Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

..Click Click Click..

So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

sigh.. sorry for the extreme lack of updates... im going throught 1 of my emo phases again ...

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

OMG! i finally decided to try doing my homework.. AND..
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AS EXPECTED..
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I CANT DO SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*bangs head on wall* im screwed for my finals

-BabyGinz-

Monday, August 28, 2006

DEAR IAN LOW,

please don't leave pointless comments saying you love me and crap like that because you know you don't. you don't know what it means to love someone . you only know the word need. need does not mean love. ive heard you tell me you hate me and that im a useless bitch who u pity and that's the only reason you're with me one too many times.AND CONGRATULATIONS. because i believe you.

i believe every word you say when you tell me you don't love me. i believe every word you say when you say you hate me. but i dont believe you when you say you don't need me. because you very bloody well do. UNFORTUNATELY. that's it. NEED. and not love. Thank you for telling me im your one and only and that you love me. because. I. DONT. BELIEVE. A. WORD. YOU. SAY.

don't tell me you're sorry. you know you're not. don't tell me you didn't mean to hit me or yell at me. YOU KNOW YOU MEANT IT WITH ALL YOUR HEART.

i'm the one who should be sorry. sorry i always fell for your lies. sorry i always forgave you. sorry i wasted 2 and a half years worth of tears. time. and memory. i'm the one who should be sorry. not you. because u clearly told me you didn't love me so many times but i never really listened. well. now i'm listening. and i believe you.

i hate you so much. yet i can't stop myself from loving you.... please..... i beg of you...... JUST. LEAVE. ME. ALONE. and stop my pointless tears.

we can't just be friends. you know this so well. so please. stop it. i don't want to be in an open relationship. i don't want to see you everyday and feel you yet knowing you're not mine. you may think that it's better this way and we're happier. but that's just you. because you hate commitment.

im different. i need commitment. i need to know that you will always be mine. and that you really do love me.i cant live on lust itself. it hurts me more than you will ever know. you use to see the spark of me. the ginny who could run around all day with a smile on her face. you know she's dissapeared. and you know very well why.

so please think of what you're doing to me. please. make your decision. this thing can't drag on forever. just CHOOSE. just close your eyes and choose. and this time. stick to it.

you know that i will forever accept you back no matter what you do. but don't. don't do this to me.at least not anymore. im close to my limit. i know you know this too. you can see it too.

don't break me. just choose.

you know i love you.

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, August 26, 2006

i really cant stand being in this family anymore... im so sick of it...

my dad nearly killed chippy for real yesterday...

and now.. im being forced to give up my 2 indoor dogs .. or move out of the house.. have my ass of a dad leave the family.. or.. find my 2 dogs dead outside...

so sick of this family.. so sick of life itself..

-BabyGinz-

..ians an ass.. he got angry at me bcuz i went out with a friend... thing is.. that time.. he told me he didnt want to ever see or hear from me again..

IRONICALLY..this was on the same day i went out wid my said friend... look at what he changed his personal msg 2 in the end.. *smirks*

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Session Start: Saturday, August 19, 2006

Participants:

bloopszy! * complicated * (bloopsz@hotmail.com)

LE_ANNE** (leanniz_eckhz1@hotmail.com)

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[04:06:19 PM] You have just sent a Nudge!

[04:12:57 PM] bloopszy! * : helloo?

[04:13:05 PM] bloopszy! * : knock knock!

[04:13:18 PM] LE_ANNE**: yess??

[04:13:19 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[04:13:24 PM] bloopszy! * : wow!

[04:13:30 PM] bloopszy! * : finally got a reply !

[04:13:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: ?

[04:13:35 PM] LE_ANNE**: sh

[04:13:36 PM] bloopszy! * : thought you were stuck somewere

[04:13:38 PM] LE_ANNE**: lsh

[04:13:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: l nudged u k

[04:13:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: lsh

[04:13:57 PM] bloopszy! * : lsh?

