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..The Princess..
I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social
anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will
eventually see or hope to see.
I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo
girl" for short.
But who am i really?
That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.
What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.
Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably
be existant.
..She Supports..
..Talk..
..Credits..
I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask). The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?
IM AWESOME. Nuff said.
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
....i spend 3 k in japan for 4 days.. and it wasnt enough.. @_@.. how will i ever survive........
please donate to Ginny Yap's Corea fund... thank you u_u
*blinks* ...................
well..i'll b off to corea in approcimately 36 hours... and seriously.. i dont particularly feel like it u_u... why? i have no idea... just feel so lazy to get ready and stuff.. added with the fact im super broke and in some sort of emo depressed semi dead body mode.......
i want retail therapy T_T......... SIGH........
well..something stupid and interesting happened on friday but im too much of a lazy arse to blog about it now.. i think ill go bathe my dogs or something @_@.. ciaoz people
Saturday, July 29, 2006
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on another note..my health is seriously retarded..i tot i got my period today.........but it onli lasted like when my urine infection was really bad.. and i didn't think it could have been because of my urine..cuz like..usually if i bleed cuz of my infected..its just a tint of blood in the water.. THIS TIME I WAS HAVING A FULL FLEDGE URINE OUT LOTS AND LOTS OF BLOOD..urine totally BLOOD like period kind..this strated at around 11 ...and by 1-2 .... i havent bled till now @_@.. NOT EVEN A SLIGHT HINT OF BLOOD........ dear gawd.. am i dying? ...
Friday, July 28, 2006
sometimes it's a wonder why we're brought into this world.. with people so cruel and yet full of people so nice..... keep the balance? when one meets this cruel kind .. the hardship brought upon them is so much..that sometimes it's a wonder we still survive...
i wonder...what's my purpose in life? ....
i dont even feel like going corea anymore..i just want to sleep the rest of the year away... sigh...
well. do congratulate me. because i now officially know what it feels like.
i cant believe i fell for it again. this is the number what time? only God knows. well. great. here i am in front of the computer crying my eyes out for the 1st time in quite a while. i had a lot to say. but now sitting here looking at this screen.
i no longer feel sad and dejected. in fact, i feel furious and annoyed. follow your heart. this has to be one of the stupidest sayings ever made. well, good riddance to it!
love ginny.
thanks for everything ian low. i hope you get what you're looking for.
me : pa, are you coming back today?
dad : no, why? what happened?
me: huh? nothing la..just tot if u coming back ask u help me buy sugar cane
dad : GINNY YAP. I TELL U AH. LET ME MAKE THIS STRAIGHT TO YOU
me : huh? *blur*
dad : WAD IS WRONG WITH U? WHY ARE U ALWAYS HAVING ALL THIS CRAVINGS?!
me : i have cravings eveyrday @_@..cannot wan meh??
*house phone rings*
dad : WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR DAUGHTER?
mum : nothing? why?
dad : WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS WANT THINGS
everybody stoned T_T
another 1..i was wearing a polo raplh lauren top from hoongs
dad : who so much money buy for you that shirt?
me : my friend lor @_@
dad : WHO
me : datuk's son
dad : WHAT? DATUK OR DATUKS SON?
me : DATUKS SON LA
dad : *to my bro n mum* YOU BETTER WATCH OUT FOR HER AND WHO SHE's GOING OUT WITH..
macibai..my father things im swiddling old man's money by sleeping with them and now im pregnant cuz i got cravings?? wth "=_= i have cravings everday but i just dont mention them to him >=( psycho
and then today's convo lagi best...on the way home from school with my mum ..i got urine infection again "=_= and then best..period come with it...
mum : I TELL U AH!! U CAUSE ME A LOT OF PROBLEMS WAN LOR..SICK SICK SICK
me : *silence*
mum : YOUR FATHER ANOTHER 1!! 2day i 4got to leave the key in the letterbox, he came home no key then scold scold scold
me : anndd thennnnn
mum : SCOLD ALREADY NOT ENOUGH! GO AND SHIT IN THE GARDEN
me : HE WHAT? @_@
mum : he no ket cannot go in so he go and shit in the garden
me : ............@_@.................
