Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

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..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Monday, October 30, 2006

i swear i've never slept so long consequtively before in my life!! i slept at 6PM and woke up at 11AM

well... im quite lazy to blog ;p so we shall just blog about my weekend

on friday went to kl pac with my 3 bitches * hiak hiak* and my boy for frankenstein in love.. the 1st part was a bit draggy and ian fell alseep "=_= but the 2nd part not bad not bad... i had fun.. and sam finally got her pic wid gavin yap after much stalking ;p HAHHAHAHA..

OH OH OH.. the 27th of October is a memorable day for many ;p but we shall all keep it a big secret no? HUAHUAHAUHUAHUAA

oh.. don't ever order milo in the restaurant in KL PAC.. I SWEAR ITS LIKE DRINKING COLOURED WATER!!! @_@

the next day it was off to melaka for the rave! got checked in and pestered aaron n kristyn to go to a famosa water park >=( but they wanted to sleep so me and ian went instead... AND OMGWTFBBQ.. i swear we nearly died .. there was this family ride thing.. and there was a weight limit to ensure that the ride was safe.. its 2 adults+2 kids or 3 adults max!! in our ride.. there was a HUGE man.. a pretty huge lady.. me and ian.. AND IF THAT WASN"T BAD ENOUGH....

the guy in charge wanted to make it funny and jumped in with us!! SO WE WERE LIKE MOVING AT DOUBLE THE SPEED AND OUR FRIGGIN FLOAT THING TURNED 270 DEGREES A FEW TIMES!! and we were literally flying because our float flew off the slide and was in mid air!!! I was so freaked out i was holding on to the float so tightly my hands turned red @_@ and ian who was mocking me at the end of the ride was just as freaked out because he ;p was lying flat at the bottom of the float.. WHAHAHAHAHA..

if only i had pictures T_T.. see.. is my post not boring with no pictures.. so doesnt anyone want to get my a camera T_T...

after that went back to the hotel and napped until the rest of them came .. i dont remember much of what happened and im too lazy to remember for that fact...

went to the rave with kitty kat makeup courtesy of jess.. Muacks <3 love u babe ...

ian got high on beer and striped me in the rave!!! @_@ ok la. i still had my tiny skirt and my tiny white brazilian bikini top BUT STILL..at the beginning i wanted to go like that anyway but he refused to let me >=( saying if i went like that he would never speak to me again u_u

OH OH OH.. AT A FAMOSA!! THE ELEPHANT CARRIED ME BY ITS TRUNK!! WHICH WAS LIKE SO SCARY BECAUSE NOBODY TOLD ME AND HE JUST LIFTED ME UP FROM NOWHERE.. okay la..i think riding on its back was scarier.. ian said i looked like i was going to cry when i was on its back u_u

back to the rave.. so he got drunk and pulled my purple halter off and everybody was stoning @_@ and don't know who said.. "ian.. can she take her bikini top off too" "=_= .. LUCKILY HE NOT THAT DRUNK.. "=_=

rave ended really early @_@.. something stressfull happened at the rave...

OMG pinkpau!! I BUMPED INTO FUGZ!! WHILE WITH IAN..... you can imagine the extreme tension @_@..

so nothing much to blog about.. or im just being lazy..

oh.. got more!! when we came back from the rave we ordered room service waited for 2 hours and it didn't come !_! so we went down and screwed the hotel ppl and got free breakfast which AARON N KRISTYN SLEPT THROUGH AGAIN!! >=(

after that we went to animal safari.. wahahhahaa.. me like animals!! ME LOVE MONKEY ISLANDS!1 OMG!! the monkeys were running around and and and they looked like FURBY!!! they were so small and cute and!! OMG.. *dies* .. and a few monkeys held their hands out for me to hold!!! I SWEAR IM IN LOVE.................

then back to kl.. u_u ... and was suppsoe to go to school today.. but look at the time i woke up T_T

-BabyGinz-

Friday, October 27, 2006

well i had a crappy night....

but i swear maisons has the sweetest malay guys =) and you know my fetish for malays lately @_@

