Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

..She Supports..

..Talk..

..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

.......my damned rabbit spice.. just left 3 very dark deep red scratches on my hand.. 2 of which have started bleeding T_T... im so nice let her out to jump around..and she do this to me.. GARRHHH >=@

btw to everyone who doesnt already know about saturday.. COME SSG FOR FOOD FIESTA+IU DAY.. and especially bring more money..especially to buy stuff from my stall.. hohohooh.. u know u love me ;p need at least rm20 u know ;p u tot cheap arh.. hahaha.. u know laaa.. everything also increase price eidi.. summoh u know la... how hard to get sugar ;p hahahhaa.. and u know laaaaa..im going school have to bake like hell for this... until feel like crying and dying... huahuahuahuahua.. so rem to stop by at my stall.. no 17.. which is 1 stall away from the coupon booth =D .. and also ahh.. if u come u get to take picture wid me with a tropical background orhh.. no la.. no bikini.. mr khaw melarang eidi u_u .. BUT STILL... ppl work hard to make that background u knoww.. summoh i have to jaga stall and help out wid that.. *hint hint*

and dont tell me crap that u have to go cheer and support.. COME SUPPORT US 1st DEN U CAN GO CHEER ON SUNDAY! see.. reasonable right? if la.. u go cheer on sat..then u cant come ssg's food fiesta eidi.. see.. see got logic annot ;p of course got la.. so point proven.. COME SSG ON SAT from 10-4!! or was it 9 @_@

im seriously sick of baking T_T.. help me.. wuwuwuwuw

n get well soon my cute little drawrf encik adnan u_u ..he's in the hospital cuz of heart attack.. we miss u lots!!

-BabyGinz-

Monday, June 26, 2006

bleargh..i havent updated properly in like ages.. and no i dont think i'll b updating properly now either.. hahaha.. damn tired..and feel so deadddd .. wanna go home.. uwuwuwuwuwuw....

hahhhaha..dammit..rememeber how my previous post was abt my fren eveline... turns out shes not the pig lady after all!! DARN IN!! wasted my time typing out that post and deleting it.. T_T

gonna be so busy this week!! have to test out my recipes for sat..den thursday n friday have to bake for sat.. tuesday jagoya wid ervin n ian.. IF ERVIN CHUA DOESNT FFK ME AGAIN *glares* ..sat food fiesta..after that genting... sunday cheer... IM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE...... and thankies to ze pinkpau for ure peanut butter chocolate cupcake recipe =D .. muacks...

hmm...a lot of ppl asking me how the shoot went.. it was ok lor.. MUCH MUCH BETTER than seventeen.. not as stressed.. but damn tiring cuz i had to wait like 7 hours b4 it was my turn ..garh~~ that was like DAMN FRUST.. and because i was the baby..everybody was like damn concerned over me..kakaka.. until they even took me out to 1u to eat.. just me...hahaha..and i had the mosttttttttttttt amazing thai food so far in kl!! =D .. its called good evening bangkok in 1U new wing.. GO GO GO...its on the same floor as dome btw...

nothing particularly interesting has been happening lately ler..at least non that i can particularly think of.. @_@ ...blargh.. headache n blurness.. bye bye...

-BabyGinz-

Friday, June 23, 2006

hahhaa..WANNA HEAR THE MOST IRONIC THING..hahah..rem the post abt the pig lady thingie.. but i deleted eidi laaa ;p.. cuz right.. SHE LOOKS NOTHING LIKE HER PIC..

n....she is now my fren =D.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.. shes even fetching me morrow..n summoh she knows a lot of my frens!! hahahah..how weird is that man!!

n i spent 35 bucks on a cab today..jsut to go to sri damansara..like wtf.. the cabbie got lost.. n jam =S.. but he felt bad also..cuz he took some money off the meter..n he kinda looked like he was going to cry..i felt so bad T_T... poor guy... NVM LAR.. he got my 35 bucks... huhuhu..he take away 1 ringgit onli ma.. chiew...

malas to blog eidi alr nowadays..why ark..i also dunno @_@...

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, June 22, 2006

thanks to everyone who helped vote for me on the samsung thing !! *huggles to all of u* ... and im in!! mwahhaha.. shall b off to a pre meeting morrow and the full shoot on sat ! wish me luck!! n muacks to everyone who helped me!!! THANKS!

