .now tell me my dears, does it not sound beautiful, as beautiful as your heart's very desires?

watch as the darkness spreads and my smile falters in detest; please, stop it, stop it quickly i beg.

for i am innocent, of that i swear...

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, July 26, 2008

i feel very demotivated today.

i can't handle it anymore.

T____T

this time im serious about reshaping my body.

i want a proper corset T__T but my sources tell it will cost me minimum of 1k to get a proper working corset..

sigh.. any one got any jalan ah..?

dont tell me la senza all that i smack your head..

those are just decorative corsets they dont work.

-BabyGinz-

Friday, July 25, 2008

OH MY GAWD!!!

something is wrong with my picture resizer T_________T bad news for me but good news for you i guess "=_= you dont need to wait ages for my page to load from information overload. lol

haha. yesterday i went for that durian rm10 per person eat all you can thingie at SS2 with the bf and Mr. Annonymous.

just so you know. Mr. Annonymous is the same person from all my previous post as well

and a conversation that took place.

me: eh! you know what is tempoyak ah!
Mr. A : uh... yaa.........?
me: REALLY AH! a lot of ppl dont know what is it!!
Mr. A : uh.. wait wait!! is it something you can eat?
fugz: it's mashed durian!. cannot eat wan!
Mr. A : THEN!! why do they mash it!!??! whats the point of making mashing durian!??!!
me: *starts laughing*
fugz: mash it.... TO EAT LAR IF NOT WHAT ELSE!!
Mr. A : BUT BUT BUT you said cannot eat!!!
me: he bluff u lar stupid
Mr. A : ARGHHHHHHHHH!!

sigh.. why are my friends so easy to con!

-BabyGinz-

25 May 08 @ Langkawi Day 3

the last day of the not so great trip...

bye bye sea

shit "=_= i posted the blur one instead of the clear one '=_=

i know i look like shite but the cat fishiee so cute la

spotted this in the tank @_@

the glass looks like it could break

hmm

eye bag ppl

fishy

CUTENESS

yahla..i find weird things cute la

big

ducks @_@

spot the marmoset

chun right. like studio shoot

seal tank

adorable super fast seal

penguin rock area

cuteness

penguins love me ;p

rock something something penguin

submarines

because we are cool yo

nemo the clownfish in the house

dunno?

me like

pretty shot

um...

oooooooo

errrr

starfish

haha..like octopus coming out

random blue fish

tank

another tank

another enclosure

i laike sting rays

shark

sea horse

ghost eel

urchin

tiger fish

cheeky fella

(-(oo)-)

pretty colours

wtf are they doing

i think mudskippers are one of the cutest fishies ever!

failed pufferfish pic

ooooooooo

spot it!

i love jellyfishes

really i do

not so cute seahorse

big.....

mroe seahorses

yellow and white

see.. big fish..

morray eel

tiger fishes

does this look familiar?

HAHA..scary movie mask ver. Gin

i make the ugliest faces...

eh but the wind really damn strong lor

snort

see.. i can look normal wad

hur hur hur

really yummy tom yam

and really yummy fish curry *o* at some warung near my hotel

i have a thing for trees

small brooke

me harassing a sleeping sloth

check the clouds wei

the reason we couldnt visit the cable cars =(

and this is what i look like after attemting to climb up to telaga tujuh in 15 mins and run back down because it was getting dark and i die also wanna reach the top and also due the the fact that the bf commented that something in the jungle was following us. he jungle boy. he sees stuff *o*

i got cramps and muscle aches for the next 3 days.. heh.

-BabyGinz-