HE WAS SOOOO CUTE.. but attached T_T... but he was nice enough to come see why i was crying and wished me luck when i went back in.. OMG HIS SMILE.. OMG. it made me smile =D

and i feel sick now T_T sighh

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i knew from the beginning that it would never last.. because you never really meant those 3 special words.. you said it just because your friends asked you to treat me better because u screwed up my life.. BIG TIME

you only pretended to be nice not because you wanted to stop us from fighting. but because you wanted to stop me harassing your friends when you were out with them. but you couldn't keep it up could you. of course not. because i am nothing to you.

all your tears the past few days. all your sorries. they were all fake weren't they? used to make me believe you. so you could just hurt me more whenever u felt like it weren't they.

and all your friends. aren't they all just like you. 2 faced and fake. or maybe they aren't. maybe they are sincere but you make them that way to me. so i will hate them and stay away from them. maybe you lie about them to me. or maybe they are the ones lying to me. i'll never really know will i.

i wonder when the truth of everything will finally be revealed.

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

whooosh!

strawberry daiquiries make u go HEHEehE HAHAHHA HOHOOHOH.. wait.. is that how u spell it @_@..

so no more SD's for ginny in the afternoon @_@

tsk tsk tsk

this week is a bad week for my body system u_u..

toooooo muchhh allcooholl intakkeee .. bad bad bad

and i need money T_T

sigh

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

T_T.. i got tagged ;p and since im such a nice person i will commit to being tagged... lol

3 Hobbies
[x] SHOP!
[x] stare at the com screen
[x] ian u_u

3 Things on my to-do list
[x] get tickets to frankenstein in love n the odd couple
[x] get a room in melaka and ze rave tickets
[x] cut my hair

3 Unique traits
[x] i am shy yet not shy
[x] i can be quiet 1 minute and noisy the next
[x] stubborn+determined yet extremely emotional @_@

3 Favourite drinks
[x] Fruit juices
[x] Hot Tea
[x] Hot Chocolate

3 Passions
[x] Kids
[x] Animals
[x] Ian.. again u_u

3 Awesome movies
[x] The Banquet
[x] The Prestige
[x] Wasabi

3 Good Bands
[x] Vertical Horizon
[x] Innuendo
[x] MLTR

3 Things I am anal about
[x] Moving things around my room without my knowledge
[x] My food cannot touch each other on my plate u_u
[x] Ian *la la la la la*

3 Random men
[x] Ian
[x] My Bro
[x] James Chiam?? @_@??

3 Bad habits
[x] spending more than i have
[x] constantly borrowing money or is it lending? dammit..i cant remember
[x] digging my nose u_u

3 Painful experiences
[x] Having my heart broken
[x] THE DENTIST
[x] Hitting my head in the car 2X!!

3 Treasured memories
[x] Bali 06
[x] My 1st kiss with Ian *it was damn funny ;p*
[x] Kyoto Japan 05

3 Goals before 30
[x] Get Happily Married with at least 3 Kids
[x] Make more than enough money
[x] Grow Taller

3 Biggest Fears
[x] Being Alone when im old
[x] The Supernatural
[x] Dying *ironic really since i keep insisting i wanna die*

3 Favourite desserts
[x] Fresh Fruits
[x] Haagen Dazs
[x] Chocolates!

3 People I tag
[x] Sam
[x] Hui Yat
[x] Hsioz

-BabyGinz-

Monday, October 23, 2006

simple things make everything worthwhile. =)

"my simply strange ring tone just because i have no sim card and i cant have mp3"

"hulloooo"

"blah blah blah.you go back to sleep ler"

"mmmmmmm"

"i love you"

"0_o!! really?"

"yeah"

............it made me cry.... because he wasn't high on alcohol like the previous day...AND... he called me instead of the usual me calling him @_@ and better yet... he said it when i didn't...!! LIKE OMG...this hasn't happened in well over 3 months!! LIKE SERIOUSLY....!!..

and yea.. so i fell asleep crying and smiling.. ;p kekekek

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, October 22, 2006

" your gf arh? "

"yeah! this is ginny!"

kinda makes me wonder more what our relationship is @_@

but i had a nice time last nite albeit the fact we were in Rush which is equivalent to seafood land ;p hahaha.. and some very stupid fight happened "=_= tsk tsk tsk.. somehow involving our group. TSK TSK TSK.. lucky im wearing specs and im such a good girl so nobody involve me.. WHAHAHAHAHA... see ;p got advantages also okay looking aunty. HUHUHUHUHUHU

sleepy.. wanna sleep but ive got to go to a wedding dinner >=( blargh...