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

i feel mentally exhausted right now.. im just so sick and fed up of things.. this week i've missed school 2x already.. and honestly..i dont feel like going again at all for quite a while..

things at home have been getting messier.. things with ian have been getting even worst.. we fought again yesterday..and today he said he didnt want to talk to me again..yahde yahde yahde.... i kinda wonder if me losing my phone yetserday on our 2 yr anniversary meant something.. like telling me to leave the past and move on with the present?

life's confusing at times..how much of it can i withstand.. im getting more and more zapped of my usual chirpy hyper happy self..and when u look at me..you tend to see this hollow empty void.. emotionless and dead...

i wonder if it's just 1 of those teen phases where you go all emo and stuff.. or are things around me really seriously affecting my life?

im so emotionally drained right now...

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

.........i lost my hp.........please dont call or msg... will update u guys when i get back my sim card... but yes..it will be the same number..

-BabyGinz-

Monday, June 19, 2006

haha..i hadnt realised my blog is no longer private..oh well..NO..im not going to change my blog link..i have no reason 2... huhuhu... so actually yeah..if any of u want to link it..go ahead i guess..but i prefer if u dont la ;p

and as i have been tag by alia..hahaha..here goes

8 different points of my perfect lover.

1. ROMANTIC

2. sweet

3. funny

4. LOVE ME..AND ONLY ME..hahahha

5. loyal

6. loves animals like me =D

7. is not tooooo stuck on his friends... T_T.....

8. pamper me =D

-BabyGinz-

http://my.samsungmobile.com/en/club/event/sfcpromo/sfcpromo.htm?pageid=xvote

go here..vote for me..but u have to create acc 1st..create acc at www.samsungmobile.com ..

PASS IT ON.. onli got until 21st.. please n thank u

u know i love u!

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, June 17, 2006

actually leh..i got a lot of things to blog abt wan geh.. but then leh..i dunno why i suddenly forgot abt most of them u_u SORRY LAR.. ish ish...

BUT

i have discovered a hidden talent =D!!

i am quite good at guessing football matches.. so far.. out of like 18 matches.. i guessed 15 correct =D!!! terror hor..say yes.. hahaha.. the other 3.. SHOULD B CORRECT WAN LOR.. u_u .. its like damn default wan in the end suddenly.. cheh cheh.. go away..

and im sad today.. u_u i even cried in class.. GAWD DAMN U SEKOLAH SRI GARDEN!! i love pn raja T_T.. why take her away from me nowwwwwww.. U ALL SUCK!! SUCK SUCKS SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!! T_T ...*glares* ... so what form 5 not enough bm teacher..so..kenot find other teacher wan meh..why must take away my bm teacher and then she can't b our class teacher summoh.. WAD RUBBISH IS THIS>!?!?!

quite stress ler lately..actually not stress...just extremely busy @_@ i also dunno why..just too many things to do...

....cinammon died u_u ...... i don't know why..but he died... haih..i wanna get replacement but im scared and i got no money also..

aihya..why my typing getting mroe n more chinese slang wan.. quite hard to read lor i realise.. u_u huhuhuh.. oh well..

and i finally brought ginger home =D ..who's ginger? she's my new puppy..hehehehe.. dalmation+labrador+collie ... birthday 11th april! ^-^.. she is my baby milo's grand daughter! cool yea? she has the most interesting colours..and amazingly.. MY DAD DIDNT SCREAM HIS HEAD OFF AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.....HOW COOL IS THAT?!!?!?!!...................

hahaha...ok..im a bit high now.. dunno why..im weird.. and today i met up with a friend who i havent seen in 7 YEARS!! 7 FRIGGIN YEARS.... 6 years we totally lost contact man!! hahaha.. he used to be my best friend.. his birthday is onli 3 days before mine..and everyone used to say we were together.. YES EVERYONE! ITS MERVYN ONG!.. who ironically..is ian's head of marketing department's son @_@.. HOW SCARY IS THAT.. the world is soooo small..so many connections here and there....

quite lazy to type eidi..hahah..sorry for my extremely weird and random update ... shall do it properly when im feeling less weird..lolz

