Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

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So i finally got around to sorta finishing my layout. still a bit buggy here and there but im not free now la! later la ;p

Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.

..The Princess..

I am the very sin of life itself, living in a world and civilization i deem unworthy of the many now ruined perfection it was blessed with. The social anti-social i be but thats another part of me you will eventually see or hope to see.

I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.

But who am i really?

That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.

What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.

Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.

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..Credits..

I'm Ginny; girly, emotional, rough and fundamentally retarded. Oh, mustn't forget extremely lazy and amazing at procrastination as well and err...well, clumsy (don't ask).

The surname's Yap and no my full name isn't really necessary in introductions. Arrogant, stubborn and well, what more might you ask?

Born 18th Feb 1990 though it looks like I was only alive since 2005 considering my innate obsession for all things cute and furry with the addition of my rather child like mentality equivalent to that of a 5 year old.

I'm sugar, spice and everything nice. Or so this is what I would like to think. POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

Ginny is also short thus therefore becoming one of the main source of entertainment for those towering above her. Measuring at A MAXIUMUM of 160 cm, (note: maximum, therefore I'm actually really shorter than that.) she is very often rejected for jobs that require a minimum height requirement. Oh woe is me. LOOK, even her dog is taller than her U_U

With a shoe size of only 4 and when she's lucky 5, she doesn't really balance very well. Hur hur hur.

Loves food which would be the main contribution of my ever expanding waistline yet loves animals just as much. This therefore equates to a SAD Ginny trying very hard to cut down on food and attempt to slowly turn vegan. *pats self on back* Thank gawd for ice cream (NO MEAT!!).

Ginny is also highly obsessive compulsive and is rather anal about her food being mixed together. I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND IT when my dishes are touching each other and mixing =(. I'm quite the oxymoron considering that I cannot stand a dirty and messy room yet I live in one. Ah, how oh so typical of me.

Also adores all things frilly and sexy, Ginny has a rather unhealthy obsession for bikinis, lingerie and costumes (ie. Nurse, French maid, sexy pirate). SO WE ALL KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR PRESENTS YA. However her bra size shall not be disclosed here and if you do intend to get her lingerie do get someone to check on her size first =p

Not into fashion as a whole but loves clothes just as much as any ordinary girl out there. Almost never wear skirts but I just can't seem to stop buying them @_@ I do however love dresses and will almost always be seen in them if my legs have been waxed (which is pretty rare) I have more dresses than bottoms *O* and a majority of them cannot be worn on normal days. Pfft.

This perpetually retarded princess is also inked with a fairy on the right side of her back. It's a naked emotional fairy if you can't already tell. WHAT? It's very me what!! Yah, I love fairies and all things magical. CANNOT AH NOW? Got her tattoo in 2007 at a friend's shop in Sunway called INKED. I REALLY REALLY WANT MORE if anybody would like to sponser me =3 ladidadida.

Ginny also realises that this description page is getting way too lengthy but while selecting pictures she accidentally picked too many and insist that she uses it all, so do bear with her please. How la can you say no to that innocent face of hers. HOHOHOHOHO.

Also goes by the name Cheekypixie and Babygin, this multi personality abomination of a female can be the most annoying bimbo you will ever meet yet at certain points in her life becomes the nerdiest geekiest creature alive. (though not necessarily smart) Ignoring the dumb, daft me, I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS (another hint on what to give me lar hor) especially complicated twisted ones.

Also loves music and extremely into theather. Not that I can play any intrument but lets forget the loser side of me yea. Listens to almost anything but isn't that big a fan of heavy metal. More into mellow quiter songs and the occasional fast paced ones. If I were to tell you my favourite songs you would probably be reading for the next 5 hours.

Loves electronical games and is an avid Final Fantasy fan. Plays almost any kind of games except 3rd person shooter games and sports (extreme sports don't count) but her favourite being puzzles and RPGs. I love Earthworm Jim. DO YOU REMEMBER EARTHWORM JIM?? Is also still upset that she hasn't bought a Wii and an XBOX yet but she loves her PS3 (WHICH SHE WON YA) and her now semi abandoned PSP and the "stolen" Nintendo DS.