-BabyGinz-

Friday, October 20, 2006

you know what. after 8 years. nothing has changed. i still hate the fact of a bunch of people liking u at 1 shot. you think they are your friends. and when you've got someone or you dont take anyone of them. you quite likely lose them as friends and they think you're a bitch for leading them on when you never really did that. though some of them say that's not true. it's pretty obvious.

ever since kindergarden. i think the only time this hadn't happen was last year when i was with ian. because no one dared too.

and this year it's started up again.

and i don't get why people think i love being around tons of people and i like socialising. because i dont. i dont like big crowds. i don't like big groups. if i do go to a party or clubbing. it's only because i want to spend time with a particular someone or it's someone who i care about birthday.

i find small groups and going out 1 on 1 with a person so much better because there's so much more interaction going on. and everything is just so much more personal. when there's a big group. there's bound to be smaller groups within so whats the freaking point of that?

argh.. i dont know lar. tired and sleepy.

but someone just had to do the whole i liked you. i did everything for u. and look how u treat me thing. I JUST WANTED TO BE FRIENDS. AND I MADE IT CLEAR MY HEART WAS WITH IAN. SO WHAT DO U EXPECT FROM ME.

-BabyGinz-

i actually had a lot of things to blog about wan lor earlier... >=( but blogger had to be a bitch and refused to load!! so now i've forgotten everything U_U...

but im still wondering.. what happens if i go revelation and i cant go in @_@ does that mean i have to stay in the scary hotel room alone!! @_@ the horror.... or do u use fake photostated ic's like loons asked me to ;p hahaha..

OH OH...crap... i forgot again .... @_@..

OH OH..i remember!! who wants to watch frankenstein in love and the odd couple and chilli boy with me!! and better yet!!! frankenstein in love and the odd couple got promotion now!! buy for both and get discount!! wahahha..

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, October 15, 2006

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. IM GOING TO FAIL PHYSICS.. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. I CANT REMEMBER SHIT! OMGGGGGGG... NOT ANOTHER FAILURE??!?!

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, October 14, 2006

ARGHHHH!!

im so effing pissed right now. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? 1 minute ure like the nicest person on earth...MANJA EVEN... and the next... once you've gone out with your friends or they've called you. ure this phychotic mad man who beats the crap out of me and screams at me like i'm deaf at stupid things and denies everything at the end..

and the next you're telling me about how you miss your dream girl and want to fuck her.... =# YOU KNOW. I SERIOUSLY WANT TO TELL HER LOR... SO SHE KNOWS HOW BADLY YOU WANT HER... THAT YOU EVEN HAVE WET DREAMS OF HER ... opps.. my bad..

i know im a bitch.. but fuck you.. you made me who i am today...

oh.. the fuck you is not referring to his dream girl.. because i love her to bits =) it's referring to him....

like that day.. you called me in the morning just to wish me good luck for my exams? LIKE WTF? and now you're making me cry so i CAN FAIL MY EXAMS?? what exactly is it that you are trying to prove?? BECAUSE I REALLY WONDER...

you're so messed up and confused that you don't even know what the hell you're doing.. i said i was taking you to a blood test to check ure kidney and lungs because uve been vomitting blood and your nails are literally transparent and what do you tell me... cannot... my blood now got drugs. i took drugs that day. so i ask why? your answer dunno.. veyr stress and frust and confused. about what? dunno.. a lot of things...

do u know or do you not know? because sometimes. YOUR REASON IS EVEN.. because you don't care about me.. and you go out wid fugz or look for meow or whatever crap like that and that you want to be with me.. and the very next minute. FUCK OFF and you start your MENTAL and PHYSICAL ABUSE again..