...i must conclude..i come from a family of retards.. @_@..i may have inherited that gene as well @_@
AND MY GAWD!! IM SO FED UP RIGHT NOW!! ever since i got my chicken pox last year i have been constantly getting infections and getting sick!! on sunday it was eye infection which until now hasnt fully healed! AND a few days back i got urine infection again which i didnt take notice of until it got so bad today i was twitching constantly!! GARHHHH
and im messing up in school again "=_=.. pfft..i should really do something about this..
Thursday, July 27, 2006
at 1st im damn hyped wan!! den i saw wah!! my area so small..not many people yet also..so get ready la..den at the begininng reshmonu..NOT BAD..still quite happy n bopping to his beat..better yet.. being the shorty i am..i manage to get a place where i could see the whole stage clearly cuz for some reason the people in front of me were like standing in a straight time..and my head fit right into the middle of 2 ppl =3 BETTER STILL!! got this superbly leng chai guai lou not very far away from me..SUMMOH SMILE AT ME!! dahlah aku shy.. aku malu pulak...so i ended up blushing and turning away!! wahahhaha!! damn pai seh!!
....den finally pussycat dolls came OUT..AND THEN EVERYONE STARTED SHOVING AND STUFF.. and i ended up behind 3 6++footers T_T ..couldn't see shit for the few 15 mins to half an hour..and just gave up and stood behind them quietly u_u and after i could finally see..i no more mood eidi u_u ........hot..tired and annoyed...
den dunno why the pussycat dolls all looked so chan especially their main singer..she looked so sick and aneroxic-ish BUT THEY ALL HAD SUPERBLY CHUN BODIES *drools* and their outfits n moves.. *orgasms* ...AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE 1 of their outfits..the black dress thingie..WAHHH!! how happy if i can get it!!!
finally the show ended..QUITE FAST !_!.. i think reshmonu's opening was longer than the pussycat doll's concert..and eveyrone was like calling for encore..but they just didn't layan..we all standing there waiting but nobody come out u_u ..wuuwuwuw... after that i went up to the hotel..den while im there ;p nobody else a llowed except those wid vip passes..but i just shot the fella some sad puppy dog eyed look cuz i didnt want to rush with eveyrbody else..then the pussycat dolls car drove right past..eveyrone was like waving and cheering at them..but they just sat in the car preoccupied with their own things!!! u_u haih..expected more from them
im not much of a crowd person...im not fond of clubbing..i like lounges more and just cuddling up with a love one with chill out music playing in the background..the whole club seen..i just freeze up and get annoyed.. u_u..so i didn't really enjoy the concert.. i liked linkin park the best!! wahahhaa..got seats ma...and then the thing is tiered so no pushing here and there n cramming..den again i was at the vip area..BUT WADEVER LAR>.got sits..tired can sit..high that time can stand and jump and cheer! and since its tiered can see so clearly summoh!! =3 huahuahuhaa
sigh..i wanna go inxs.. but im so so so so so so so so broke!! anybody can get free tickets *big puppy dog eyes with added puppy dog pout*
AND I CANT BELIEVE IM GOING TO MISS JIM BRICKMAN!! URGHH!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM! i was at his concert a few years back..at the beginning i didn't want to go..but i was forced to..and i found out I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!!! >=(
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
golly gee.. i really should stop blogging in such a cinapek manner.. hahaha..
stupid conversations of the day
stupid conversation 1
annonymous : wei..i think u better come school leh.. teacher very angry liao...
me : tell teacher la.. that i got eye infection later infect eveyrbody how.?
annonymous : tell already but teacher dont care!! now teacher said u cannot go corea liao
me : ...
annonymous 2 : eh gin..serious..i think u better come school now.. teacher now asking everybody boycot u dun let u go corea n abandone u..
me : HOW U WANT ME COME? come n infect everybody is it?? walk there ah
annonymous 2 : hah..i dont know lor..but teacher now angry until... wait ah...