[04:14:00 PM] bloopszy! * : ohhh

[04:14:01 PM] LE_ANNE**: ntg

[04:14:07 PM] bloopszy! * : you where got nudge me eh

[04:14:15 PM] bloopszy! * : i nudge you 1 lo

[04:14:23 PM] bloopszy! * : my godness you..

[04:14:32 PM] bloopszy! * : anyway!

[04:14:35 PM] bloopszy! * : nice to meet you!

[04:14:37 PM] bloopszy! * : im ian!

[04:15:29 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[04:15:30 PM] LE_ANNE**: kk

[04:15:34 PM] LE_ANNE**: lm leanne

[04:16:39 PM] bloopszy! * : why do you look so garang-ed in college?

[04:17:05 PM] LE_ANNE**: yorrr

[04:17:08 PM] LE_ANNE**: where gt

[04:17:19 PM] LE_ANNE**: lm frenly kae?

[04:17:28 PM] bloopszy! * : yea rite

[04:17:32 PM] bloopszy! * : if you were friendly

[04:17:48 PM] bloopszy! * : its would have taken me the whole sememter

to just get your msn

[04:18:28 PM] LE_ANNE**: huh

[04:18:42 PM] bloopszy! * : *wouldnt

[04:18:44 PM] LE_ANNE**: how u gt my msn contact den?

[04:18:48 PM] LE_ANNE**: nono

[04:18:56 PM] LE_ANNE**: supposed to be frensta 1st

[04:18:59 PM] bloopszy! * : huh?

[04:19:03 PM] bloopszy! * : ohh

[04:19:10 PM] bloopszy! * : how i got your friendster ?

[04:19:40 PM] bloopszy! * : by searching lo..

[04:19:54 PM] LE_ANNE**: oo

[04:19:56 PM] LE_ANNE**: den?

[04:20:14 PM] bloopszy! * : then i saw your pic la..

[04:20:21 PM] bloopszy! * : what else can i see more?

[04:20:24 PM] bloopszy! * : =P

[04:22:10 PM] bloopszy! * : i know you from a very weird way in

college 1 le

[04:22:47 PM] LE_ANNE**: how?

[04:22:59 PM] bloopszy! * : ah kuens girlfriend!

[04:23:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: wth...

[04:23:11 PM] bloopszy! * : tragic moment of the sememter!

[04:23:16 PM] LE_ANNE**: no kae

[04:23:29 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[04:23:29 PM] LE_ANNE**: huh

[04:23:44 PM] bloopszy! * : he that time chik tau say your his wife ah

[04:23:48 PM] bloopszy! * : all this all that..

[04:24:04 PM] bloopszy! * : omg!.i felt so bad for myself at that

time

[04:24:45 PM] LE_ANNE**: huh

[04:24:45 PM] LE_ANNE**: y bad?

[04:24:59 PM] bloopszy! * : bcuz a guy like that could get a girl like

you!

[04:25:50 PM] bloopszy! * : its like you know cantonese word *sorry

for ownself*

[04:26:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL!!

[04:26:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat la..

[04:26:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahah

[04:26:48 PM] bloopszy! * : wei lets go yamcha now!

[04:26:59 PM] LE_ANNE**: btw

[04:27:28 PM] LE_ANNE**: lt's ntg between us kae

[04:27:40 PM] LE_ANNE**: frens nia

[04:27:40 PM] LE_ANNE**: ahha

[04:27:40 PM] LE_ANNE**: n

[04:27:40 PM] LE_ANNE**: NNN

[04:27:40 PM] LE_ANNE**: N

[04:27:55 PM] bloopszy! * : nnn

[04:27:56 PM] bloopszy! * : nnn

[04:27:59 PM] LE_ANNE**: me n chuen l mean

[04:27:59 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[04:28:00 PM] LE_ANNE**: so

[04:28:00 PM] LE_ANNE**: ntg

[04:28:11 PM] LE_ANNE**: ntg

[04:28:11 PM] LE_ANNE**: n

[04:28:11 PM] LE_ANNE**: NNNNN

[04:28:11 PM] LE_ANNE**: NN

[04:28:21 PM] LE_ANNE**: lm already bek to my hometown

[04:28:26 PM] LE_ANNE**: lpoh now

[04:28:26 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[04:28:26 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahaha

[04:28:31 PM] bloopszy! * : my god!

