Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Friday, November 30, 2007

She's on the psp.. playing some game i'm supposed to be finishing - Juiced 2. Didn't know she's be playing that. Now she's hogging it.

This will be a post of myself instead. Can't wait to get my DX10 graphic card! Games to list!

Crysis

Gears of War

NFS Pro Street

And in 2008, the debut of Assassin's creed which is already out for the PS3 and XBOX360.

Poor baby, the PSP's battery just died.

-BabyGinz-

oh. my previous post was post 1111 @_@

anyway i went for the sale and oh my god everything was so cheap and I HAVE NO SELF RESERVE. T_T I FUCKING BOUGHT 10 THONGS. 3 BRAS. a silk blindfold eye mask thingie with matching silf cuffs and a bunch of mini shower gels T_T OH MY GOD. WHY THE HELL DO I NEED MORE THONGS. WTF.

anyway i came online to tell you that i intended to blog about the taylors thing but im sleepy now and so i am going to sleep. good bye

-BabyGinz-

omg. i just remembered i received an sms invite to fj benjamins sale in park royal today. it started 3 hours ago. omg. its like damn fucking cheap. i dont know whether to go or not because i have like 0 cash. but omg. their sales are like OMFG. and i love gap and guess and la senza and omg. should i go?

but i have a casting to attend and i need to get my dress in the curve. but..? oh god.. oh god.. maybe just a little peek.

-BabyGinz-

mfft... james morrison was awesome yesterday.okay so at the beginning i was quite dissapointed when i heard him sing because his voice was a tad bit scratchy and he just didnt sound as good loud which miss wong concluded with " he's sick lar " but dunno how true is it lar. but as the concert went out his singing improved althought not entirely consistant BUT it was all good because he is one of the most adorable and charismatic performers i have ever seen!!!

like oh my gooodddd... he was so hyper and bubbly throughout the whole performance wonderful kept insisting he was high on drugs and even the boy started cheering really loudly for him which is like damn rare @_@ i swear he was so damn adorable on stage and the things he said were like just sooo cuteee larr!! aihyo. u just had to be there!!

rick price was no dissapointment either. although maybe not to a lot of people because his songs were quite slow paced so at times it tended to get too draggy since most of the ppl were there got james morrison but it was all good for me =D although i wish i could have just cuddles up on a couch or be lying in bed while he sang. his songs have that kind of feel if you know what i mean. and a few were so sad i felt like crying when he sang them T_T and i think he sounds better live which is like a very rare thing in singers now adays. oh he's damn cute also. his actions and all that lar i mean.

and the malaysian singer. okay i forgot her name. dayang something. was actually pretty good! the whole time all i heard was complaints and bad reviews on her but i thought she was surprisingly good. and the song she sang. her own. I LIKE IT. she does have a slightly annoyingly high voice though but wtf. why am i complaining abt ppl's voice. i've got a weird voice too. but i loved her shoes. omg. her shoes. i want them because they match my prom dress.

speaking ofd prom dresses. i havent actually bought it but i fell in love with one in curve yesterday and didnt have the cash so i told them to keep it for a day and im not sure if they did but i'll be so angry if they didnt cuz i HATE looking for prom dresses and i really like this one T_T and it's the last one T_T.

okay. im talking in a very weird accent. i think it's because of the lack of sleep. im going back to sleep. toodles.

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

im not sure why exactly is it that im so easily annoyed and angered today. i have tried to pinpoint the reasons but i cant really conclude on one. maybe its the death of my rabbit. or maybe it's something else im really not sure.

but i just couldnt stop thinking about this one girl i recently saw in 1u and a story i heard about her and what happened between her and someone relatively close to me and i begin to wonder. was i that dumb at 15? i certainly hope not.

i have only seen her once and at only a glance. i fell in love with the dress she was wearing and asked my friend to enquire where she got the dress which she very annoyingly answered theres only one in the whole world. please lar darling. u think you're the queen ah ppl purposely sew clothes for you meh. this already threw me off her but maybe she was telling the truth and i guess this isnt the real reason im angry at her. for what right do i have to be pissed off at someone i dont even know.