annynymous 3 : eh...u better come school leh..teachers very angry leh
me : i know? how? not like i can do anything
annonymous 3 : u call her la
me : i dont have her no also
annonymous 3 : nah ***-*******
me: ring ring ring.. *nobody answers*
later smses
annonymous 4 : eh gin..i heard teacher very angry at u wor..dun let u go corea eidi wor..
me : dun let la..den see who's gonna take my place at the dance
annonymous 4 : sabrina wor
*dit dit dit* 1 message received
sabrina : eh gin, miss felicia said if ure eye still like that dont worry, dont need to come. and miss khoo said, we r looking forward to seeing u on thursday but if ure eye is still serious don't worry about it. you dont have to.
LIKE DAMN WTF RIGHT???!?!/ at the beginning eveyrone was telling abt my eye infection then they went on rampage abt how irresponsible i was n crap like that >=@
stupid conversation 2
me : eh wake up.. if u go back to sleep ..im gonna let u sleep den ure assignment ure problem
ian : ok ok..let me get ready den go giant den come over
me : giant?? go giant for wad?
ian : cuz giant there exchange things very fast
me : echange wad?? why u need to exchange thing??
ian : cuz japan make cars very fast ma..so i choose japan lor*muffled*
me : im gonna call ure house phone..i cant hear a word ure saying
ian : uhhahh..hello
me : WAD DID U SAY JUST NOW
ian : i said japan make cars very fast...so i choose giant
me : WAD?? u go giant cuz japan make cars very fast?
ian : yah... thats y i choose japan cuz japan make cars very fast wan
me : ............wake up..if not im just going to let u sleep..
ian : orh...okay......
............."=_= ...this is wad u get when talking to a half asleep person..u can imagine the frustration
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i used to respect both of u and never said a single thing abt both of u when everybody else was talking behind your backs saying how fucked up both of u are and that im unlucky for getting both of u as our teacher chaperone for corea..instead i was like no la..where got..they are quite nice wad.. im quite happy it's them..
WELL NOT ANYMORE IM NOT.. brainless bafoons.. hello? im having eye infection okay. which needs a week to heal and it's contagious..yesterday in school also i come back halfway why because my eyes were red and itching and tearing and a lot of discharge was coming out.. JUST BECAUSE TODAY DOCTOR ASK ME NOT TO GO SCHOOL BECAUSE I WILL INFECT EVERYBODY ELSE THEN NOW U ALL THE WHOLE COREA TEAM TO BOYCOTT ME AND ABANDONE ME AND NOT TALK TO ME? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?? just because i care about everyone else and i don't want them to get my infection as well..which in the end later they can't go corea IM WRONG? IM AN IRRESPONSIBLE FUCK??
HELLO? without me now.. OKAYLAH..simple as this.. kick me off the corea trip.. so who's gonna dance the joget? =3 who's gonna dance your chinese dance.. AND CAN ACTUALLY FIT IN MY COSTUME? =3?? who's gonna play getah for you.. who's gonna give you your batiks and what nots for your cultural booth?? OH MY MY......
YOU ALL DAMN SELFISH OKAY.. you all think the world revolves around you and you have the power to do or say anything just because both of you are the teacher advisors for this trip?? WHY WHY ARE BOTH OF YOU the teacher advisors.. because you were chosen? *smirks* why nooo..i asked around before we found out who's the teacher advisors..it's because nobody applied for it =3
EVEYRBODY IS STARTING TO GET FED UP WITH YOU PEOPLE LOR..... talk about responsibility all this all that.. WAH!! INFECTION ALSO ITS MY DOING RIGHT... that day people go visit friend in hospital also wrong right.. PEOPLE IN ICU UNIT.. DYING AND WOW.. they still kena fuck for not attending your damned rehearsals.. we already doing so well..everything done..even miss shanti said it was all good despite missing the 2 ppl.. BUT DOES IT MATTER? NO! OF COURSE NOT..... AT LEAST NOT TO THE BOTH OF U
that day just because 1 of you went extra class and the students in that class gave you a hard time you took it out of us.. WHERE's YOUR SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY? lashing out on the innocent just because you're angry thanks to another group of students??
it's no surprise why so many of the ex form 5's for the past 3-4 years hate the both of u..and congratulations.. YOU HAVE JUST LOST MY FRIGGIN RESPECT...