[04:28:32 PM] LE_ANNE**: how to yumcha?

[04:28:33 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahahaha

[04:28:51 PM] bloopszy! * : i thought you say there nothing between

you and me man..

[04:29:02 PM] LE_ANNE**: NOLAAA

[04:29:07 PM] LE_ANNE**: lshhh!

[04:29:22 PM] bloopszy! * : why go back ipoh!

[04:29:37 PM] bloopszy! * : stay back here mah

[04:29:37 PM] LE_ANNE**: see parents la

[04:29:42 PM] bloopszy! * : ohh ok

[04:29:47 PM] LE_ANNE**: huyor

[04:29:55 PM] bloopszy! * : when you coming back anyway?

[04:30:21 PM] LE_ANNE**: wlLL be bak soon

[04:30:21 PM] LE_ANNE**: 27

[04:30:30 PM] bloopszy! * : thats not soon at all

[04:30:40 PM] bloopszy! * : that like the starting of college

already!

[04:30:45 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[04:30:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: yeahh

[04:31:24 PM] bloopszy! * : find some free time to hang out with us!

[04:31:29 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[04:31:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: kae kae

[04:32:03 PM] bloopszy! * : we'll go club fiesta!

[04:32:10 PM] bloopszy! * : n dont tell me thats u?

[04:32:26 PM] LE_ANNE**: duh~

[04:32:40 PM] bloopszy! * : omg!

[04:32:49 PM] bloopszy! * : omg!

[04:32:50 PM] LE_ANNE**: yer

[04:32:51 PM] LE_ANNE**: y?

[04:32:51 PM] bloopszy! * : omg!

[04:32:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: ugly meh

[04:32:59 PM] bloopszy! * : send me thiz pic!

[04:32:59 PM] LE_ANNE**: noe la

[04:33:01 PM] bloopszy! * : i want!

[04:33:12 PM] LE_ANNE**: 4 wat

[04:33:23 PM] bloopszy! * : i want to paste it all over my room

[04:33:38 PM] bloopszy! * : send the pic to me pls

[04:33:38 PM] LE_ANNE**: yerrr

[04:33:49 PM] LE_ANNE**: nt nce at all kae

[04:33:54 PM] LE_ANNE**: very werd le

[04:33:57 PM] bloopszy! * : why got so chun pics geh

[04:34:04 PM] bloopszy! * : send to me and see then ill delete it

[04:34:06 PM] bloopszy! * : =P

[04:35:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[04:35:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: yealer

[04:36:04 PM] LE_ANNE**: photo shootlng mer

[04:39:00 PM] You have just sent a Nudge!

[04:39:12 PM] LE_ANNE**: ????

[04:39:19 PM] bloopszy! * : send to me le

[04:39:28 PM] LE_ANNE**: whlch 1?????

[04:41:09 PM] bloopszy! * : the hands at face pic

[04:41:19 PM] bloopszy! * : damn chun man that one..

[04:41:19 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[04:41:24 PM] bloopszy! * : =P

[04:41:50 PM] bloopszy! * : yeap thiz one

[04:41:53 PM] bloopszy! * : no!!!

[04:41:55 PM] bloopszy! * : noo!

[04:42:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: ahha

[04:42:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahahahha

[04:42:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: yor

[04:42:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: l noe la

[04:42:20 PM] bloopszy! * : you know what>

[04:42:28 PM] bloopszy! * : what happen?

[04:42:28 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat

[04:42:33 PM] LE_ANNE**: huhhh???

[04:42:42 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat happen

[04:42:45 PM] bloopszy! * : you making me blur!