Okay, I am now officially tired of typing and self desciptions arent really my thing anyway. So if you need to contact me, e-mail me at sweetsimplicities[at]gmail.com.

Oh btw, did I mention?

IM AWESOME. Nuff said.

Monday, February 27, 2006

urghh.. i dont know whats up with me lately AGAIN... being all weird and emo-ish crying at absolutely NOTHING... like now im stressing over whether i really want to take accounts or not.. LIKE WTF?? why the hell am i stressing over sumtin so stupid for?!?!?!

i dont even friggin like accounts "=_= so why the hell do i really want to take it?? but yet again for some reason.. not taking it just feels wrong!??!?! SEE SEE??!?! SEE HOW screwed up im being right now... im just gonna get sick of it and den start screwing up and then wasting all that tuition money for nothing?? BUT THERES JUST SOMETHING in my brain going.. " NO NO!! u must take!! if not later u sureee regret wan!! come come..listen to me..just take! good girl.. " .... "=_=.... well see.. then there's this other voice going " SCREW IT LAR... waste time and money only.. you also don't like it... summoh add more stress only.. as if u not enough things to do like that.. always complain no time no time.. NO NO.. don't take don't take.." ........ *bangs head on wall* the worst part is.. i think think think whether to take annot.. until i CRY...... OMG?? LIKE WTF??? am i going through some weird mid-teen crisis or something??!?!? are my hormones going spastic on me??!?!

and then all of a sudden im missing ian like crazy as well.. im just lying there wondering abt whether i should take accounts and i just start crying cuz i want his hugs and kisses T_T garhhh!! EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO!!! whattttsss wronnnggg withhh meee.... GAWD!! i just want to run to him and just hug him and never let go.. pffftt T_T..

btw.. me and ian have decided to adopt a "baby" .. wahahahhaha... a doggie from spca lar... i wonder if we'll get around to doing it.. ?? hmmmm

-BabyGinz-

ARghh GARHRgAHRGhaRGhAJ!!!1 im in bloody IT lab AND I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT!!.. blardy fuck shit.. 1st we have to make some stupid dumbass movie thingie with PICTURES??? 5 MINUTES MINIMUM?!?!? WTF?? HOW MANY PICTURES U WANT ME TO FIND ORH!! GO N DIE GO N DIE!!!

LIKE THAT NOT ENOUGH.. STILL GOT WRITTEN ASSESEMENT ON IT.. WAD FUCK ORHH... GERAM AKU.....

I WANT TO GO HOME N SLEEP RIGHT NOW..................... T_T............... HISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs................

sigh..........im having a splitting headache as well.. this sucks big time T_T ........... it's onli like february and already im bloody sick of school.. i wonder how im gonna get on in college and work...i just feel like sleeping.... =S and i miss ian.. HMMMMM... i feel like hugging him... wagrhhh

anyyhooowww... since i loved going on some short holiday with ian FAR FAR AWAY from his dumb friends so much.. i have decided to GO AGAIN!! wahahha.. this time significantly furthur.... for maybe 3 days 2 nights this time?? akkaka.. time to save money! hopefully by may or june i'll have enough.. any suggestions people?? rommmanntiiiccc placeeeesss that isnt tooooooo costly and STILL IN SEMENANJUNG MALAYSIA and hopefully does not require things like passports and parents permissions "=_= .. AND NO GENTING... i seriously hate genting...

and dont even try suggesting going camping to me "=_= ME... TENTS...NO SHOWERS... NO BEDS... u might as well just kill me... there is no way im going to go camping with him.. and he is just as high maintainence as me okay ;p so hahahha ... but i dont mind places with nature trails and stuff but i would reaaalllyy reallllyyy loveeee horse riding =D

AND PREFERABLY NOWHERE NEAR A GOLF COURSE or i'll end up being abandoned...WUUWuUWUWuWUW..... mmmmmm... malaysia got where romantic wan leh?? YEEE.. i wanna go pulau pulau's laaaa.. i wonder if thats possible.. =S

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, February 25, 2006

ive decided i hate ians friends MORE AND MORE... bloody fuck shit.. especially HENG LIE PEH.. FUCKING RETARDED BITCH...

oh..2days topic has nothing to do with ian.. it has something to do with a DOG SHE MIGHT AS WELL HAVE KILLED..........

u see my dear readers.. my uncle's dogs has puppies.. which were born on ians birthday.. so these puppies mean a lot to me..,,i had 1..but she passed away due to some sickness with her nerves =S.... i miss her a lot.. and so does ian...