but the thing is. she had a thing going on with my said friend who so happened to be of another race. she was all over him and send him cute little love struck messages that i thought were the sweetest things ever. you know how it is. the feeling of having your first bf/gf. the lovey dovey messages and feelings that just seem to appear from everywhere.

well this said girl has a sister of the age 20. WHO I MUST ADD IS FUCKING ASSWIPE. fuck you. i dont know you but who the hell do you think you are condeming people of other races? just because you dont fucking date outside your race doesnt mean you should bloody tell your sister off for being in such a relationship. i bet if the dude was some english guai lou you would be all over him because what. guai lous are hot and better righ. so fucking typical. hypocrite. i hate people who have this mindset. and okay lar everyone has their own views so fine. but is it really neccessary to dissallow your siblings to do so? sigh i dont know what to say lar. but im just freaking angry.

and you. the 15 yr old girl with no balls. yeah. im quite well aware that females have no balls but im talking hypothetically lar. so what? jsut because your sister said something so automatically you jsut dump the guy? AND WHATS BETTER. you actually had the fucking GUTS TO ask "can i take back what i said?" OMFG. what is wrong with you. you're bloody 15 turning 16 next year. you can't seriously be that childish can you? i have so much more to say to you but i doubt you will even read this so i'll save my efforts.

but you know what. girls like you just dont deserve guys like him.

screw you.

-BabyGinz-

there is only so much shouting and screaming i can take in a day. insults hurled at me while i watch my rabbit die. insults not relevant just annoying and yet never ending from the moment she steps into the house to the moment she falls asleep. that is the only time im at peace.

i need to get away from this place.

before i lose myself.

-BabyGinz-

oh wow "=_= referring to the below post. now i have it too. wtf

-BabyGinz-

why is everyone on my msn list complaining of diarrhoe @_@ or however u spell that stupid word >=(

-BabyGinz-

my female rabbit is depressed right now due to the death of my male rabbit who died of some unknown severe trauma and died in the vet this morning.

if anybody knows where i can get a male adult rabbit thats friendly please do let me know. thanks.

-BabyGinz-

have u ever looked into the eyes of a dying pet as he lay on the table of the vet. watch as he twitches in that disturbing way. and yet despite the fact that he cant move. stuggles to twist his head at an angle where his eyes bore directly into yours. our gaze is held as you watch tears slowly but surely flow out. and then suddenly he opens his mouth and lets out a cry so pityful. one you have never heard before as he continues to stare right at you as if asking;

why did you leave him. why weren't you there when everything happened. every form of a why question unseemingly aimed right at you and your heart breaks and you feel nothing but guilt and an undeniable sadness overcomes and now it's your turn to spill your tears.

please fight and survive my baby bun bun. i'm sorry i dont know what happened and im sorry i wasnt there when it happened. but fight baby.i know you're stronger than that.you've survived being abused and somehow found your way to me. so fight. i know you can.

(edit : it's screwed up that the vets in malaysia never really know what to do with a hamster or a rabbit. most of them only know about dogs and cats.

and i tell myself.

i will be different.

because they just let my rabbit die.)

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i wonder why does shisha always make me feel like shitting @_@

its like an instant temporary cure for constipation

-BabyGinz-

3rd August 07 @ Hajime - Eric's Birthday

i know. super old right. but there were just tooooo many pics and due to the extreme amount of pictures im only going to caption some.

and in case you're wondering why am i wearing a jacket and that i look funny. IT WAS COLD OKAY T_T.

and credits to eric n yu yang for most of the pictures.

goner.

hearts

me like this

the water was freezing

cute leh my card ;p

omg.. orgasms. hajime has probabaly got to be one of the few places in kl with really fresh sashimi. generous portions too. JUST LOOK AT THAT WEI.

and baby loves their makis.

wasabi ice cream. honestly. i think it was pretty good. just a word of warning. if u intend to eat other flavours eat this last because everything will taste bland after this. and no it isnt as painful as pure wasbi.

only stupid pictures like this happen when im around these 2.

jeng jeng jeng. actually not bad la. seeing how many ppl were there.

cute sticker

love this bottle.

R.I.P

damn cool wei the leaf.

god im hungry.

yes. that is wasabi.

this is aaron! the only person who let me drive his car. well. added with the fact that he was drunk and it was either that or be stranded. hahaha. wtf

0_o

-BabyGinz-