[04:43:00 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahaha

[04:43:01 PM] LE_ANNE**: den den?

[04:43:18 PM] bloopszy! * : send the hands at face pic lu!

[04:45:25 PM] bloopszy! * : den!

[04:45:28 PM] bloopszy! * : den!

[04:46:13 PM] LE_ANNE**: waltttttt

[04:46:24 PM] bloopszy! * : yes mam!

[04:46:31 PM] bloopszy! * : dont so ganas to me la

[04:46:36 PM] bloopszy! * : im so soft !

[04:46:42 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahah

[04:46:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: kae kaeee

[04:46:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: ur de 1 kae??

[04:47:11 PM] LE_ANNE**: wld ur '!!!!'

[04:47:11 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL!!

[04:47:22 PM] bloopszy! * : hhahaha

[04:47:25 PM] bloopszy! * : okie okie

[04:47:28 PM] bloopszy! * : no more !!!!

[04:47:35 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat!!!!!!

[04:47:36 PM] bloopszy! * : im just use to typing like that..

[04:47:41 PM] bloopszy! * : thats all

[04:47:45 PM] bloopszy! * : why !!!! mee?

[04:47:56 PM] LE_ANNE**: kae!!!!

[04:48:02 PM] LE_ANNE**: huh????

[04:48:02 PM] LE_ANNE**: !!!

[04:48:12 PM] bloopszy! * : send me the picture la !!!!

[04:48:34 PM] bloopszy! * : what you finding for ?!!!!

[04:48:44 PM] bloopszy! * : hahhhh!!!!

[04:48:59 PM] LE_ANNE**: lshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[04:49:22 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL!!]

[04:49:22 PM] LE_ANNE**: dun make me laugh pls

[04:49:32 PM] bloopszy! * : if i make you laugh

[04:49:45 PM] bloopszy! * : cannot find picture 1 meh if laugh?

[04:49:49 PM] bloopszy! * : hahhh!!!!!

[04:49:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: wth..

[04:49:58 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[04:50:12 PM] bloopszy! * : it almost took you like 15 mins to send

that pic

[04:50:12 PM] LE_ANNE**: wanna see my 26years old pc?

[04:50:12 PM] LE_ANNE**: plc?

[04:50:20 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[04:50:32 PM] bloopszy! * : how can you be 26

[04:50:41 PM] bloopszy! * : when you are just 18?

[04:50:44 PM] bloopszy! * : omg!

[04:51:09 PM] bloopszy! * : why so *ngang geng* 1 you!

[04:51:29 PM] LE_ANNE**: yup

[04:51:29 PM] bloopszy! * : hahhhh!!

[04:51:29 PM] LE_ANNE**: 26

[04:51:35 PM] LE_ANNE**: YUP

[04:51:40 PM] bloopszy! * : let me see then

[04:51:50 PM] bloopszy! * : how will you look like when your 26..

[04:51:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: wahhahahahahaha

[04:51:56 PM] LE_ANNE**: aunte

[04:51:56 PM] LE_ANNE**: aunt

[04:51:56 PM] LE_ANNE**: XD

[04:51:57 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[04:52:04 PM] bloopszy! * : omg!

[04:52:15 PM] bloopszy! * : quite NICE what

[04:52:20 PM] bloopszy! * : wei

[04:52:21 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahahahhaaah

[04:52:21 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat la

[04:52:33 PM] bloopszy! * : i want thiz dp la

[04:52:36 PM] bloopszy! * : send to me lo!

[04:52:41 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat

[04:52:46 PM] bloopszy! * : dont so bad lo..

[04:52:53 PM] bloopszy! * : leanne che che!