ANYWAYYYY... for "lie" peh's birthday last year.. I GAVE HER ONE OF THESE PUPPIES ENTRUSTING HER WITH ITS LIFE....... i ask her over and over sure she want..sure she will take care of it.. which she replied. YES LAR.. I WILL LOVE IT BLAH BLAH BLAH fuck shit.. LESS DEN A WEEK.. she tells me.. she doesnt want the dog anymore.. WHY? because its so fucking NOISY.. WHY?? BECASUE SHE FUCKING LEFT THE POOR PUPPY OUTSIDE ALL ALONE.. WAD THE FUCK DO U EXPECT?!!! FUCKING ASS BITCH...

SO SHE GAVE THE PUPPY TO WEI SHENG........ WHO I AM QUITE ANNOYED WITH AS WELL................ OH BTW.. I FAILED TO MENTION..A WEEK LATER.. THAT BITCH.. WENT AND BOUGHT ANOTHER FUCKING DOG................ fucking ass bitch...

well i wanted to give the dog to someone i knew.. BUT WEI SHENG INSISTED HE WANTED THE DOG AND THAT HE WOULD TAKE CARE AND GUARD IT WITH HIS LIFE...... BLAH BLAH FUCK SHIT AGAIN......... AND GUESS WHAT!???! he gave the fucking dog away WITHOUT FUCKING TELLING US..............AND BETTER STILL....

THE RETARD GAVE IT TO SOME FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE ASS OWNERS...... WHO LET THE DOG GET CAUGHT BY DBKL AND NOT FUCKING BOTHER TO GO RETRIEVE HIM AGAIN............... AND NOW ME N IAN FINDS OUT ABOUT IT.. AND WE WANT THE FUCKING DOG BACK because it's really special considering they have the same birthday and all.. AND I FIND OUT.............. MY FUCKING DOG I ENTRUSTED HENG LIE PEH AND WHATEVER WEI SHENG WITH... IS NOW...................

YEAPS...... U GUESSED IT............

DEAD!!!............................

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......

SOMEONE JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME

-BabyGinz-

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A HOME FOR EVERY SOUL
SPCA Adoption Fest 2006 – 2010

This year, the SPCA will embark on its Adoption Fest 2006-2010, in hope of finding a home for every soul. The programme, which underwent a trial run last year during the one-day mobile adoption at Bangsar Shopping Centre (BSC), has proven to be a success when 50% of the animals brought there were adopted!

With the tsunami-like waves of animals surrendered to the SPCA, the society feels that they cannot just sit back and wait for potential adopters to come by to the shelter to adopt these animals. They believe that by taking a more pro-active step such as through mobile adoptions where the animals are brought out to the public, the number of animals that have to be euthanised solely due to the lack of homes can be avoided.BSC, who shares the same views on this matter, is determined to do their part to make a difference! For the whole month of March 2006, BSC has invited SPCA to run its mobile adoption at the shopping centre.
The Adoption Fest will be held on each weekend (Saturday and Sunday) of March 2006 at the Fountain Area (in front of La Bodega) at Bangsar Shopping Centre, from 11 am to 5 pm where about sixteen cats and dogs will be up for adoption. Adoption fee starts from RM 200 for dogs and RM 70 for cats (including first vaccination, deworming and neutering) and adoptions are subject to approval.

For every successful adoption, the new owner will be eligible to enter the grand lucky draw at 5.45pm on Sunday, 26th March 2006. The grand prize is a set of 6 ‘Luck’bundles of dog chopsticks and rests worth RM 600, plus a Shih Tzu figurine worth RM 688 generously sponsored by Royal Selangor.