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, June 08, 2006

this was suppose to be yetserdays post..but the damn thing wouldn't publish so i saved it as my draft u_u

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right right..i know im suppose to be on hiatus and all but I CANT HELP IT.. I JUST SOOO HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS..

but in case you're wondering im on hiatus cuz im going through depression again...

anyyyywaayy.my bro n his gf brought me to KL PAC 2day to finally watch the fastest clock in the universe........N BLOODY FUCKING HELL... THE SCRIPT.. WAS JUST BLOODY BRILLIANT I TELL U!! BRILLIANNNNTTT!!

btw.. gavin has the most gorgeous body .. <3 <3 <3 I SWEAR ITS SOOOOO YUMMYYYYY!! i felt like stripping him entirely or something.. huahuahuhaua... his eyes~~ HIS EYES!! he was soooo good with his eyes!!! and aihya.i keep thinking of his body.hahahahahha.. *shivers*

but i found foxxtroot darrrrlinng kinda out of place.. his chinese accent... very kek sui.. and his acting a bit ameaturish compared to the rest of the cast.. and quite obvious. but ok la.. props to him still laaaaa...

nnn iii loooveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sorbet~ hahahahaa..shes soooooooo cutee her accent is like the most adooraablleelestt thing in the world!! I LOVE HER.. oooouuuuuuoooo!!! that was just fuckinnnggggg adorable...

captain...hahaha..i dunno wad to comment on him.. but hsi expressions all damnnn cutttee!!! and he was just brilliant at conveying his feelings!!!! AHhhhhhhHhhhH.. it was definitely better than i expected XD

cheetah b..hahaha..shes 1 hell of an adorable grandmother.. wahh..and she was talking abt the animal skinning thing.. I ACTUALLY SHUDDERED MAN!! shows u how power it was...

I LOVEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at the beginning like ok ok onli.. but later i started to feel it..i was quite absorbed..and i could feel the characters emotions... when cougar started hitting sorbet ..i wanted to scream at him or something @_@.. lol... i think i get to attached to things

after the play ended..i just kinda froze..i was so overwhelmed with the script... i actually just sat there blinking ... as if time stopped or something...arghh!i dunno how to describe!! WATCH LA PPL!! DAMN CHEAP OKAY..30 BUCKS ONLY LOR!! fast fast.. u got until sunday!!

n i wanna watch drum slices T_T... who wants to go wid me T_T

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

sometimes..things just dont go the way u expect them to......

i might b on a short hiatus for a while....

sorry..

-BabyGinz-

Monday, June 05, 2006

right..so i has this like kaya ball craving for the past 3 days..and i started badgering my mum about it..so she got fedup and sent me and the maid all the way to mid valley today..cuz we didnt know where else to get kaya balls.. and i must say.. I AM EXTREMELY UNSATISFIED >=( lousy kaya balls!! totally didnt satisfy my craving!!! BAH HUM BUG!!!

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, June 04, 2006

ginny is now happy again XD..why?? because she went to mid valley today AND SHE GOT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CHARACTERS OF OVER THE HEDGE!! mwahahahhaaa.. happy happy happy... they look sooo cutee u know!! look exactly like the movie!!!! and yahla..im like the onli NON below 12 yr old kid lining up to take pic BUT SO WHAT! i happy can annot.. T_T.. cheh.. go away... i know im childish!! but the guy who took fer me.. AIH.. quite lousy.... dunnohow he take wan "=_= zzzzzzz.. nvm nvm.. mebbe it'll look better on the computer.. when i get it on the computer.. wuwuuw..yah..i dint have a camera so i had to use my hp u_u HAIH....

watched daisy! XD u know how much i actually dislike korean dramas cuz i think their language is soooo unsexy.. well.. I LOVED DAISY!! watch watch.... so... <3 <3 <3.... even ian who was complaining abt it..and refused t go in actually enjoyed it..he was like FUCK! SHIT!! why liek that!! NOOO!! OMG... HOW CAN.. WAH!! WHY?!! DONNT!!! NO NO!!! WRONG GUY.. hahahaha.. he so gan jiong..more gan jiong den me...

and ken n liz! URE RIGHT!! hahaha.. dman nice the portugese grilled fish thing at the oasis food court <3 <3 <3 i ate until like damnnn full eidi but kenot tahan ..still keep chucking in my mouth... *drools* i feel like eating again.... XD ..... yummy yummmmmyyyy...........but if u dont like hot things ;p dun eat..hahahaa.. cuz its quite spicy.not very la..but for those who cant eat wan..sure will cry.. ladidadida..

