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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p
Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.
..The Princess..
I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social
anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will
eventually see or hope to see.
I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo
girl" for short.
But who am i really?
That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.
What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.
Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably
be existant.
..She Supports..
..Talk..
..Credits..
I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask). The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?
IM AWESOME. Nuff said.
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Friday, May 30, 2008
mwahahha..sorry i had to watermark it because im like damn proud of my score T___T but my target is 20k!! but i dont have time to play lately.. sigh sigh sigh.. and i promised my french teacher i will attend all classes starting from next wekk T____T
and there's some drama going on in my house abt the maid *o* when im free i'll blog about it.. kekeke..
anyway for all nuffnangers if you guys are still blur play the game above HERE print screen your highest score and email it to nuffnang for a chance to win invites to an 8 course dinner at jw marriot and movie screening of made of honour.
check nuffangs bloggie for the email addie =)
Thursday, May 29, 2008
i have so many interest yet none of which i know will stick. so what does a person with no direction do if not join the generic stream of people in the wishes of her parents even when she knows she's probabaly not going to like it.
and french. to be honest i love it. i love how the words sound on my tongue i love how adorable it sounds. but after missing a lesson or two it once again becomes a habit and waking up for it has been almost impossible. sigh... with less than a month left before my looming final exam i cant help but wonder if i should just as well quit now seeing as i havent been to class in over a month except for that occasional two or three days.
and then i remember the people i've met and this dear friend of mine who's inevitably wants me not to quit and willingly spends his night trying to teach a weeks work into that stubborn head of mine.
anyway i know you're probabaly never gonna read this but cheer up boy and sorry i forgot to reply that sms.. hahahaha... if u dont see me in class tomorrow im gonna come terrorise your house eventually.! mwahahhahaha
btw this is a song he wrote for some girl *nudge nudge wink wink* and im not sure where they stand now but i really wished it would work out for him =(
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
"She felt his gaze. She glanced at him ; her eye met his, locked on them. Then she stilled.
A wash of colour spread across her collarbones, swept into her porcelain cheeks. Her lips softened; she glanced down at the book, considered the picture again.
The pulse at the base of her throat leapt, her fingers fluttered at the edge of the page. He sensed the change in her breathing, could, through the tension suddenly binding them, feel the rise of her desires.
Hesitantly, she looked at him. Her eyes were dark, pupils dilated, ringed with an intense sapphire blue.
'So you see,' he ground out, the words gravelly, deep 'the pictures do affect you.' He reached for the book - knew he had to take it from her, bring the moment to an end. Quickly.
'No, you're wrong.' She shifted the book away from his hands. Lost her grip. The book slithered from her silk covered lap, thudded onto the floor.
They both reached for it.
He slid forward- the movement brought him close to her.
His weight sinking into the bed pitched her into him.
In a slither of silk, Amanda squirmed around, spread her hands across his chest and stayed him. 'No - leave it.' She struggled to breath, to think, to keep her eyes on his rather than on his lips. 'It's proved my point.'
The muscles under her hands were rigid; she felt his control quake. It helf, but only just. The heat of his body washed about her, engulfed her; something primitive prowled just behind his mask. She glanced at his lips. Saw him moisten them, saw them form the words, 'How so?'
She looked into his eyes; he continued, 'The ouctures aroused you.'
'No.' triump warmed her, but it was getting harder and harder to think. ' It wasn't the pictures. They were ... interesting. Revealing. Nothing more.' Boldly, she trailed a finger down his lean cheek, her gaze locked on the path she traced until her fingertip touched the corner of his lips. Her wits were slowly spinning awat, as if speech, as if thought, no longer mattered.
She looked up; his eyes were a dark, mesmerizing deep green. 'It was you - watching you look at the picture. Imagining you imagining me...' She slid her hand back, curled her fingers about his nape, drew his lips to hers. ' Watching you imagining us...like that.'
Their lips touched, and they were lost.
She didn't know it, but every instinct reacted. To the fact that she had her lion in thrall, that she'd finally breached his walls and captured the sensualist at his core. Gloried in the fact that he was hers, here and now, without reserve.
And she was his.
The realisation streaked through her, not a thought but pure feeling, something she felt in her skin, in her blood, a knowledge that sank to her marrow.
She was with him from the instant that kiss set spark to tinder, followerd eagerly as the conflagration grew, as the caress evolved into an explicit exchange. He eased back into the cushions; she went with him, sinking against him, luxuriating in the feel of his hard body beneath hers. Her arms about his neck, She locked him to her as the kiss went on and on.
