Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

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..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

sometimes i cant help but wonder why...

i just want to go home and sleep... yet i push myself to get as far away as possible and do things that i just dont particularly feel like doing at that moment......

right now i feel like sitting under a warm shower while listening to songs like the blower's daughter or rachel yamagata and let my tears flow free....

and i wish i had your arms wrapped around me..

i know im about to see you in a few minutes... but i just wished we could really be alone not doing anything but just sitting there in each others arms with nothing else distracting us or even words being spoken....

i miss times like that...

sigh...

sorry dear readers for the mass amount of emo post lately..

but i think im going throught my phase of depression again...

wish me all the best aye.

-BabyGinz-

in a fucking pissed ass mood right now..

i just want to fucking throw things around and whack people.. fuck hell..

i was fucking hell tempted to push my mum down the fucking stairs just now..

fukkity fuck... coming back to this house is like coming back to hell...

fucks..all my pictures are gone and the fucking son of a bitch who did it had the nerve to copy my d drive into my c drive and tell us that he didnt touch anything... fuck your ass...

anyway whoever has my pictures please email them to me in a zip file of possible...

sweetsimplicities@gmail.com

please and thank you..

-BabyGinz-

>=( am still in piaus hse and just saw the weekly winners of the photo blog it competition....

"=_= ... am quite annoyed at it..

i think 1 or 2 of them totally didnt deserve to win.. like seriously wei! go check it out.

http://photo.blog-it.com.my

might as well call it a photo captioning contest...tsk "=_=

anyway am having a majour headache... and my comps back home..but im too darn lazy to reattach everything.. going home soon anyway..so maybe i'll blog then

but seriously wei @@

im damn beh tah han now...

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

26-27th May 07 @ Low Yat

so i was once again promoting vista despite the whole how vista sucks thing in the newspaper which i honestly didnt know about until all my customers commented on it "=_= but cheh.. nvm la.. i still got basic pay wan even if i cant sell.. but i got to sell what... ok la.. no la... hahaha.. the loveeellyy people at viewnet push for me wan... mwahhahaha

i heart them..

this time i wasnt working alone.. i dragged two of my love loves with me.. MWHAHahHaHhAHAHA .. and im glad they enjoyed it ;p see.. i intro good jobs wan okay... dont doubt me can!

my aggennntt.. aunty glenda!! no la.. she actually quite young wan.. but i like to call her aunty.. shes damn sam 8 btw!! huhuhu.. hyperactive giler!!! love her lots... hohohooh

natalie.. old friends .. got into a fight somehwere in the middle and patched up again =D hahaha...

those two dum dums dont wanna layan me T_T so i had to layan myself.. damn sad can?

us with aunt glenda!! you see! dahlah we take pic quite 38 wan.. SHE EVEN MORE WEI!! and shes older than us "=_= AIHHHHHH... whattt too dooooo laaaaa...

lunch at haagan dazs.. mwahahhaha.. what... wanna indulge a bit also cannot is it .. apple pie with ice cream! quite nice wei.. try la. if u take me u get 20 percent off ;p *cough cough*

our legs.. mwahahhahahaha.... nice leh....

just us.. gin.wonderful.nat.amy =D

my waffle! i like waflles.. do u like waffles ;p nyek nyeks...

and where i work =) GO BUY THINGS FROM THEM OKAY!! they are really the sweetest people ever!! and serious! they sell things really super cheap wan wei!! believe me laaa.. i work there for i know geh ;p kakakaka....

after work..see..i miss them so much i still wanna lepak there after work and camwhore ;p

dennyyyy booy =) i bet u cant guess how old he is @_@

sweetie christ =)

sugarific kit.

on the way back i noticed this sign @_@.. read it properly... than compare the english with the malay @_@

the next day we were superbly broke.. hahaha... sooooo.. for dinner... we shared a drink! WE KIAMSIAP FOR A DAY CAN!! what to do!!! nobody wanna sponser us also!! no money like that wan lar.. damn sad case.. eh.. but quite fun wei be kiamsiap for a day..

funny shit wei..hahaha..i think the waiters will remember us for quite a while.. HUHUHUH

dont believe ah.. u look at our bill...