I NEED MONEY!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-BabyGinz-

............................................i have a fucking headache or possibly migraine. its so friggin painful its even affected my teeth..now my gums feels swollen or sum crap like that..i might possibly be having a headache.. i stayed at home today..i feel like dying now........my period has ended.. but life has just gotten crappy...

my ex still makes me cry..and he still lies to me and plays fucked up games with my emotions...

im still continuously broke...

lifes the bomb =D.....

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i am bored..headachy..agrivated..agitated n frustrated.. so i shall pass time by doing a random survey u_u ..huhuhu

Who is the first person on your recent callslist?
ian... u_u .. i know what you're thinking T_T.. STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT

What kind of shampoo do you use?
erm..i forgot..but it smells like berries XD

What song do you hear right now?
what song do i hear right now? like wtf?

If you could drink anything right this second,what would it be?
youurr bllooooodddd >=D

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my head...

If someone you hated died, would you laughand piss on their grave?
actually..i think i would laugh..but piss ah..no la ;p so bad meh.. kekeke

What color shirt are you wearing?
pink

What size ring do you wear?
blinks 0_o

Do you own a camera phone?
yupz

Are you bored?
excrutiatingly bored..

What was your elementary schools mascot?
do we have a mascot?

What's your favorite bottled water?
.............................erm................................................

What's the next concert/show you're going to and when?
perhaps JJ ..on the 1st of july.. if i decide to go.. hahahah

What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
chatting and being bored as usual

What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
banana mocha caramel frappacinnooooooo XD

Do you exercise as much as you should?
....unfortunately...no u_u

Did you attend your High School prom?
erm..i attended a few..?? hahahah

Did you go to someone else's prom?
erm..its in my school? but it wasnt meant to be mine ;p haha

Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
been there done that

STRANGE QUESTIONS:

Name something within 5 ft. of you.
my bunnieeess <3 me wuv u spice and cinammon

How long can you hold your breath underwater?
not very... u_u

What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
CHOCOLATEEEEE XD

Your nails were last painted?
in bali...at the beach.. FORCEFULLY...

The weirdest thing you've ever heated in themicrowave?
ive never heated anything in the microwave.. at least i dun remember doing so

How much Japanese do you know?
enough =D

Sparkly things?
oooooo...sparrrkklllyyyyy #_#

Do you sing?
erm..depends wad u mean by that..but i guess so

Ever sang in front of a crowd?
yupz

Do you dance?
no T_T...

Is your hair long enough to chew on?
yup....but only my dogs chew on it

Do you want to get married?
YEAHHH XD

What age do u want kids?
before 25..

how many kids?at least 3.. AT LEAST...

What was the name of your first grade teacher?
i had a lotr of first grade teachers T_T

How many people do you currently have a crush on?
im not sure.... "=_=

Name something memorable from the past week.
i fell in love with the most cutesy woootssiiieeee dress in zara.... well..i fell in love with 2..but i could afford 1 and i couldnt fit in it anyways and its sold out now.. BUT I AM NOW THE PROUD OWNER OF A WHITE DRESS WITH PINK POLKA DOTS... well..as soon as i collect it.. wad..it was too big but i just had to have it..soooo zaraaaa's altering it fer me XD

-BabyGinz-

Friday, June 02, 2006

........i am not happy >=( ............. MY SEAT WAS TOOOO FAR AWAAAAAAAAYYYYYY *wails* AND ON TOP OF THAT!!! i didnt get to take pics with them >>=(( .... *pouts*

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, June 01, 2006

ginny is sad. moody. depressed. upset. agitated. frustrated. moneyless. unhappy. annoyed. distressed.

and she hopes that cartoonival will make her happy provided she can still get tickets considering she wants to watch it morrow and its ticketcharge is already closed.. T_T.. sigh...

-BabyGinz-