As they fell deeper under the sensual spell fate had woven about them. "
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"His gaze fixed on her silk - stokinged toes, he drew in a long, deep breath, conscious of the expansion of his chest, and the softness of her breast pressed to him. Every nerve he possessed had stilled. Slowly, he swept his gaze up the curves of her legs, from her small, delicately arched feet, past trim ankled and slender calves to her knees, all screened by fine silk, ultimately to where her blue silk garters circled her thighs.
Above them, her skin was bare, glowing like ivory pearl in the soft light. His gaze traced the gentle swells of her thighs, rested on the thatched of blond curles at their apex. Chest tight, he sent his gaze roaming higher, over her taut stomach, over the indentation of her waist to her breast, swollen and rosy-peaked from his attentions. Lifting his eyes, he took all of her in, drank in the sight. She lay stretched alongside him, within the circle of one arm, totally naked but for her silk stockings, a creation designed to overwhelm his senses, resilient female curves encased in alabaster satin, her golden locks luctrous in the candlelight.
At her back, all around her, the jewelled tones of his silk shawls and cushions created a fitting bed on which she was displayed - a gem, a pearl beyond price.
His"
Above them, her skin was bare, glowing like ivory pearl in the soft light. His gaze traced the gentle swells of her thighs, rested on the thatched of blond curles at their apex. Chest tight, he sent his gaze roaming higher, over her taut stomach, over the indentation of her waist to her breast, swollen and rosy-peaked from his attentions. Lifting his eyes, he took all of her in, drank in the sight. She lay stretched alongside him, within the circle of one arm, totally naked but for her silk stockings, a creation designed to overwhelm his senses, resilient female curves encased in alabaster satin, her golden locks luctrous in the candlelight.
At her back, all around her, the jewelled tones of his silk shawls and cushions created a fitting bed on which she was displayed - a gem, a pearl beyond price.
His"
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wanted to type more but hahah didnt realise the part i wanted to type out was 8 pages long so ladidadida..
these were my baby guinea pigs a few hours after they were born. #_# yes..they came out with fur @_@
and that is how big they are.. zomg.. can u imagine how huge she was when she was pregnant
thats mummy sugar btw
damn hard to capture them la.. running everywhere
damn cool.. focused on daddy cream behind. hes huge btw
hm
some ice kacaong or possibly cendol from charms cafe.. sorry la i dont know the diff cuz i dont like...but the bf says its really nice and its darn cheap also for the size!
and fear not..all the thingies are at the bottom although personally i like it with jsut condesnsed milk n gula melaka..wahahha
see how big the cup is!!
in comparison with my head *o*
my curry fish head rice..
yummyness.. i love charms cafe =D this is the branch in the curve btw
chocolate almond tart from bijou!
so so so so good but the many times ive been there i've only seen this once @_@
arhhmmm
no heart to put in my mouth "=_= too pretty eidi the choc.. i swear its really good!! the choc is good quality and the sides are just the right kind of crumbly.. sigh
and fear not..all the thingies are at the bottom although personally i like it with jsut condesnsed milk n gula melaka..wahahha
see how big the cup is!!
in comparison with my head *o*
my curry fish head rice..
yummyness.. i love charms cafe =D this is the branch in the curve btw
chocolate almond tart from bijou!
so so so so good but the many times ive been there i've only seen this once @_@
arhhmmm
no heart to put in my mouth "=_= too pretty eidi the choc.. i swear its really good!! the choc is good quality and the sides are just the right kind of crumbly.. sigh
25-26th Match 08
this is him trying to get into the rex costume i bought for 5 BUCKS!!
tadaaa.. 
to note..the length of the costume is actually only 4 feetHAHAHAHAHHA
nails of the month.. 
love the contrast =Danyway the bf did a video for the big mac competition.. it isnt as good as we thought it would be because of time constraints and the lightings ...as well as the lack of a tripod and a good video cam.. but it's still okay i guess...
vote for it here =D althought its probabaly a tad bit too late and eveyrones been cheating.. like seriously..an increase in 1000+ votes in 3-4 hours "=_= but oh well.. just vote la..
and if u think his trick is nothing special i dare you to go try it =D he can kickflip it too.. whahaha..