[04:53:03 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahhaa

[04:53:13 PM] LE_ANNE**: make sure u dun show anybody

[04:53:13 PM] LE_ANNE**: m damn malu

[04:53:18 PM] bloopszy! * : kk

[04:53:22 PM] bloopszy! * : my comps at home

[04:53:29 PM] bloopszy! * : no one wants to come to my house

[04:53:36 PM] bloopszy! * : its under a bridge

[04:53:38 PM] bloopszy! * : dont worry

[04:53:48 PM] LE_ANNE**: lsh

[04:54:01 PM] You have failed to receive file "_DSC0060.jpg" from

LE_ANNE**.

[04:54:08 PM] bloopszy! * : whyyou cancle geh

[04:54:35 PM] bloopszy! * : ish ish ihs

[04:54:46 PM] bloopszy! * : it hink got firewall jor lo

[04:54:50 PM] bloopszy! * : serious1

[04:54:50 PM] You have successfully received C:\Documents and

Settings\Ian\My Documents\My Received Files\_DSC0060.jpg

from LE_ANNE**.

[04:54:51 PM] bloopszy! * : opss

[04:55:07 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat

[04:55:13 PM] bloopszy! * : nothing..

[04:55:21 PM] bloopszy! * : where did you take the picture geh?

[04:55:58 PM] LE_ANNE**: studio lu

[04:56:09 PM] bloopszy! * : in ipoh?

[04:56:15 PM] LE_ANNE**: kl lu

[04:56:19 PM] bloopszy! * : wow!

[04:56:22 PM] bloopszy! * : cool man!

[04:56:24 PM] bloopszy! * : i wanna go too!

[04:56:30 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahaha

[04:56:41 PM] LE_ANNE**: only 4 gals

[04:56:41 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL!!]

[04:56:47 PM] bloopszy! * : i wanna wear nice dress also cannot 1

meh?

[04:56:54 PM] LE_ANNE**: cancan..

[04:57:01 PM] bloopszy! * : why so unfair 1?

[04:57:01 PM] LE_ANNE**: wear le

[04:57:06 PM] bloopszy! * : only for girls..

[04:57:09 PM] bloopszy! * : meh si oh?

[04:57:18 PM] LE_ANNE**: mou s ar

[04:57:25 PM] bloopszy! * : boys cannot take photo 1 meh.

[04:57:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: cancan

[04:57:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: can

[04:57:32 PM] LE_ANNE**: can

[04:57:33 PM] LE_ANNE**: cannnnn

[04:57:33 PM] bloopszy! * : sei unfair ah!

[04:57:58 PM] LE_ANNE**: ..

[04:58:26 PM] bloopszy! * : are you single right now or what?

[04:58:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: no asklng!!

[04:58:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: =)

[04:59:57 PM] bloopszy! * : why cannot ask?

[05:00:06 PM] bloopszy! * : who say cannot ask geh?

[05:00:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: me la

[05:00:36 PM] bloopszy! * : what man

[05:00:49 PM] bloopszy! * : its a typical question for boys to ask 1

lo

[05:00:55 PM] bloopszy! * : and you say dont ask..

[05:01:07 PM] LE_ANNE**: yea msn

[05:01:08 PM] LE_ANNE**: yes man

[05:01:20 PM] bloopszy! * : you dont notice 1 meh.

[05:01:31 PM] bloopszy! * : even for me i feel tou its abit wai..

[05:01:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: meh oh

[05:01:43 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat wa

[05:01:52 PM] LE_ANNE**: wal?

[05:02:06 PM] bloopszy! * : you dont feel boys normally will ask girls

whether tey have boyfriend ornot ah

[05:02:17 PM] bloopszy! * : whether they are available ornot ah

[05:02:32 PM] bloopszy! * : all sorts of weird questions 1 meh?

[05:03:09 PM] LE_ANNE**: yeala

[05:03:09 PM] LE_ANNE**: so

[05:03:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: wat now

[05:03:15 PM] bloopszy! * : nothing..

[05:03:59 PM] bloopszy! * : so you single or what?..

[05:04:01 PM] bloopszy! * : huhuhuhu!!

[05:04:04 PM] bloopszy! * : =}

[05:05:28 PM] bloopszy! * : whats your hp no. anyway?