Sunday, July 23, 2006
raw birds nest from sabah for sale.. 1 kg. 5.5k .. ITS CHEAP OKAY..outside for 1kg is 7K.. u ppl onli know how to eat..dunno how much is it...
got eidi clean wan also..but i dunno how much =3.. but raw 1 is more jek dak.. cuz it also proves its real.. nowadays a lot of fake u know =3
well..i just had to type this out before i forgot about it again =3 ..off to bed.. toodles
(8.00am edit : MAH CHOW HAI MY FATHER..FUCKING SOHAI AND USELESS.. blardy hell.. just cuz when he woke up im sitting here..den i go back n sleep..im sleeping so nicely and he bloody comes banging on my door.. for wad.. to clean the dog shit so he can wash the floor.. ASSWIPE... U WASHING THE FLOOR..DUNNO HOW TO WASH AWAY THE SHIT IS IT..
DEN NVM LAR..wake up.. not eve 5 secs after he come barging into my room.. he starts screaming again..FASTER WAKE UP LAR.. mahai..he damn lucky chippy is not in my room..if not his hands or leg now sure bleeding..fucker
DEN LAGI BEST..when im outside cleaning..i have to scoop the shit 1st den onli put at the longkang area after that onli use water n break it up so it can drop down..got 3 piles of shit..when im picking up 1 shit..hes standing there shouting why still got shit here.. den when m picking up the 3rd pile hes screaming again..WHY IS THE SHIT STILL HERE *at the long kang* ..bloody hell..im wad..super woman ah? i got 8 hands 8 legs ah?? MAH CHOW HAI
GO N FUCK URESELF LAR ASSHOLE... i already dislike my dad A LOT.. since i was in primary..now he makes me hate him..day by day..more and more... UGH
Saturday, July 22, 2006
http://youthforhumanity.tripod.com/
i found this site quite inspiring so ive decided to join.. but i want everyone to read the article here *http://youthforhumanity.bravejournal.com/* about Gypsy ...and realise how cruel people are to animals... and help fight for our cause =3 ..
please and thank you
Friday, July 21, 2006
but that bastard on an ian ruined it AGAIN.. god damn u... fuck u lar..fucking asshole..
...and now i have no1 to go to the pussycat dolls concert with T_T.. ANY VOLUNTEERS?
Thursday, July 20, 2006
rememebr the puchong doggies n cats.. well the buddhist society of malaysia are going to keep them doggies until they can find homes for them =3... i was so happy at 1st..i found this out in school..i just remember...
and the 2nd 1..a school mate of mine was involved in a hit and run a few days back and his brain is like totally dead now..so he's been in a coma..critical stage.. and today his father was suppose to take off his life support..but they have decided to wait till saturday =3...
at 1st he moved a muscle..but...sad to say..the doctor said it was dued to his blood..not his brain...
sigh........may god be with him...a little prayer will go a long way =)...
MY MAID RAN AWAY.. AND WITH LOTS OF MONEY INCLUDING THE MONEY I WAS SUPPOSE TO TAKE TO KOREA.. and you know whaaaatt! she was the best maid ever and i trusted HER LIKE HELL!!! i was even closer to her than to any member of my family.. SO LIKE WTF LOR...
i am so stoned right now..... how can she do this to me T_T..............
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
like a month back or something there was that blardy incident of the poor old man who kindly took in all the stray dogs and all his gawd damn dogs were killed.. LIKE U BRAINLESS DICKS...
den now the dog pound in puchong as well!! THIS FRIDAY SO MANY POOR DOGGIES N KITTIES WILL BE KILLED!! and if im not wrong..they wont be put to sleep.. THEY WILL BE SHOT to save cost.. LIKE BLARDY HELL.........