faces of poor people.. u look at the queen kiamsiap behind.. counting how much money she used again "=_= she does that a lot "=_=

and then for lunch..we werent hungry.. eh yes la..i noticed its not in sequence la.. but i like or u like now...

so..since we broke we cannot afford two things ma.. soooo....it was either lunch or....

purikura...

and of course la PURIKUrA!

sure must take sticker pics in our uniforms wan okay!!

and yes "=_= this is the sticker pic i lost like less den 10 minutes later.. T_T... so i had to use my cam to take pics of theirs.. DAMN SAD OKAY!! U KNOW NO MONEY DAHLAH NOT CHEAP.. DEN HILANG SUMMOH.. SAKIT HATI GILER WEI...

no captions needed =p

and meet... the tom yam...

why the tom yam.. oh chee weng said killer "=_=

we were not expecting this..blinks.. its quite a funny story but got ppl harassing me now..so i cannot blog properly =( but this thing nearly murdered us man.... but damn shiok okay! wahahhahahah.. must try wei! at shikiya!!.. i got diahhrea ..hahah..so did amy... and then nat also shat...but wonderful claims shes superwoman and she didnt get it "=_=
we are tom yam lovers

they wanted to show how different their lips would be.. unfortunately.. for some strange reason...the 2nd day they had it... it wasnt as spicy U_U not shiok

i diahhrea enuff adi so i had tendon instead.. okay onli la.. a bit regret.. should have just had my tom yum.. hur hur hur... this is not recommended

but my egg so cute wei!! hahaa.. i know la ;p im cute also... no need praise me geh.. WBhAhHAHHhA

its a sunday and no customers.. sien "=_=

so what else but go in and kacau and camwhore la! hohohooh

denny again.. my most layan me.. no la.. kit also actally..bu christ wasnt there on sunday =(

kevin.denny.me

and so those are my love loves of viewnet.. but got mroe la.. but i didnt take pics with them cuz alway so busy U_U wuwuwuuww.... nvm.. i shall go kacau them soon

i know today my post the way i write a bi weird.. but i quite sanfu on the floor of al amir now "=_= and fugz n chee weng pengacau..and im rushing to piaus.. so toodles.. mwacks

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

as the day drags on.. i cant help but feel the way i did yesterday

listening to piano solos on this particular white laptop doesnt exactly help much either... and i cant help but feel like crying...

the atmosphere in the room im in... once happy suddenly feels glum.. and again i feel alone... it's been quite a while since i last saw you... even on the phone and on our messengers... words just dont flow the same way they used to....

i told you to read my blog last night.. im sure you know which post i was talking about... but there was a line in that post i deleted after i typed it out...

but now....

i think it's quite appropriate....

"and at times like this.. i can't help but feel like giving up"

-BabyGinz-

am once again hijacking people's computers.. hahahaha.. i think u all read this a lot of times adi..

so guess where am i now.. HOHOHOOHOHOH

come come.. i give u a cluueee...

he drives a smart car which makes people feel like puking... *blinks* everytime we go over a bump puke lurches around and feels like its going to come out at any moment T_T... blinks.. i now change my mind about getting a smart car.. but then again..smart car what... hahaha.. smart car cannot modify also.. HUHUHU

cis man...i forgot what i wanted to blog about

@_@... sienz man..i shall continue my profile thing... HUHUHUHUH

damn a lot need to filter.. aicks aicks...

-BabyGinz-

Monday, May 28, 2007

feeling quite emo and distressed right now..

not really sure why.. been feeling like this practically the whole day until aaron came and got me from chee wengs.. and we went over to taman maluri to find seafood noodles which was closed courtesy of mr chan "=_= and then since it was close we drove over to disturb sir alvin who i must say after getting a paint job his room now very nie to pou *grinz*

den we all went to mc d's near a petronas which i never knew existed @_@... quite fun..hahaha.. roadtrips? aaron insists eveyrtime he takes me somewhere we always get sidetracked and end up on a road trip instead and i look like a lfieguard today and so i said lets go to PD! btu he refused T_T saying hsi car wouldnt be able to make it..

tsk.. been at his hse since.. tsk.. going back soon i guess.. tired...

i dont know why and im not sure why.. but i feel myself drifting further and further away from you... maybe its the distance maybe its not..

im not entirely sure what it is...

but i cant help but wonder...

how far will we really go...