which brings me somewhere else.. come to sunway this sat to support =D he'll be joining the skate comp.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
this is about the mc donalds big mac chant video competition and the whole 40 % of the points go to the voting thing.. but the thing is.. theres a submission date and yet the voting starts at the beginning.. so if someone does a crap video and puts it up he gets to garner more votes than someone who actually puts effort into making his video.. isnt that unfair??
isnt the submission date there so people can submit first and voting only starts after all entries have been submitted and the public actually gets the chance to view all the videos??
so what if this guy gets an almost perfect score of 56 cuz his video is just so damn good.. but he submitted it 1 day before the dateline..hence not being able to garner enough votes... and this IDIOT post one of the lamest video which the whole world obviously know does not derserve to win the prize compared to some other videos but he has the highest votes because he posted it early and got all his friends to help collect votes..
so his video only gets maybe 28 out of the 60 marks.. BUT look!! because he has the highest votes he wins!! because his total score will trump the better video!
guy with better video = 56 marks for video and only 10 marks for popularity
guy with stupid lame ass video = 28 marks BUT 40 marks FOR FAKE popularity
winner= and the 10 k goes to the idiot with the fake votes and dumb video!! woot woot!
i mean if the prize was a few hundred bucks this issue wouldnt be such a big deal but hello 10k? with 10k at stake i thought mc donals n nuffnang would at least have thought more throughly about this. i wonder if anyone is actually even going to look into this.
why is it that i only have retarded sleeping times at home... in singapore and in langkawi i slept at all the right times and woke up at all the right times.. mahai.. even so semangat wake up at 7 something to go swimming okay!
now im back home and its 5 am and im sitting here blogging. wtf
and i fell asleep at the boys house while they were packing stuff to be moved *O* and then fell asleep in the car again! and then went home around 12 something... KO-ed and woke up at 3. and i have class at 10 and i need to wake up in 3 hours!! that is if i manage to fall asleep in a minute "=_=
Monday, May 26, 2008
and i am probabaly never going there again unless i have tons and tons of money to waste "=_= pfft...
stupid expensive overated island =( BOO!
my happiest moment there besides being with the boy was playing with monkeys T________T
the beaches werent even as gorgeous as people said they would be.. blearghh
anyway i realised my blog layout is fucked on the older windows explorer.. and i dont really have time to tweak it right now.. so im sorry if u see a big blank space on top *o*
but eh.. update ure explorer lor!! HUHUHUHU
Thursday, May 22, 2008
the narnian boys have become so cute *o* and lucy babe is starting to get really pretty. i forsee a pretty hot chick in future.
anyway prince caspien was awesome =D i loved every part of it but i think u guys really should watch the first part before the second or it wont be that good.
anyway off to langkawi. hohohoho.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i just remembered i was thinking about this either yesterday or a few days back...
but are we really that stupid... eh discliamer ah..this post not meant to make anybody angry or to pinpoint anybody or whatever okay... just a random thought..
you see ahh.. most animals have animal instincts.. they instinctively know what to do without being told to..but why humans need to be taught what to do wan... why!! damn random i know..
and i dont see a white dog discriminating a black dog or a brown cat discriminating an orange cat also!
hmm.. just a thought ;p
the lightning is flashing at rapid successions without stop and the sound of thunder can be heard every second or 2. the sound occasionally resonates throughout and it feels like the whole earth is shaking with its wrath. this has already been going on for well over half an hour.
the lightning strikes are so rapid and constant it looks like someone was aiming a gun at something and shooting bullets in an angry display of murder or self protection.
even more amazing is that the lightning strikes seem to be happening at an amazingly dangerous distance from me right now and i have never seen lighning flashes so clearly at such close proximity in my life before.
every line and branch of each lightning strike looks like a piece of art. like a branch of a wooden tree set aglow in the dark.
beautiful; yet so threateningly deceiving.
like rouge coloured lips shiny and plump. just a taste and it's poison seeps into your blood stream without mercy.
so deeply enticing these pretty streaks of light.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
woe is me.
tunes of mellow heart felt songs float about flittering into the inner depths of my soul and as corny as it sounds; every word renders true.
where would we be if music did not exist; for i am no musician myself. failing at almost every form of instrument i lay my hands on yet in a way these strange melodies seem to bring almost every form of emotions thought possible into a vivid story of their own.
tears. smiles. anger. frustration. contentment. music seems to be the very soul of these human emotions. capturing every perfect moment in a well written line or two paired with a tune of a melody so endearing nothing else matters.