ARGHHH.. im so sick of this.. but you know what.. since i've alreayd given up so much and EARLIRE ON YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME TO NEVER LEAVE YOU.. and SO NOW. I WILL. yeah i know im making myself suffer but so what. you get to go down with me because i suffer both ways. when im not with you.

you always find a way to destroy my relationship with any other guy.. so okay la.. with you without you also i die. better i die and let you die also. SO WE CAN DIE TOGETHER AS YOU HAD WISHED FOR IN THE BEGINNING... fucktard..

-BabyGinz-

Friday, October 13, 2006

whooopteee dooooooo... i have officially failed my 1st paper in 16 years =D

JENG JENG JENG. with a whooping less than 20 MARKS!!

and what would this sad accomplishment be....

why..

no other than...

addmaths of course T_T..

and the crappiest part is. it wasn't because i didn't know how to do. it was because i was so exhausted from all the previous days of sleeping for 1-2 hours that my brain just refused to switch on. i MEAN. i even forgot NORMAL MATHS THINGS THAT ARE SO SIMPLE LIKE GRADIENT. OMG. DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD THAT IS...

I EVEN FORGOT HOW TO DO NORMAL QUADRATIC EQUATIONS WHICH I LOVEEEEEEEEE... *dies*..

so ok. i don't have my marks yet. but i did like only 1 quarter of BOTH my add math's paper.. and the best part is. i was spacing out while doing it so MOST LIKELY.. i did it wrongly... WOOHOO =D... cheers for me!!... so it's impossible to pass. and my marks are most likely less than 20.

AND MATHS TODAY! SUPER EASY LOR BUT BUT BUT HOR!!I CARELESS UNTIL I THINK I LOST LIKE 20 MARKS + on CARELESSNESS EIDI!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. i tot can use it to pull back up my percentage from failing addmaths and maybe physics next.. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. i had to screw up maths as well!! (._______.) ... the horror of it all....

finally i have this weekend to SLEEP AND GO OUT AND PLAY.. well.. but i still have school tomorrow "=_= SIGHHH... damn lazy to wake up sial..

wah.. today friday the 13th.. TODAY SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN MAN! i was reading my horoscope in the newspaper before i went to school.. and it said.. today you will have problems with a small pet... and when i came home.. MY CHIPMUNK WAS DEAD!?!!! ZOMG!!! and so. i buried him in my garden u_u ....

RIP...

SIGH....im sleepy.. but i dont like my bed T_T. its too dented in.. BUT NOBODY WANTS TO TURN IT OVER FOR ME.. *whines* .. ANYONE?...

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

ginny learnt a new word today!! fellatio!! pronouced fuh-lah-tee-oh

guess what it is *grins*

-BabyGinz-

conversations ive had this month... in no particular order

him: don't tell her i told u that
me : @_@? told me what?
him : that she's my dream girl
me : HAHAHAHA. YOU WERE LIKE STARING AT HER THE WHOLE TIME SHE SANG OKAY!
him : yeah. i know.
me : okay la. i wont tell la. tell for what.
him : DIE ALSO CANNOT TELL ARH! DAMN MALU IF SHE KNOW OKAY
me : i wont la. unless u make me angry

*well.. u made me angry. so i'll post this up and see if she guesses it.*

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guy : OH!! SO YOU'RE GINNY YAP!
me : eh? what do u mean by that?
guy : i've heard about you a lot
me : EH?!?! WHAT ABOUT?
guy : im not sure i can't remember. but i remember hearing your name come up a few times before.
me : TELL ME LAAAAAAA
guy : i really cannot remember la...

@_@.. this was the 2nd time this happened. the 1st time it was roxanne. who popped up in front of me outside atmos... yes. the clubbing roxanne. and alan was about to introduce us when

her: HEY! YOURE GINNY YAP!
me : EH?
loons: how u know she's ginny yap??
her : SURE KNOW LA!
both of us : EH? *blur-ing*

hahahaha....can't really remember much of what happened after that

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eh. shit la. i got a lot more things to type wan. but tiba tiba i forgotten already T_T.. cheh... when i remember 1st la...