AS IF THATS NOT ENOUGH.. JUST NOW MY DAD WAS BEING A BLARDY ASSHOLE..just cuz my baby ginger bit his plants.. he went and HIT her so hard that she was like screaming!! i dont mean howling i mean screaming!! bloody hell..den i wanted to go out n tam her but he locked the damn grill T_T..like wtf..so i went to the window and called her..and she was shaking like hell..dont even dare to come near me.. T_T.. FOR GAWD SAKES!! SHE ONLY A PUPPY AND HER TEETH IS ITCHING!?!?!?! NEED TO HIT UNTIL SO HARD ANNOT ORH?!
>=( hwo come all i ever hear about is charity for orphanages and old folk homes!! why doesnt anyone care about the animals and animal shelters??!! ARENT THEIR LIVES AS IMPORTANT?!?? THEY GET KILLED FOR GAWDS SAKE!! I DONT SEE PEOPLE GOING TO ORPHANAGES OR OLD FOLK HOMES TO SHOOT THEM DOWN?!?!?!
i know la important also.. BUT WHY DONT BALANCE OUT A BIT WAN!! CIS!!!!! >=( I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW...
click HERE and sign =3 and pass it on
I guess some of you might have already received an SMS about this animal shelter in dire need of people to adopt their animals? If not, let me tell you. There's this animal shelter in Puchong that will put down about 60 animals (I presume cats & dogs) if no one adopts them by this Friday ( 21 July 2006).
So, if you're thinking of getting a new pet or another pet, why not head on down and check it out.
Here's the address;
No.1 Jalan Utama
Taman Perindustrian Puchong Perdana.
Tel: 016-607 0398(Kokila) or 012-223 8459(Sham)
Monday, July 17, 2006
even the slightest things can put me into this emo spin of annoyance and at times even bring me to tears..what in fucks sake is wrong with me again... gawd damn it..
im bloody moody now..and i just want to get out of the hse. but everyone i feel like going out with atm doesnt want to go out...... how rare........ UGH........
*2.30 edit. i have found my savior... fugsz! btw su ann ;p haha.. his blog has a post dedicated 2 u.. www.fugz.blogspot.com ...*
Thursday, July 13, 2006
WHY ARE U SO FUCKING CONCEITED!!?! WHY DO U ASSUME THAT EVERYTIME U SAY SORRY AND U HUG ME AND ILL FORGIVE YOU AND GET BACK WITH YOU?!
DID I NOT MAKE IT CLEAR THAT UNLESS U TOLD HER OFF AND TOLD YOUR FRIENDS OFF I WILL NTO GET BACK WITH YOU? WE BROKE UP FOR 2 MONTHS AND YET YOU STILL ASSUME THAT WE DIDN'T?!?! WASNT I CLEAR ENOUGH THAT I WOULD STAY BROKEN UP WITH YOU FOR MORE THAN 2 MONTHS?!??!
NOW.. JUST BECAUSE THERE MAY BE ANOTHER GUY WHO MIGHT SWEEP ME OFF MY FEET IM LIKE CHEATING ON YOU?! LIKE WTF? YOU FUCKING DUMPED ME FOR HER SAYING THAT YOU WERE MORE WILLING TO LOSE ME THAN HER?!?! SO WTF ARE YOU TRYING TO DO?!?!
I TOLD YOU I STILL LOVED YOU.. THATS Y I STILL GAVE YOU CHANCES TO FIX IT.. BUT NOOOOOOO.. U BLOODY PRETEND THAT I NEVER SAID SUCH THING AND SAY THAT THE OTHER GUY POISONED MY MIND?! HELLO???!
THE OTHER GUY AND I NEVER EVEN TALKED ABOUT YOU OR EVEN ABOUT US FOR THAT MATTER OF FACT?!! HES JUST BEEN EXTREMLY NICE TO ME..AND IF IM NOT WRONG HE'S LIKE THAT TO QUITE A LOT OF PEOPLE OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! SO HAPPENS I HAVENT BEEN TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS IN A LONG TIME.. AND AT MY MOST UPSET TIME WHICH IS BEING DUMPED BY YOU AGAIN FOR THE GAWD KNOWS WHAT TIME.. FOR ANOTHER GIRL >..FOR THE SAME GIRL none the less......