even a song can be one of god's many miracles. =)
it feels like there is an army invading and their swiftness and ability to disappear in mere seconds astounds me.
nothing seems to deter these hybrid mosquitos.. not any form of repellent nor mosquito coil and they attack even in broad daylight. yesterday in a petrol station nearby i witness dozens of them flying around leisurely and just biting whoever came near...as if it was something normal........
why isnt anyone doing anything about this increasing problem T______T
i have never seen or been attacked by so many before in my life. not even when i had dengue fever did i see so many mosquitoes.
i have 2 gigantic ulcers..one in my inner lip and another in my inner cheek!! i come home and i feel nausea and sick and im being attacked by mosquitos again.. so the bf goes in search of my mosquito killing racquet and then we remember my sister came in this afternoon and took my racquet from my room.....
so i message here and she took it into her room.. and i ask her back for it and she ask me to go get it myself? and so because i am feeling nauseas and im not wearing pants i ask the bf to go up and get it...... a pretty long time passes by and he comes back down empty handed..
so im like wtf....... and he tells me.. your sister asked you to go get it yourself?? hello.. like wtf.. dahlah its my racquet.. and dahlah he already walked all the way up and still she dun wanna give back ... as if very fun like that........ so annoying can die...
and thanks to that im in a very shitty mood right now.. fucking effing great.
wowwee.. wake up early for class tomorrow and no sleep tonight again! *cheers*
*edit : wtf... i just spent the past 10 minutes hurling my entire dinner out.. at first it was just a little.. i stand up flush the toilet and suddenly a whole gush comes out.. wtf.....and i feel like puking again T________T*
Monday, May 19, 2008
hahaha..this is the final set..first few pictures were taken with my cam until the tattoo pic which were all taken by Terence.. yeah.. he brought a friend along for the shoot but no pics from him because i am too lazy to get them "=_= ..yah allah.. why am i like that.. its been 2-3 months already and i still havent gone and collected the pics @_@ soon soon ;p
them snapping hsin =D
cat face
the pool area..so pretty right
random
even more random
my fairy ! *hearts*
one of my fav pics BECAUSE my legs look sooo duper uber long !! *wishful sigh*
another one because i have a sharp face here! wahhaha
dunno why my body looks so weird
fattyness
more fake smiles
the duck face
bluecks
more duck faces
over exposed lighting but i like
my flower in the water =D so pretty..the pic was horizontal..dunno why blogger made it vertical
square/round face @@
slits
bigger slits
eyes closed
eyes open. damn emo pic can
hahaha..dman ugly i know..but must show u.. this is how i look like when freezing cold yet wanting to laugh at the same time *o*
COLD YOU KNOW. see..damn composure.. whahahaanyway ive only linked Terence once so here's the link again
Sunday, May 18, 2008
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in case you dont know its about some idonesian black bomoh ( magician ) calling people and anyone who answers will die... and then not long ago an east malaysian one started as well..
anyway just so you guys know.. black magic has its boundaries and it cannot travel over seas... dont ask me why okay because i dont know also "=_= but its just some unwritten rule la... so yeap.. even black magic from east malaysian n west malaysia cannot get to either side.. UNLESS the black magic is done on that particular soil la...
the thing might be a hoax or might be real.. it doesnt really matter.. never bad to be cautious =) but just remember.. BLACK MAGIC CANNOT TRAVEL overseas.. and seriously la.. those hebat bomoh really cannot be bothered to do such stupid things wan okay "=_=
Saturday, May 17, 2008
hahaha..im so sorry lar.. but this series consist of pretty retarded pictures with me @_@ retarded meaning either very fake smiles or looking retarded next to the more photogenic bf with weird hair.. hahahaha
see how strange i look AND LOOK AT HIS HAIR!! AHAHAHA> DAMN WEIRD CAN!
im so big *o*... he's so small *o*
SEPPPET
more weirdness
witchy @_@
itty bitty ponytail
hmm
round face!
covered by fringe! mwahahhaa
fatty gin
yahla..i got big hips okay... pfft
more big hips pictures "=_=
chubby cheeks =D
haha..previously censored picture
close up
weird yet not weird.. @_@
terence so smart!! he took like that so cannot see my flabs spurting out!
bwahahha..effective much?!
ugly fringe *o*
i think this picture is quite weird but if u enlarge it you can see my eye colour realllyy clearrlyy!! damn chun okay =D and yes "=_= my eyes are brown "=_= they are not contact lenses.. pfft
happy stoner gin 0_o