-BabyGinz-

la la la.. ive finally decided to upload picturessss

mwehehhehe.. i know you've all been waiting for the pictures only.. dont deny.. bleks.. but ive only uploaded pics from 3 days since my photoshoot last monday... dowanna blind all of you 1st.. and quite lazy to upload so many also.. HAHAHAHHAHHA

laggy la the comp... U_U

Thursday - 24th May 07
Pirates of The Caribbean 3 Movie Screening by Nuffnang @ Cineleisure, Damansara

went there with wonderful wong and vvens =D ..love love!

us and mirrors = love

vven's erm..i 4got what you call this.. not bad..quite ncie but a bit spicy.. @ Ah Tuan Ee's

My asam laksa... which i later changed with wonderful wong cuz i liked hers mroe.. lolz .. their asam laksa is weird.. @_@.. got coconut milk wan.. not what i expected

i started to camwhore.. but they were too busy doing their own things

but then they noticed after a while.. and you see la ;p sure must look at cam wan

wonderfuls char kuey teow which eventually became mine ;p

the asam laksa after it was mixed....

i 4got what this thing is called.. btu damn cool wei.. i wanted to take it home!!

i just like this picture... dont ask me why.. because i dont know

a clearer one... wtf man "=_= the 2 kelefehs there...disturb our picture.. cibai

Wednesday- 23rd May 07

went over to baby's hse to help wash cars!! hahaha.. and have dinner la duh.. his mum makes kickass curry wei! without santan @_@...

i suddenly noticed the weird cactus by the side of his hse.. damn cute wei

skater boooyy

who doesnt want to be photographed.. *cough cough*

he claims his new car "=_= *rolls eyes*

the car im gonna wash =D

which he refused to let me reverse out U_U... tsk

i washed and waxed the car!! SHINY ANNOT!! hohohoho *beams*

DAMN PROUD OKAY!!! although im not really a merc fan.. U_U

see..so shiny can see my reflection so cleary.. mwehehheheheh

SEE!! I MUST MEMPERBESARKAN MY WAXING SKILL! SO CLEAN AND SHINY RIGHT!!!

him doing his car ... cheh.. mine shinier.. hmpH!

blue bomberman =D teehee

Monday - 21st May 07

photoshoot for leisurespot magazine.. yes "=_= im well aware its a mandarin magazine and im a banana.. BUT CANNOT IS IT NOW >=(

getting my hair and make up done..wah..my arms look damn fat wei...speaking of fat.. when glenda saw me on sat..the 1st thin she said to me was.. wei!... u fat already ah @_@.. OUCH MAN

i like my hair here =D

him getting very bored so entertain him a bit la

i dont know why i like this pic also.. hahahha

being photographed

i failed thsi shot "=_= because i had a double chin "=_= pain douz

last shot =D FINALLY

and then the camwhoring started.. AHHAHAHH

the SCHOOL picture.. =3

this time with me ;p he's thanking God cuz he has 2 hot chicks to camwhore with.. mwehehehhe

wonderful wong likes this pic but i dont know why "=_= can anybody tell me why

lan c me
all busy doing out own things.. hur hur hur

hahaha..thats us being idiots
we are hot.. no?
rolls eyes at them
ahh...winddd...
his head got cropped off *o*
so he sat down instead...
more wiinnddd
AH!
grabs
trying to be a ghost
her smacking her head at my pose

i know u worship me.. mwahahahha..

Gin : aww.. my poor girl...MWHAHAHHAHAHAHA

lan c and idiot ;p
me the ghost.. hehe
im running out of captions
liek seriously
now tis cw the ghost
him doing the celcom ad thing

swim swim
porn star no 1
porn star no 2.. oh.. if ure wondering abt the tear at the bottom U_U that would b my fault.. HUR HUR HUR... dont ask
i like this pic.. damn cute okay!