[05:05:47 PM] bloopszy! * : mind sparing me a place in your phone?

[05:06:18 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahaha

[05:06:43 PM] bloopszy! * : why hahaha me?

[05:06:43 PM] LE_ANNE**: kae kae

[05:06:50 PM] bloopszy! * : hahahas your no.?

[05:08:10 PM] LE_ANNE**: 0175666538

[05:08:53 PM] bloopszy! * : hmmm

[05:09:01 PM] bloopszy! * : wanna know mine?

[05:09:06 PM] bloopszy! * : ask ask ask!!

[05:09:08 PM] bloopszy! * : =P

[05:09:18 PM] LE_ANNE**: u mlskol me

[05:09:24 PM] bloopszy! * : hahhaa

[05:09:38 PM] bloopszy! * : why you miskol so melayu feel geh

[05:10:41 PM] LE_ANNE**: hahaha

[05:10:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: learn frm den mer

[05:10:55 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[05:11:40 PM] bloopszy! * : make sure spell my name properly k

[05:12:15 PM] LE_ANNE**: namew

[05:12:15 PM] LE_ANNE**: name

[05:12:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: nnanana

[05:12:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: lanlan

[05:12:26 PM] bloopszy! * : you dont know my name

[05:12:27 PM] LE_ANNE**: LANLAN

[05:12:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[05:12:34 PM] bloopszy! * : =P

[05:12:36 PM] bloopszy! * : so bad!

[05:12:41 PM] bloopszy! * : im crying already!

[05:12:51 PM] bloopszy! * : im gonna bommb your house when you come

bacl

[05:13:03 PM] LE_ANNE**: go cry den

[05:13:03 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[05:13:15 PM] LE_ANNE**: u dun noe wheres my hse

[05:13:19 PM] bloopszy! * : i know!

[05:13:34 PM] LE_ANNE**: where?

[05:13:34 PM] LE_ANNE**: tell me

[05:13:42 PM] bloopszy! * : jalan arif

[05:13:46 PM] bloopszy! * : hmmm

[05:14:03 PM] LE_ANNE**: dere's loads of hses dere

[05:14:03 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOL

[05:14:16 PM] bloopszy! * : hmmm

[05:14:18 PM] bloopszy! * : aiks..

[05:14:20 PM] bloopszy! * : nvm nvm!

[05:14:30 PM] bloopszy! * : next time when you goodfriends with me

jor..

[05:14:35 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOLLLLL

[05:14:46 PM] LE_ANNE**: -.-

[05:14:48 PM] bloopszy! * : then i know jor..i chik tau bomb your

house that nite!

[05:14:59 PM] bloopszy! * : ian!

[05:15:00 PM] bloopszy! * : ian!

[05:15:01 PM] bloopszy! * : ian!

[05:15:07 PM] LE_ANNE**: lf ur my fren dat tme

[05:15:12 PM] LE_ANNE**: u bomb my hse

[05:15:19 PM] LE_ANNE**: wth...

[05:15:25 PM] bloopszy! * : nothing..

[05:15:37 PM] bloopszy! * : if im your friend jor i also wont bomb

your house le

[05:15:53 PM] bloopszy! * : im too good to be an evil person like

that

[05:16:26 PM] LE_ANNE**: wont even choii u

[05:16:36 PM] LE_ANNE**: mati jor

[05:16:36 PM] LE_ANNE**: cum fnd u

[05:16:59 PM] * LE_ANNE** is now Away

[05:17:47 PM] bloopszy! * : good also geh mati jor come find me..

[05:17:50 PM] bloopszy! * : can see me take bath

[05:18:04 PM] bloopszy! * : its your dream come true moment lo

[05:18:20 PM] LE_ANNE**: wth...

[05:18:20 PM] LE_ANNE**: dun hope so..