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, October 08, 2006

OMG. im going to fail. OMG.

it's now sunday. 6.35 PM. and i have achieved managing to only read until half of bab 3 of my sejarah out of 10 babs and NOT EVEN READ MY KOMSAS YET. omg. what's worst. nothing i read. seems to be going inside my head. and my eyes are tired and dry. OMG.

thursday i was out the whole day @_@... went over to bukit bintang. didn't go home. stayed somewhere else. got high on shisha @_@... friday. went out again !!.. to david tao's promo den off to su ann's bday at ascotte. and only got home around 1.AND YET AGAIN! SATURDAY ALSO!. omg. went to ju koon's hse. and came home at 1. knock out on the bed..

tried studying today. didn't get very far. and went out to eat ice cream!! came home to study again and i slept!!... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

hahahah..i am soo sooo sooo sooo sooo screwed...

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, October 05, 2006

over and over again...=')

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

ARGHHH!! OMGG! I FRIGGIN WANT TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF!! WTH IS WRONG WITH MY FAMILY??! ARGHHH!!.. THEY ARE GETTING MORE AND MORE RETARDED BY THE MINUTE!! ESPECIALLY MY FATHER!!

WHO WANTS TO TRADE FAMILIES WITH ME!!! >=(

few days ago my dad went to school and some ARSE IN SCHOOL friggin told him my story abt ian n ADDITIONAL CRAP. so he screwed my mum n bro for hiding ian from him. and then NVM. but dunno wad else that retarded person from school told him. but SUDDENLY IM THE SCHOOL"S SLUT AND I HAVE MULTIPLE SEX PARTNERS?!?!? LIKE WTF is wrong with this people!! and then he's giving me stares and ignoring me.. (NOT THAT I MIND. I LIKE BEING IGNORED BY MY PARENTS. THANK U VERY MUCH)

MAH CHOW HAI ARH..the school .. fucking your problem is it my life. THANKS HEAPS FOR MAKING LIFE EVEN MORE STRESSFUL FOR ME NOW.. fucking retarded school... WTH WRONG WID U PEOPLE.

AND THEN TIBA TIBA TODAY.

my dad calls and is being FUCKING ANNOYINGLY NICE and using some sort of manja type of voice like im some 10 year old and then asking me to call him and sms him eveyrday because he just wants to hear my voice and keep in touch and insist that he wants to send me to school as well. OMG. IF U HEARD THE WAY AND THE THINGS HE SAID. YOU WOULD GAG.

PLEASE STOP THIS DRAMA IN MY HOUSEHOLD! OMG..!! I JUST WANT TO BE FRIGGIN LEFT ALONE!!! WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE PUSHING ME FURTHER INTO SOMETHING I DONT WANTT!!! ARGHH

IM HAPPY BEING A NEGLECTED DAUGHTER!! HAPPY. HAAAAAPPPPYYY.. why are you doing this to me T_T. let me grow up and let me be.

*whimpers*

i want my baby T_T.

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, October 01, 2006

i'm really sick of my life right now.. nothing seems to be going right or even on the track of okay...

but 1st sorry 2 sam..hy n cw for yesterday and today =( .. i know we were suppose to be doing the whole stay up all night to ber camwhore and chat the world away.. but i was just too emo u_u .. anyway hor..u all very funny wan.. next time wanna go mamak from my house call taxi la.. giler wan ler u all.. go n walk down at 2-3am "=_= ...

had a headache since i woke up until now.. not really feeling very well.. feel nausea?? er..how do u spell it.. nauseas.. argh..wadever..my stomach feels funny and i just want to throw up...but there's no point in me telling my parents...

im pretty sick of them as well... im suppose to go to the doctors morrow to see the phychologist and also take my blood test results.. but my dad doesn't really give a damn or believe im in depression.. instead he just called me from where ever he is to threaten me again... he said if i dont get up and go to school he's going to come home and send me to school..

fuck u...

im sick of everything.. great that the exams are on the 9th.. i dont think i can handle going to school consecutively 3 weeks in a row in my current state.. especially having to think to answer the god damn questions...

where am i now.. i really dont know...but i really dont want to be here right now...

i wish i was back in bali with my baby...

heh...

screw life..

-BabyGinz-