my heart weakens SLIGHTLY but yet still loves you dearly.. AND IM TWO TIMING YOU AND GIVING YOU FAKE CHANCES??!
blardy mah chi bai... i eidi told u from the beginning of our break up over 2 months ago.. that unless u get rid of her.. I WILL NEVER GET BACK WITH YOU.. NOT THIS TIME........pls refresh ure brainless stubborn conceited egoistic perasan BRAIN.... thank you.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Monday, July 10, 2006
hahaha..eh ervin..u should b proud of my msn personal message now.. lol... "italy?france? ervin says italy got more leng chai's so GO GO ITALY!" hahahhahaha...
im dying right now..super tired.. garh!! why am i in school!! damn sad case wei.. have to go hall and make sum weird announcement thingie summoh.. WHATS WORST IS IM HIDEOUS TODAY!! i woke up with 4 mosquito bites of my face!! AND ONE OF THEM ON MY LIPS CAUSING MY LIPS TO SWELL UP TO A VERY HIDEOUS botox experiment gone wrong T_T....
i wanna go home and sleep... *cries*
Sunday, July 09, 2006
am so annoyed!! i went to klcc on friday and i fell in love with this pair of gold and white adidas shoes called the sleek series.. I DINDT KNOW THEY WERE LIMITED OKAY!! so today when i went to try them on... the lady told me..the whole of KL..each size only got 1.. and my size 4.. SOLD ALREADY >=@ CURSE U WHOEVER BOUGHT IT!! HOW CAN U DO THIS TO ME.. 1st my gold and white nike's and the GOLD AND WHITE NIKE JACKET...AND NOW THE ADIDAS TOO?!?!?! DOES GOLD AND WHITE JUST NOT LIKE ME?!?! WHERE IS THE JUSTICE??!?! I SEE NO JUSTICE!! T_T..
and curse u le sports sac people.. tell me the tokidoki is limited.. that time make me so sad..then said wont have anymore stock coz limited edition..and what..today i see so many >=( make me dont wanna buy anymore.. BEEP.. well not that i have money to buy anyway..and seeing as my kai kor who owes me so many things has decided to not answer my calls or reply my sms "=_= .. dont wanna answer him or reply him di.. BEEP.. lousy...
ginny loves green curry <3 <3 <3
aihya..i got so many thigns to do lar..my legs are in desperate need of waxing but i feel so lazy T_T.. but how can i go out with such hideous legs?!??! garh.. i havent even think of what im going to say in the hall morrow... "=_= ...i havent done my moral..or my bio... greeeaaattt.. just greaaat.. and my aunty is annoying me.. dammit... she found out i lost my hp.. GARHHHHHH.. why my family so ARGHHHH wan.. T_T
and im in dilemma again weh.... ERVIN CHUA!! ALL YOUR FAULT......... haih.............hamster monkey.. or monkey bear? HAIH...................here we go again.............. the never ending cycle of weird n messy relationships.. T_T...............