[05:18:21 PM] bloopszy! * : =P

[05:18:26 PM] bloopszy! * : hhahaa

[05:18:31 PM] LE_ANNE**: bluek

[05:18:51 PM] LE_ANNE**: lol

[05:18:56 PM] bloopszy! * : faster come back la!

[05:19:06 PM] LE_ANNE**: yor

[05:19:13 PM] bloopszy! * : anyway what course yout aking next sem?

[05:19:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: my wish la

[05:19:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: LOl

[05:20:19 PM] LE_ANNE**: organizational behaviour n business

communcation guess

[05:20:19 PM] LE_ANNE**: i*

[05:20:33 PM] bloopszy! * : huh?

[05:20:48 PM] bloopszy! * : you not taking foundation in arts meh?

[05:21:51 PM] LE_ANNE**: nope

[05:21:53 PM] LE_ANNE**: dff

[05:22:15 PM] bloopszy! * : whats dff?

[05:22:24 PM] LE_ANNE**: diff

[05:22:40 PM] bloopszy! * : whats you taking then?

[05:22:44 PM] bloopszy! * : diploma?

[05:24:00 PM] LE_ANNE**: yuP

[05:25:55 PM] bloopszy! * : then next sem i dont have same classes

with you man!

[05:26:02 PM] bloopszy! * : thats so sad!

[05:26:12 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[05:26:14 PM] LE_ANNE**: yea

[05:26:45 PM] LE_ANNE**: seldom see u n coll den

[05:26:48 PM] LE_ANNE**: lol

[05:26:57 PM] bloopszy! * : its okie!

[05:27:01 PM] bloopszy! * : i have you number!

[05:27:06 PM] bloopszy! * : i have your contact!

[05:27:07 PM] bloopszy! * : hoooooO!

[05:27:15 PM] LE_ANNE**: haha

[05:27:16 PM] LE_ANNE**: kae kae

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Session Start: Saturday, August 19, 2006

Participants:

bloopszy! * complicated * (bloopsz@hotmail.com)

LE_ANNE** (leanniz_eckhz1@hotmail.com)

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[05:51:28 PM] LE_ANNE**: newayz

[05:51:28 PM] LE_ANNE**: gtg ler

[05:51:30 PM] LE_ANNE**: tcare

[05:51:30 PM] LE_ANNE**: bye

[06:08:06 PM] bloopszy! * : opss sorry

[06:08:13 PM] bloopszy! * : had something to do just now..

[06:08:16 PM] bloopszy! * : take care!

[06:08:18 PM] bloopszy! * : buaiz1

[06:08:55 PM] * bloopszy! * complicated * has changed his/her personal

message to if i could go out with girls so fast like

you

-BabyGinz-

Friday, August 25, 2006

la la la..im in cameron waiting for the bus now... but ill just post this up 1st.. straight copy n paste from ze pinkpau ;p

let’s play a game!

ask for my top 3 anything, and i will answer as honestly as i can.

but first, i reserve the right to ignore top 3 questions from lame anonymous people who dare to ask big questions but dont dare leave an identity -_-

and please put this up on your blogs as well, so i can go ask you a top 3 question too

-BabyGinz-

Monday, August 21, 2006

A few years back... i was materialistic and i liked guys not for their personality but their looks. and i made it a point to never be commited in relationships and only got for guys if there were cute or really rich...taking them only as flings.. it never happened.

i found girls who were so devoted to their boyfriends stupid and believed that it was only right if the guy worshipped the girl and not the other way round...never really thought about how it would be if i ever really played a guy...

funny how things changed. getting into a relationship. it turned out i was one of those stupid girls. those that cried their eyes out nearly each day just because their boy was too busy with his friends. One who forgave no matter what happened and just continued to stick with him through all the pain he'd put me through.

i never did really appreciate my previous relationship. i dont think i was ever that much commited to that relationship either. and my ex saw through me. he accused me of not loving him many times but i would just laugh and say he was being stupid and i loved him more than anything in the world and i would love him forever. i didn't lie. i really didn't. i just didn't mean love in the way it was meant to be.