So if you’re thinking of adding a new member to your family, come to the Adoption Fest at Bangsar Shopping Centre during the weekends of March and adopt a furry friend! You can play your part to change the fate of these homeless pets! Remember, each time you buy a pet from a pet shop or breeder, more puppies and kittens are born for the sake of profit while a shelter animal dies merely because of the lack of good and loving homes.

For more information, please call the SPCA Selangor office at 03-4256 5312, 03-4253 5179.

-BabyGinz-

i cant sleep..my eyes can barely open but i cant sleep.. im constantly thirsty as well.. weirdness... my head's spinning...... and i feel like eating............ URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...... 3.30... i have been trying to sleep since 11......... WONDERBAR!!!!!!! someone just shoot me already TT

-BabyGinz-

Friday, February 24, 2006

well .... perfect ian went unperfect again today ........ sigh.. oh well...

anyway here s a few proverbs n quotes that i juz wanted to share

People who are sensible about love are incapable of it for the heart has reasons that reason does not understand.

It is better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose someone that you love because of your useless pride.

When love is your greatest weakness, you will be the strongest person in the world.

True love does not have a happy ending. That is becasue true love has no ending.

For aught that i could ever read, could ever hear by tale or history, the course of true love never did run smooth.

I love you not because i need you, but i need you because i love you.

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, February 23, 2006

WOOOOOOOOOOOOo... i have all the symptoms of bird flu @_@.. no seriously.. i do.... HMMMMMMMMM

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

woots ;p i 4got to mention..my crystal has been found by pn najah XD mwahhahaa.. i rov u pn najah!! MUAHHHH!!!!!!!....

on another note... i have exams next week..and i know approximately 10% of my entire syllabus! WOOTS!.. HOW...AbSOlUTEly FAnTaBuLOusLy GReAt iS ThaT!?!!?!?!?

-BabyGinz-

HMMMMMMMMMMM.. ian has been behaving extremely nice lately.. since sunday.. IN FACT.. so nice that it's starting to seem suspicious....... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ... *sits n ponders*

-BabyGinz-

Monday, February 20, 2006

had crap birthday.. had a crap anniversary.... i want to go back to my island of 2 T_T... if ure wondering.. im referring to cyberjaya.. why do i call it island of 2 when its not really an island

well..u see.. a few months ago i asked ian this question.. would u rather live with me in the city with all ure friends there or on an island where only both of us existed and nobody u knew lived there. he chose the island becuase he said then we could live in peace and he wouldn't be so fan all the time....

cyberjaya proved to be that island on valentines because no one we knew were there or anywhere near us.. so we were us and we were happy.. no fight.. no arguments.. no nothing.. just pure bliss for approximately 18 hours... WUWUWUUWUWUW... I WANNA GO BACK...

*sits in corner and sulks*

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, February 19, 2006

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. I BOUGHT A CRYSTAL TODAY AND I FUCKING LEFT IT IN SCHOOL!!!! AND ITS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND!!!!!!!!!!! CURSE U FUCKTARDS WHO TOOK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DMAN U DAMN U DAMN U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, February 18, 2006

DHT-listen to your heart

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

(my heart hasnt really been taking me on the right track has it? hahaha....yeah.. its 11 pm on my birthday and 4 mebbe the 4-5th time today.. tears r streaming down my cheeks ^-^)

-BabyGinz-

well.. i had the "best sweet" 16 birthday ever... HEH... must thank this to dear IAN LOW... THANKS U 4 the "BEST" birthday ever! *rolls eyes* well..this is the 2nd yr in a row that i spent my birthday crying bcuz of him.. AIH... and this yr suppose to be good yr 4 me and suppose to b my sweet 16? LIKE WTF?? i was so moody that i even cancled my birthday dinner =D ... HOW COOL IS THAT???

on a brighter note.. thanks all those who took the liberty to wish me happy birthday! i wuv u guys! it made me smile... each and everyone of them.. THANKS! u guys know who u r!!