Saturday, July 08, 2006
99 things u may or may not know about me
1. i hate it when people dont reply my sms-es
2. i dont like it when i say bye and u reply me with a bye again
3. pink is actually not my favourite colour *i like all*
4. i love snakes
5. i hate white chocolate
6. i like being naked
7. im very sensitive
8. i dont eat lamb or goat
9. i have 2 blogs
10. i want a french maid outfit
11. i want a full blown bunny outfit
12. or even a kitty kat
13. i like the name jason
14. i like sports
15. i hate worms
16. i like the sun
17. i hate cold weather
18. i dont talk unless u talk
19. i love fruits
20. i rarely eat sweets
21. i rarely eat potato chips
22. i like soya sauce
23. i dont like wearing undergarments
24. i dont like big crowds
25. i dont like going out in big groups
26. im quite anti social
27. i dont like clubbing
28. i tell a lie every single day u_u
29. i love spicy food
30. my fav chinese dish is gu lou yok
31. i hate soya bean
32. i dont eat chinese tong suis or desserts
33. I HATE BIRDS NEST SOUP
34. i like the smell of petrol
35. i dont drink cold tea
36. i love kids
37. i cant use a calculator properly
38. i dont like using earphones
39. i dont own a pair of three quarter pants *cant find any that fits*
40. i love summer dresses
41. my nose was hit by a basketball
42. i have a brother and a sister
43. i HATE it when people throw rubbish all over the place
44. i like to take my tray after eating and throw the stuff on it and putting on top of that huge dustbin thing when i am in places like mc donalds, kfc or burger king
45. i love waffles
46. i choose books based on their covers
47. i hate sungei wang
48. im a neoprint addict
49. i onli wear about a quarter of my wardrobe
50. i hate throwing things away
51. i onli grew 2-3 cm since std 5
52. i wear contacts
53. i neglect my pets
54. i like cute old people
55. im quite fond of PDA *public displays of affections*
56. im fussy
57. yet damn whatever
58. i like malay songs
59. i dont like cantonese songs
60. i dont buy fake cds
61. i love guys in polo
62. im bisexual
63. i think black guys are yummy
64. i like brunettes more than blondes
65. i've never dyed my hair before
66. i love stage acting
67. im shy.. really i am @_@
68. i dont like eating things i bake
69. i like my beef medium well with a hint of blood still oozing
70. my name was ginny since birth but its not in my birth certificate
71. i love bananas
72. AND WHIPPED CREAM!
73. i am a INACTIVE mensa member u_u
74. i have cravings everyday
75. i have more than 5 fillings in my mouth
76. i dislike school
77. i used to play dota
78. i love final fantasy
79. my ps2 died 2 yrs ago
80. i never got to finish kingdom hearts T_T
81. i dont like getting pedicures
82. I DISLIKE MASSAGES
83. i dont like morning breath kisses
84. im super 8
85. i have a phobia of driving
86. i used to see ghost when i was a kid
87. i can still feel them now but i cant see anymore.. THANK GOD
88. i HATE GENTING
89. im afraid of heights
90. i didnt get my BCG
91. i've got a very weak stomach
92. i like to eat fish =D
93. my room is full of useless junk that i cant bring myself to get rid of
94. im afraid of dancing in public
95. i used to be good at badminton
96. i dont like milk
97. i only eat cereal with HOT or at least warm milk
98. my clothes look alike
99. i have more cards than money in my wallet.. no..not credit cards.. useless cards
most of his post makes u think abt a lot of things in life... i dunno..im feeling all emo and weird right now
was talking to ervin earlier on abt the whole ian thing.....it's weird.....i just cant put my emotion into words right now......
i really wish i wasn't alone right now....
after that went sunway walk walk..nothing to do..den went to klcc.. lolz.. btw.. i dont like bakings boys cookies lor u_u taste weird..n the texture sucks.. feels like its half cooked @_@
i bought my bikini.. well okay no.. yee tsong bought it for me.. hahaha.. happy ^-^ ...
wad happened to ian? well that bastard can go fuck himself T_T.. asswipe... he dumped me and yet he scolded me for going out wid hoongs yesterday.. MAHAI... today ask him go taylors wid me also he dont want...den dont say dont want.. scold me ask me go laa..go wid ure hoong jet alllllll... all got car mar.. go laa..go find them..why find me.. wth.. "=_=
Friday, July 07, 2006
i fell in love with the most cutesy bikini in the world in roxy and courtesy of hoongs.. i got a 20% off voucher but its onli valid for 1 week.. SO QUICK QUICK I HAVE TO GO GET IT.. I LOVEEEEE ITTTTTTT SOOOOOOOO MUCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
i wanna go taylors morrow T_T..nobody wants to go wid me.. im upset.. T_T
Thursday, July 06, 2006
ON ANOTHER NOTE.. ANG HSIO HUA AND MICHELLE U SUCK!!!!!!!!!! mah geh hai!! 2day right after school i was craving for haagan dazs fondue like out of nowhere...DAMN YAN LOR.. so i called ervin
me : ervin!!!! i wanna go eat haagan dazs!! fastttterrr!!
ervin : huh? im on my way to sungei wang eidi wor...
me : COME FETCH ME FROM SCHOOL!!
ervin : cannot la..u come here lar..den i belanja u ure haagan dazs
T_T........but den.....i didnt go........no money for cab u_u and scared they come back late.... WUUWUWUWUW... so i called
me : HOONGS!! i feel like eating ice cream!!!
hoongs : HAHAHHAHA.. SOON YUEN IS EATING ICE CREAM!! HAHAHHAHAHAH
me : YERH!! u all very wai lor!! faster ..go haagan dazs
hoongs : har..cannot lar.. after this i have to go subang.. sunway there..