this time. it might be the same thing. possible it is. but why was i so unwilling to put myself into the pain to be with my other ex and torture myself for 2 years for the sake of this 1 boy? do things i would never do. sacrifice things i thought were important to me once. let my heart and mind be tortured in ways that it has never been?

till this day. things havent really changed. i though i could just stand up and walk away. in fact i know i could. but the thing is. i don't really want to. why? is it because he's become so much apart of my life that we even grow the same pimples on the same exact spots @_@ yes.seriously. no JOKE. not all the time but occasionally. to the extent that we look so alike people often mistake us for siblings. predict each others move yet never really understanding why.and change just isn't something im fond of. or is it really love for real this time?

whats love really? it's described by so many different people in different ways. who's right? who's wrong? who's to say what it is or how it's suppose to be? is it just a word we made up to make us believe in such *fairytales* ...or does it truly mean something?

so what is this im feeling? love? care? or just plain habit....

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, August 20, 2006

hello aliens..

i am back from the dead.. still very busy especially with my maxis project.. you can check out the site HERE..it's finally up and running.. but a lot of under construction..hehehehe... and im looking for sponsors.. so if you guys know any rich animal lovers like datuks and stuff.. PLEASE DO TELL ME ASAP!!

AND WHY YOU ALL DONT SIGN MY ONLINE PETITION WAN!! T_T.. DAMN GERAM OKAY!! i didn't think i would be able to collect more hand written petitions than the online wan "=_= cis.. GO GO GO..the link is in the previous post.. I SAY GO!! I CAN SEE WHO SIGN WAN..... JUST SO YOU KNOW....

well.. i don't know what to blog about.just that im really busy..and if you guys want to volunteer and book a bow wow limited edition t-shirt do tell me.. it will be selling at RM25 and all profits will be given to animal shelters =) really.. ITS NICE WAN LAR OKAY! i know you all trust my fashion wan u_u .. its a black t shirt.. the design will be posted onto the website site later on.. but a lot of things to do now.. so huhuhu....

I WANT TO FREEZE TIME >=( ...

and i will redo my blog layout EVENTUALLY.. when i get the time..really super busy!!! morrow got SBU charity dinner summoh.. aicks aicks... WHY SO MANY THIGNS TO DO WAN!! *cries*

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

OMG FUCKING GOD.........I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY TEMPLATE!! OMFG!! ALL IS LOSTTTTTTTTTTT!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! IM GOING TO CRY LIKE SERIOUSLY...................... CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO RECOVER IT

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i am so sad right now T_T..i was damn happy cuz my scrollbox on the maxis thing works.. courtesy of shan lynn.. I LOVE YOU!!! *kiss kiss*

but now..im sad.. T_T.. why.. BECAUSE THE MUSICAL I REALLY REALLY WANT TO WATCH.. PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG IS COMPLETELY SOLD OUT.....unless the online ticketing system is tricking me! WHO GOT TICKETS!! WANNA SELL TO ME ANNOT..or better still.. GIVE ME!!

-BabyGinz-

Monday, August 14, 2006

in com class now. i seriously think im gonna die within a week's time T_T.. so much to do... URGH......

1 more week if you dont hear from me..do check where my funeral's at.. u_u

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, August 13, 2006

im still on hiatus.. DAMN FRIGGIN BUSY sial.. but just wanted to post this link up 1st..

sign my petition.. thank you.. and pass it on.. internationally better ;p

http://petitionthem.com/default.asp?sect=detail&pet=3365

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i shall b on another hiatus..damn a lot of things to do lately @_@.. if u dont see me after 2 weeks..im most probably dead ;p so do pay a visit at my grave.. =3

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, August 05, 2006

mwhahahaha.. im in corea right now...

my trip how ah... okay only lor T_T.. not that good.. but not THAT bad also.. not really a fan of corea u_u ... quite lazy to blog.. just to inform everyone that i am still alive.. kekekekekek

-BabyGinz-