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

huhauhauaa..i had a wonderful valentines! how was ures ;p was gonna update u guys at my chalet yesterday... free high speed internet access in room orh.. hahaa..but busy lar ;p kekekeke

im a bit tired atm..so ill juz update a lil and go more into detail sum other time! at abt 12-1pm yesterday we made last minute changes and instead of going to the spa at kiara..we went all the way to cyberjaya! kekeke.. to a resort called cyberview lodge ... spent the night there.. and I SO SO SO SO LOVE THAT PLACE...i shall b going there again.. I DONT CARE HOW MUCH IT COST!! hauhauhauhauaaaaa ;p

shall update later.. ciaoz

-BabyGinz-

Monday, February 13, 2006

>=@ GREAT!!!!!!!!!! JUST ABSOLUTELY WONTABULOUSLY GREAT!!!

my dang urine infection seems to have returned!!! THIS IS LIKE the 4th TIME FOR GAWD's SAKE!! im surprised my kidney's are still alive T_T

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, February 12, 2006

ARGHHH.. *runs around screaming* ARGHHH!! HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!IN FACT HOW CAN I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!?!?!?

u see..i shortlisted 2 spa's for valentines day.. spa indrani and energy day spa at mt kiara .. SPA INDRANI HAS AVAILABLE COUPLE ROOMS AND ALSO A MILK AND ROSE BATH WHICH I WANTED PRETTY BADLY... BUT THEY ALSO cost me 300 BUCKS MORE........

so thennnn..i called energy day spa to enquire.. and they had this special package thingie ... with steam bath..body scub..balneotherapy*BATH...* and massage...SO WAH..I DAMN HAPPY!! cuz although dun have my milk n rose bath.. still got flower petals n aromatherapy bath massage thing...GOT BODY SCRUB SUMMOH!! the whole package 300 bucks cheaper then spa indrani sumoh.. which is only massage n bath...

so i make reservations at 5.. only to be told that overbooked.. asked if i could come at 3.30.. WHICH I CANT.. bcuz of school la... so she said she call me back later to tell me...so she calls me back..and tells me.. she can fit me in at 5.. BUT.. the balneotherapy will b unavailable *wails in agony.. AMONG ALL THE BLOODY THINGS..I LIKE THIS THE MOST* ... and replace it with a 90 minute massage instead of the usual 30 minute massage.. SO I THINK THINK THINK.. and finally decided ok la.. bcuz.. 300 bucks more expensive wor the other place... i super boh chien orh.. so mai ok lar..i MAKE MY RESERVATIONS.. and then.. i discover.. the couple rooms are fully booked as well... >=@ ..... so she ask if she could put us in rooms next to each other instead.. "=_= ......AIH........

HOW CAN MAN?!? HOW CAN I DO THIS??? i spent *???* BUCKS on a SPA... *i DONT EVEN LIKE SPA'S ... AND WE WILL B DOING INDIVIDUAL ITEMS... ON TOP OF THAT.. IN SEPERATE ROOMS>>!?!?!?!?! ON VALENTINES DAY?!?!?! *bangs head on wall* i shall now wallow in my strange stupidity and blurness........

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

i know la i know la.. lack of updates mar chiew.. but seriously la... nothing to update lor ;p hahahahahhaa........wonder whats up with me?? im moody n irritated yet strangely happy??? WTF??

anyhowww... life's not been very good lately.. why ark.. as usual lar.. the asshole of a bf who everyone has no idea why im still with considering he's such an asshole

dunno?? the string that's attaching us together just doesnt seem to want to break..bored bored bored.... i want a girl... >=D

-BabyGinz-

Friday, February 03, 2006

la la la la la... 2 day i had dim sum at ritz carlton wid ian n his family.. unproductive day.. total ang pao.. 4 bucks "=_= ... BUT... I FINALLY GOT MY PINK 6111!!! BWAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAA......

shall now run off n bug my dad abt all stage passes to fort minor.. mwahahhahahahhaa... ciaoz babies ;p

-BabyGinz-