TT_TT..and then i just found out abt an hour ago.. hsioz n chelle WENT TO EAT HAAGAN DAZS FONDUUUUEEEEEEEE!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG... *pees on everyone* >=(
fuck man.. why this yr everything like so screwed up wan..this yr and last yr in fact...... gawd damn it..........
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
......ian is a jerk..... he says hes wid me only for my money.......... someone please stop me from looking for him again.. because his heart belong to lp...........
Monday, July 03, 2006
hahah..so ugly but i still wanna show u all hor..im damn weird.. but aihya...cannot is it..cheh.. go away then T_T
ive been really tired n stressed out lately..i have no idea why ... eveyrthing around me just seems weird.. i just want to stay at home n sleep all day =S...
and wads up with the whole england n brazil lost thing.. IT WAS LIKE SO FRIGGIN OBVIOUS they wouldnt make it to the end lor.. look at the way they play la.. pls la.. damn LAME OKAY..england especially..mahai.. all the goals also farking kai wan.. so can stop talking abt it annot T_T.. if they played well n lost unfairly then yahla..rant abt it.. but THEY PLAYED LIKE SHIT!! SHIT I TELL U!! i mean i used to support them like hell..i wanted to make jersey summoh.. but after watching them play this yr i was like ew.......england sucks cock...
hmm...im quite annoyed at the whole shoot the dogs thing.. WTF IS WRONG WID U PPL.. brainless is it!! I TAKE GUN N SHOOT URE CHILDREN CUZ U GOT TOO MANY CAN ANNOT......u rich n u wanna adopt lots of kids..so ah..eveyrday they cry ..then rue neighbours complain..so i can come n take gun n shoot all of them right?!?!?! CAN RIGHT.. WHY CANNOT?!?!? KIDS ONLI WAD.. wad they have dogs dont have?? mah chow hai.. go use ure farking brains la.. shoot shoot shoot.... the fella so farking nice take the stray dogs of the streets n u ppl go shoot.. very nice is it.. see dogs running around the streets..let rocks get thrown at them..no food..skinny..get banged by cars..n this darling soul comes along to help them and look wad u fuckinf retarded bastards n bitches do!?? NOT EVEN BASTARD N BITCHES OKAY.. U THINGS DO..u dont deserve to even be called humans.. T_T.... INHUMANE ASSES... GO FUCK URESELVES..N I HOPE U GET THE SAME TREATMENT.. ROT IN HELL DUMBASSES
hmmm.. reading some blogs n stuff..and noticing things around me..i knew i was drifting apart from my friends.. but i wasnt aware that it had gotten so bad i actually got excluded from literally everything @_@ ...in a way im okay wid it..but at the same time im not??i mean..im not too keen abt that whole im in this group n nobody else will b in this group n so i cant belong in another group thing..i find it damn lame.. n i fit in just abt anywhere.. i love my peeps from 5sc2..n honestly.. the peeps in 5sc3 r sweethearts as well..i find that im 1 of the onli few ppl in my class who can actually get along wid ppl from other classes @_@ ...but then.. the more that happenes.. the more i seem to be thrown out of the 5sc1 circle.. @_@...why is that seriously @_@........its weird......... sumtims its hard to tell who's real and who's not... for all i know they could all be talking behind my back right now @_@.....hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... i wonder....... most of them r unlike me..if i dont like u..ill tell u..but they cant.. so hmmmmmm.. makes me wonder..........maybe its the whole how im not attached to anyone right now so its hard to adapt to things...
maybe im thinking too much.. dammit..wads up wid my emoness lately...
Sunday, July 02, 2006